21.12.2012

This post is about the "shopping trip" on Wednesday.
Stephy, Yann, Fiona and I went to One Utama for shopping.
This outing suppose focus more on shopping but we ended up spend more time on EAT.
We went to Seoul Garden to have our brunch that day.
The food there was quite okay, I love the honey green tea! HAHA
I took some picture of FIONA and she looks DAMN PRETTY AND HOT !!!

 

After our brunch, we went to shopping! But what sad to say is we only went to Kitchen! ><

 

We tried the same dress together!!! I don't like to stand next to FIONA! I look HUGE :(

                                     

     



























                                       A group photo of us!!!

Only Fiona bought this dress and Stephy bought another black dress XD
After we done shopping at Kitchen, Fiona needed to go back home already :(
But Stephy, Yann and I still shopped at there until 8pm something then we went to PASAR MALAM!
We use my phone to take some picture while we were resting at Auntie's Ann xD

OH NO! 2012 is coming!

Yann looks like a vampire! SCARY! 

Had a great day with them! We should hang out more often !

And thanks to my Noob Baby who fetch me back from pasar malam!!

18.12.2011

好久没有更新我的博客了

原因其实来来去去也只有几个

不是懒惰，没心情，就是没灵感

而我前一阵子也正在考试

家人也在这个时候来西马

所以没有多余的心思放在这里

最近正在放假的我确实有点颓废

大部分的时间都在看康熙和动漫

再来就是和梁镇涛先生唱反调过日子

其实本来有想要去Pavillion和许浚勇先生一起打工
可是因为考虑到时间与交通的问题
所以最后决定继续颓废下去
*其实是因为懒惰不喜欢搭公共交通工具*

这次放假并没有回亚庇
一来是应为这次的假期和新年很近
所以选择新年才回家
因为飞机票都好贵哦
一来一回都要两三百马币
所以只好留在这里过着颓废的日子

最近我发现一个很诡异的现象
就是阿我朋友哦不喜欢和我出街了
他们现在都喜欢说“你跟你男朋友出就好了啦”
男朋友固然很重要
可是我也需要朋友的啦
不要再用这个理由来搪塞我了啦
我是个很贪心的人
我同时希望拥有友情和爱情
不想失去任何一个啦~~~


希望大家都幸福快乐
假期-ing 的就尽情地享受生活
还在考试的就加油努力读书吧
而我呢就继续过着我颓废的生活~

yuan lai ni bing bu xiang rang tai duo ren zhi dao
ye xu ni zhi shi bu xiang bie ren shuo san dao si
ke shi ni rang wo jue de bu zen me hao shou
wo jiu hao xiang xi xue gui yi yang, jia guang jiu si
jiu lian wo men chu jie ye yao man zhe ni de fu mu
nan dao bu neng guang ming zhen da ga shu ta men ma?
wei shen me fei dei yao tou tou mo mo?
ru guo ni zhi dao wo zai xie shen me
ni yi ding hui na hen duo li you lai jie shi
ye xu ni de zuo fa you ni de dao li
li zhi lai shuo wo bu ying gai "ddy"
ke shi you shi hou xin li nan mian hui jiu le yi xia

Awkward moment

I believe that most of us have been through an awkward moment in our life.

One of my awkward moment :

When I knew someone was definitely lying, but he/she told you that : "I don't tell lies"

Awkward moment:

I had to pretend that I trust the person even though I knew he/she was lying.

Don't you think that it was really amusing when you knew someone was lying in front of you?

And the most awkward was the same person did that same thing again and again.

Everyone tell lies, who doesn't?

But please make sure your victim don't know you are lying if you want to do so.

If not, you will be the biggest clown ever to your victim.

If this happened, your victim is no longer a victim.

Instead, now you have become the victim.

In order to avoid this awkward moment,

the best solution is

NOT TO LIE~!

Cheers =)

Amusing thing happened too.

We assigned a value for each of our friends.
This mean that each of our friends has a value in our heart.
You may be a very important, important, okay okay or not important to me.
You don't really know how a person value you until something happened.
I'm definitely referring this post to someone, a friend that used to be "close" with me.
I know that this "someone" is those kind of "don't really care and bother" type of person.
But I found that it is amusing when I can compare "someone" with other people.
Others, at least they showed me that they care about the friendship we have.
I don't know whether how sincere are they, but at least they showed me.
Maybe they are just poker face-ing, but at least I feel better.
But, "someone" don't even bother to show me his/her poker face.
Frankly speaking, I don't really bother about it anymore.
I just found it was really amusing when I see the difference.

One thing that I learnt is,
You may think that he/she is your good friend,
but doesn't mean that he/she thinks the same way too.

Just a reminder for myself,
Don't expect too much from others =)

November.

I don't like November because a lot of bad things happened in this month.

Even though a lot of "shit happened", but there are also many good things too.

November is going to an end, and I hope all the bad luck is going to end soon too.

Say bye bye to November and bad luck! Say Hi to December =)

很多时候  很多事情

都是你知道  而我也知道

然而你我却都  做不到

不知道  不知道

有时只是在逃避

我知道  我知道

有时只是在装懂

有些事情  你不想知道

但可悲的是你什么都知道

有些事情  你很想知道

但可笑的是你永远都不知道

人心隔肚皮

29.11.2011

I don't mind people use some foul language on me.

But, I really cannot stand for it when male use bitch to scold me.

If I'm a bitch, then your mother is also a bitch. 

Don't you think so? I will show you why.

Premise 1 : Melissa is a bitch.

Premise 2 : Melissa is a female.

Conclusion : Therefore, female is bitch.

If the premises are true then the conclusion must be true too.

So we can conclude that female is a bitch. 

Now let see something interesting.

Premise 1 : Your mother is a female.

Premise 2 : Female is a bitch.

Conclusion: Your mother is bitch.

So, when a male scold a female bitch, he is scolding his own mother is a bitch too.

By the way, don't forget that all babies came from a bitch's vagina.

So now you mean that you came from a bitch's vagina too?

The reason why I blog about this is because I was scolded by a bunch of people yesterday night.

They called me slutty, mental retarded, small tiny boobies, and bitch.

Accusing me something when I didn't do it is really offense to me.

Except for the "small tiny boobies'', others are all wronged. 

It's true that my "boobies" are small, I can't say anything to against it.

So I accept that facts that you guys point it out.

But other that that, you guys just simply accuse me that I did it.

I no need to explain so much to you guys because you guys don't even know about me.

It's true that I was really sad and cried when you guys insulted me like that.

Because no one on earth has scold me like that before. NO ONE.

But what make me really sad and disappointed is my friends that just next to you guys.

They didn't stand up for me.

They just allowed you guys to scold me.

They said: we can't do anything cause they are just too many people.

How sad it is right? When you need help, your friends just look at you and turn away.

They didn't help me when I needed their help. They just turn away and ignore me.

It was sad enough that being scolded by a bunch of asshole,

but what make my heart sank was my friends just ignore me when I need their support.

For "my friends"

I don't know whether you will read this or not.

But you know what, I really disappointed  on you guys.

How could you all just let your friends scold me like that?

You all should have know that what they said about me wasn't true.

And you all just sit there and  let your friends to insult and scold me?

Do you know that I'm a human who have feelings too?

Do you know that I will feel sad too?

Do you know that I will feel hurt too?

If you really don't know, then let me tell you now.
I'm a human who have feelings and emotions.

I know how to cry and laugh when I'm sad and happy.

I do feel hurt when people insult and scold me.

You guys just turned away when I needed your helps.

Thanks for not helping me and show me your true self.

25.11.2011

Mr Joel complaint that nowadays I seldom blog about him.
Therefore, today I'm going to blog a bit about him. LoL

Just gonna upload some photos that we took today :3

Normal look.

Our favorite Pig look.

Our DDY look.

Pig act cute look. 

Today is the second month and one day that we have been together. 

Thanks for everything that you gave me, especially your love and care.

You brighten up my life by giving me so much love and care.

Thanks for always be by my side whenever I need you the most.

And you let me know that I'm not alone.

Just want to let you know that I love you so much too.

23.11.2011

Shit happened.

Sometimes I wonder whether it is okay for me to just be myself.
Sometimes I wonder whether "myself" is good enough to show others.
Sometimes I wonder whether others can accept the true me.

There is no doubt that I'm a mama's girl.
There is no doubt that I'm not independent enough.
There is no doubt that I'm not good enough in various ways.
But there is not also no doubt that that's the true me.

I should have know that
"If there is someone who like you, then there will be someone who don't like you."
I know but I didn't expect that it will be that hurt if the someone was used to close to me.
I never expect that everyone on earth will like me.
I just hope that at least the one I care like me too.
But sometimes things just don't happen like what you wish for.
Like what people said, "shit happened"

Just because I'm not as good as some other else,
Just because I don't fit into your "good girl" group,
Just because I'm just being myself but not someone that you expect,
Therefore, I deserve those shit that caused by you.

Wake up, Melissa.
There is no point for you to be upset.
There is no point for you to be disappointed.
There is no point for you to be dissolve into tears.

No matter what shit happened,
Moon will still rotate around the Earth.
Earth will still rotate around the Sun.
Sun will still remain high at the Sky.

Its just sometimes when shit happened,
sky may become dark and start raining.
But please remember that rainbow may appears after the rain stop.

我真的不明白

你脸上的 不屑 鄙视 和厌恶

我又不是什么十大恶人

为什么要用有色眼镜来看我 

为什么要用冷言冷语来讽刺我

为什么我要去看你的脸色做人

你让我觉得我好像个玩具

你开心的时候就嬉皮笑脸

你不爽的时候就一张臭脸

我真的不是你的奴婢

我真的不需要看你的脸色 

的确  有时候我的神经线是很大条

可是我不是  弱智  智障 或低能

如果我还察觉不了你眼中的厌恶

那我还真的可以去撞墙了

我真的不懂我何时得罪了你

我真的不懂我为何得承受你无理的对待

22.11.2011

Just now my friend, Jackson complaint to me that my blog is dead again.
So that's why I'm here to rescue my lovely blog from dying. HAHA

This post just going to be a summary of my recent life.
Don't expect too much that I'm going to write anything interesting. lol
Last week I was busy with tons of assignment! > <
Actually not tons, it was only two assignment.
Anyway, from now on, I'm free from assignment already.
No more assignment is waiting for me, HOORAYY~!
BUT final exam is around the corner > <
To be honest, start to feel a bit stress ~~ HAHA
I think I'm gonna start to prepare for my final soon :)

This afternoon had a great conversation with Jie Jie.
It has been a long time that she didn't appear in my blog ~
Because nowadays we were in different department,
so its difficult to find a time when we all are free :S

I'm doing great so far.
Still breathing.
I guess everything is okay?
:)

Marcom Carnival

Yesterday was Marcom Carnival!!
Maybe you will wonder why Marcom Carnival is related to a  psy student?
Allow me to explain to you all, because I took Marcom as one of my free electives.
And this carnival was part of my assignment so it was somehow consider important to me?

Let me introduce my group mates to you all!

Melissa Wang, Kee Lin, Moon, Winnie, Shey Ni, Seow Yun, Me and Phoebe :D

By the way, another Melissa is not in our group but she is our big supporter! 

Denzie, the only male in our group!

He looks like uncle here! Hey, Uncle Denzie :p

Can you see the black board behind me? 

Can you see the OM NOM NOM?

That's our stall's name! hahahhaa

We were selling hotdog cheese roll, curry puff and sofdrinks!

The hotdog cheese roll is really really really DELICIOUS and AWESOME!

A big credit for Kee Lin, because she is the one who invent this xDDD

Three so poh~ hahahahhaha

Three 38 ladies XDDDDD

Seow Yun with two Melissa :D

Two SS ladies >.<

16.11.2011

If you are my blog follower, you'll know that I usually name my post by date.
But sometimes I think that this is not a good way to name the post.
Imagine that now is 12am midnight, should I put 15.11.2011 or 16.11.2011?
But I'm so lazy to think of another way to name my post so I will just stick with this method! lol
This is just a random topic that pop out in my mind when I'm writing this.

Okay, back to what I want to say.
I'm already 19 years old. and I'm definitely not a child anymore.
I know what am I doing and I'm sure what are the consequences.
So please stop using your "colored glass" to see me.

I am who I am.
I'm just being myself.
Don't expect me to be a saint.
But I'm definitely wont screw up my life.

That's all.
Finished complained.
Ciao.

Sometimes.

I should have know that this world isn't that kind.
Life will always be tough and will not be easy to us.
I should have learn not to expect too much from others.
Because at the end, I'm the one who disappointed.

No one is perfect.
Even the most persistent person in the world,
will eventually feel tired of keep doing in the same thing.
I'm not a robot, please don't expect me to not to feel tired at all.

I was trying so hard and put a lot of effort.
I wonder one day if I stop doing this, what will happen?
Sometimes, it's not a good thing when you care too much and others don't.

I'm tired.