08.09.2010

After I try to understand Marketing, well is not that hard to catch up in class now.

But I still not really like this subject for now, I don't know whether in future i will fall for it or not :P

English is hard that is what I thought from the beginning until now.

Human communication is fun but I'm too tired and sleepy so not really can concentrate in class.

CTS? Nah~ I don't want to talk about it :S

Today all my lovely friends are abnormal, hyperactive, insane or even MAD.

They are trying to introduce guy for me? But I just don't like it.

I know and understand their intention but this is not what I want.

They maybe just kidding but I just don't like it, or more specifically I hate it.

Fellows, I know you guys stalk my blog so please understand it okay?

I really don't like it, please don't simply do that to me okay?

Once in a while for a joke is still acceptable but not every time.

Having a boyfriend is nice but being a single is not that terrible.

I know you all want me to be happy but I'm fine for what I am now.

Do you know that when you are doing that to me you are giving me pressure at the same time?

I love you guys, seriously. So don't put me in this such situation next time.

Because it will drive me to insane or mad.

I don't know what I will say or do when I am insane.

As you guys know I'm a hot-temper person so please don't make me insane :(

I still want my image you know, because I'm still single! lol

Still looking for my Mr. Monkey :P

LOVE YOU ALL ~

MUACKZZZZZ

07.09.2010

Actually there were nothing special happen today.

Except there is a girl, Sze Theng is hyperactive today.

And I just discovered that JIE JIE became LAZY!!

Others are just fine and sweet :)

Let's talk about my study!!!

My foundation for my English wasn't that good at all.

So I need to put more effort on to it.

Moral class was quite okay, so far so good.

CTS I really have no idea what the lecturer lecture about.

Even though I had attended two class, but still I got nothing!

Urrghhhh! Need to put MORE MORE effort on it~

OH ya~ Just now I was doing my revision for MARKETING!

Except for few terms and concept, other are fine for me.

But the fact that it is boring doesn't change.

I haven't finish my revision actually but I DONT GIVE A DAMN ON IT

Because I am too sleepy and tired already!

I need SLEEP! NOW!

CIAO~

原来

我属于

后知后觉

想念

是无法

控制的

此时此刻

发冷的双手

和发愣的我

竟然是决配

有时候

会怀疑

自己是否

有自虐倾向

我想

我因该

没有正常过吧?

好累

真的好累

身体与精神

都好累

泪

没有泪

泪湖已枯干

今晚的我

有点不正常

但我会收敛

晚安

06.09.2010

Many people dislike Monday because Monday is the first working/school day of a week.

Well, the "many people" is included me, myself. I'm not that like Monday too.

You know what, I started to hate CTS class. I MEAN IT, SERIOUSLY!!!!!!!

To be honest, the lecture is nice but the way he teach is annoying and irritating.

I feel like wanna kill people during his class, by the way i didn't do any crazy stuff YET.

Marketing class is bo-bo-boring until you can fall asleep!!! My life is so LIFELESS.

Pondering...

Pondering...

Pondering...

about my future....

future... future...

CONFUSE NOW!!!

WHATEVER!!!!!!!

05.09.2010

今天七早八早起身

其实也不会很早

可是在宿舍也没有东西做

所以宁愿睡久一点咯

上网其实也是没有东西玩

汗~ 宿舍生活真无趣

去了7-11买早餐加午餐

买了一瓶豆奶加三文治

然后回来就看电影

等Eunice来载我咯

我们要去金河看严爵

其实是她想去看的

我去不去看都无所谓的

哈哈~不过他还满帅的

Eunice 说Chris有点像他

我倒觉得还好而已

我们去sushi king 吃晚餐

我们真的很爱次寿司耶

哈哈~真的很好吃哦

可是RENEE不喜欢

然后我们去lowyat逛逛

因为我要买cooler

Eunice 要买 charger

她哦～真的很“大头虾”

水壶忘记拿！要我去帮她拿

对了对了我要投诉

这里的car　park钱真的很很很贵

贵到吓死人！

还有哦～最近在练吉他

“你不知道的事”

哈哈！很久没练习了

生疏了呢～真的不好意思

现在很晚了

明天又要做闹钟

所以要休息了

晚安　

04.09.2010

I feel depressed because I'm bored.

I undergo with stress because I'm bored.

Feel like wanna jump out from the window!

Feel like wanna kill myself just because I'm BORED!

I hate living in a hostel.

I prefer bored at home rather than bored at HERE!

MOOD is damn damn not steady!

YOU KNOW WHAT!

SOMEHOW I DISLIKE KL.

BOREDOM IS KILLING ME!

FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dedicate to Friends

I'm sorry my dear

I wasn't there when you need me

I'm sorry my dear

I was sleeping when you need me

At this particular juncture

guilt filled my heart

I can't promise you

that I will always be there for you

when you need me

But I can promise you

that I will try my best to be there for you

when you need me

Dear, I'm just a human

I can't read your mind

My little sweet heart

Please don't seal up your lips and give no words but mum

Please don't be hesitate to tell

I'm your friend, my dear

Please share your sorrow with me

Just like I share my happiness with you

Baby, my support will never wared

This is what we call "Friend"

Life is difficult

But it become easy when with friends.

Predicament is inevitable

Just like conflict cannot be avoid in a relationship

Tell me when sorrow is killing you

I will outbrave the enemy

And wrapped you in a warm hug

Tell me when happiness swept through your entire frame

Because my heart will dance with entire joy

Tell me when you are taken charge from furious

I will try to calm you down and cheer you up

Tell me when you are tinged with hatred

I will break the barrier and tell you that I love you

You are the precious one that I treasure

Because you are my friend.

I may not your best friend

But I'm trying to be a good friend of you

Love,

Melissa

Dreams Part 2.

I just woke up, still sleepy even thought I had enough of sleep.

I'm tired because of my dreams, I did not have a good sleep.

I didn't sleep well because I kept woke up because of my weird dreams.

Every time I back to sleep, another weird dream again!!

Oh my~ These are killing me in slow motion!

Mentally exhausted because of this!!

I feel my head so heavy now, excruciating.

But I can't part of it, so accept it.

Dreams can you please be a bit nicer to me?

At least, don't bully me mentally?

Dreams can you please be a sweet dream?

As least, not a weird and scary dream.

Dreams can you please give me back my peace?

At least, don't let me remember I ever dream before.

Dreams.

Recently I always dream about something weird.

Generally human dream when they are sleeping, but sometimes they just could not recall back.

However, I was manage to recall back these past few days.

Well, my dreams never make sense.

I mean whatever dreams that I remembered, it never make sense.

It used to be weird, odd, unusual, and even sometimes scary.

Some of the psychologists agreed that dreams sometimes represent something that you worry or care but you are not aware of it.

If this theory is true, then mean that I'm worry/care something weird?

Wow. That sound cool? xD WHO KNOW!

There are too many unknown in this world.

Now is time for me to dream again.

Hope is a sweet dream for me.

03.09.2010

Early in the morning, a girl gave me a morning call.

I'm lack of sleep, didn't notice that? @.@ xD

At last I woke up and prepared to go to college for delivery.

I went to Ali Maju with Sze Theng them to have our breakfast.

Well, after the breakfast I came up with a conclusion.

" I HATE TOPIC THAT ABOUT CAR! "

After that went to another ALI MAJU again with Elie they all.

Well, I suddenly realized that I'M STUCK WITH ALI MAJU!

Then we decided to watch STEP UP at The Curve :)

Of cause, Nicholas is the driver :P

THE MOVIE IS SO GREAT!

DANCE WAS SO COOL!

LUKE WAS DAMN YENG and muscular *.*

You should watch it! guarantee nice !

Had dinner with Elie, Paul, Vincent and his roommate.

At the restaurant that next to Ali Maju.

OH MY GOODNESS! They took about 1hr to serve our food !

Not going to there eat anymore !!!! BAN!

Sky is not dark as last night.

Wind is not strong as last night.

And my heart is peace and silent.

Just finish watching Romeo and Juliet, anime version.

The ending is both of them die to rescue the city.

I'm just wondering why there are no better ending for them?

Why must use death to end the story? I just don't get it.

Maybe I'm just too naive that expect life should be always happy?

Life is difficult but this doesn't mean that life should be in somber tone.

There are too many things that beyond human's knowledge.

I'm seeking for my answers, that's why I'm still breathing.

By continue living, answer reveal but at the same time question appear too.

This is the way of being a human, i guess?

Tonight I'm just too sentimental after watching Romeo and Juliet.

This made me remind of someone, HIM.

My first love? I think My First Boyfriend is more suitable to address him.

Flirty. The best word to describe him.

Basically, everyone are aware of that ,including me.

Before we couple, he broke my heart thousand of time.

But why I still choose to be with him?

I really have no idea about that.

Maybe LOVE make us blind that time? WHO KNOWS?

You know what, I truly hope that he would change in one day.

Not for me, but for himself.

I hope that both of us can find the right person one day.

People told me to forget about him, but I don't get it why I need to?

He was my past, I can't remove him from my memories.

So just accept him as a past rather than forget him will be more easy for me.

Don't you think so?

If you purposely want to forget about something, it won't work. Trust me.

The moment you accept it, the moment you let it go.

Wind blew strongly in the lonely night.

Today definitely suitable for being naive.

02.09.2010

Woohooooo~~~

I'm so happy that Eunice they all same Moral Class with me :)

My Moral Lecturer is Ms Sue.

At first I thought she was quite scary and fierce!

BUT I was wrong ! TOTALLY WRONG!

When she started to teach, she was so so NICE.

I'm looking forward for the next Moral class.

You know what, WN WORKER SIBEH LC and RUDE!

They should know that CUSTOMER IS THE KING!

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I'm so so so tired la :(

ciao.

Life.

"Life is difficult and yet most of us expect to be easy."

This is what my English lecturer told us today.

She said that always remember that life is difficult.

It make sense and yet meaningful if you get it what it mean.

If this line is in your heart, you will think that obstacle is part of our life.

So when you are dealing with it, it will be more easier for you to handle it.

However, if there is no hindrances you will be grateful about that.

Don't you think that this sentence is awesome? xD

Hope you like this because I'm loving it :)

01.09.2010

今天是开学的第一天

我觉得今天还不赖的说

唯一不满的是上课的时间

每天四五点才上完课

Marketing Principle

感觉上满好玩的

老师也不错，满Nice的

只是他的课本贵到吓私人

所以打算买二手的

和我同班的有

Lionel, Melissa Wang 和 Nicholas

Advanced English

我很怕这一科

因为我的英文真的很烂

而且要写两千个字的作文

我完蛋了~可以去卖咸鸭蛋

希望不要不及格不然就很可怜

老师看起来人很好

可是听说改考卷很严厉

都不知该高兴还是伤心

和我同班的有

Renee, Eunice, Yann, Sze Yung,

Nicholas, Denzie, Vicky, NICHOLAS

对，不要怀疑是其他的Nicholas

还是那个王八蛋的他

Human Communication

老师真的很搞笑

同学也很幽默

笑了两个小时

很开心的过了两个小时

和我同班的有

Lionel, Sonia, Winnie

Critical Thinking

一直以为和我同班的只有 Renee

原来还满多人跟我们同班的

到了课室才发现Stephy, Mei Yan, Lee, Ah Yaw

也是跟我们同班~真的是很巧

过不久看到Eunice 他们

后来才知道他们换了时间

跟我们同班~真的很开心耶

所以那班有一半以上都是我们自己人

我们的老师真的让我很无言

可是还 OKAY 咯

还在接受的范围里

我真的很不喜欢我的上课时间

明天得连续上三节课

咳~我不是超人啦

就算是，也是个会哭的超人啦

约定

此时此刻的我

心里百感交集

不知该如何表达

也不懂这是什么

酸酸的也甜甜的

非常期待明天的到来

人生的另一个开端

这也意味着困难的开启

害怕自己是否能够胜任

希望这次我不是个逃兵

命运如何安排我管不了

我只知道选择权在我这

成功或失败只有未来知道

未来是怎样说真的并不重要

把握现在才是致胜的关键

神主宰我的人生

而我决定我要走的道路

我要凭信心走出属于我的路

加油吧~圆圆

这是你和自己的约定

不要连自己都要放飞机

不然真的很可悲哦