23.05.2012

New semester has just begun one week ago
I am struggling with new semester while my friends are enjoying their holiday
Honestly speaking, feel so stress out when I look on my calender
All the assignment due date, presentation, and exams are so close to each other
Taking three subjects in a short semester (7 WEEKS ONLY) indeed is a stressful event!
Anyway, I will try my best and hope that everything will be fine, *hopefully*
Hope this semester will end soon so that I could go back KK and enjoy my long long holiday! =D
Oh yea, I got my result for last semester few days ago. It was okayy and kinda unexpected.
Well, I don't really expect what grade should I get because I think it will make me so stress.
HAHA, but my result was really satisfying me =D Hope that this will keep it up in this semester~

You know what?
I'm so lucky to have him in my life <3

*this picture was taken during one of the skype call recently when he was about to take shower #toplessBaby #Iloveyou

11.05.2012

"你不可能喜欢所有你身边的人，所有不要奢望所有人都会喜欢你。切记，切记！"
I posted this up on my Facebook today, many people liked it and agreed with me.
Since there are many people agreed and liked this status,so I thought of blogging it.
Today when I was checking Facebook news feed, I saw some updates from few people.
These few people, frankly speaking, I do not like them for some reasons.
No need to explain in detail why I do not like them or who are they.
The point is, I just don't like them even though they are still my friends on Facebook/reality.
I will still say hi or talk to them nicely/friendly if I met them on the street.
If I were the old-time me, I would definitely feel disgust about this.
Because I think that why must we behave in such way? It feel like a faker.
But when I grow older, I slowly understand the need of being fake in this world.
If you want to know why, go explore and find the answer yourself =)
After all, it is also part of our life experiences !
Anyway, when I saw these people updates, I felt disgust. I really do not like them.
Also, at the same time, a realization came into my mind.
If I could dislike a person, then others might also could dislike me too.
Although I never expect that everyone would likes me,
but I seem to be forgotten that there is a possibility that others might dislike/hate me.
It is just like a cycle. Repeating again and again among each others.
If you talk bad about people, others might also could be talking bad about you.
If you dislike a person, others might also could dislike you as well.
What you feel/do/think toward other people, others might also can feel/do/think toward you.
Well, I guess that's all for today. Anyway, this post is simply #justsaying
Cheers !

P/s:千万不要对号入座 =)

08.05.2012

我的宝贝很傻

舍得花钱在我身上

但却对自己很吝啬 

有时候真的替他很心疼 =(

还记得有一次我们在逛书店

看到一本收集周杰伦歌德吉他谱

看得出他其实很想收集这本书

因为宝贝本身就是周杰伦的粉丝

再加上自己也有在玩吉他

可是阿他却为了省钱而打消了这个念头

那时候看到他对自己那么吝啬 

但却很舍得为我花钱

真的替他很心疼

所以我决定自己私底下去买那本书送他

昨天刚巧和朋友出去

所以我就回到那书店买下那本书

这是包装过后的样子

这是我第一次为他包礼物

所以包得并不是很好看

之前的都是店员帮我的

但是这次我想亲手包

宝贝

希望你明白我送你这本书的用意

我希望你在疼我的同时

也要好好地爱惜自己

不要对自己那么吝啬

因为我会心疼的

对了

今天是我们在一起第228天

好意头哦 =)

嘻嘻

我爱你哦

我的傻傻宝贝

07.05.2012

People are amusing, including myself.
When we were kids, we wished to grow up to be an adult.
But when we grew up, we wished to be a kid like last time.
People just never satisfy for their current state and situation.
Believe it or not, greedy is just part of our human nature.
I have always wanted to become more mature.
But when I have become more mature, even though only a bit,
I wish I can go back to past and be a kid with no worries of life.
Being more mature just simply mean to have more responsibility.
Responsibility is just like a big stone that we carried on our shoulder.
Although I'm still far away from a mature person,
But I have started to realize the cost for being mature; lost of innocence.
Somehow, I wish to be a kid that have no worries for life.
But I'm aware that this is just an unrealistic wish that will never come true.
Well, all I can do is just accept this and embrace life.
Night is still young huh? I wonder.

Denial.

久违的揪心

是因为夜太黑太静

还是因为黑夜唤起心里的寂寞

眼泪不受控制

只管自顾自怜

盲目地从眼眶滑下

玩了一场大胆的游戏

其实早已经知道了结果

但却不想去想，不去承认

可是事实终究是事实

不论我多么努力去否认

它毕竟还是事实
残酷地存在着

我累了，不玩了

放弃了，无所谓了

06.05.2012

A naive student's feelings and opinion toward the country.

Thanks to advanced technology, information can be spread in a split second within people. This is  just like a double-edged sword, it bring pro and con at the same time. The pro is people can easily access to all kind of information, and the con is people might get manipulated by fake information. Facebook, Twitter or any online social network have already become a tool for Malaysian to spread information to others. For example, Bersih supporters, they updated their current situation to let other people know what was actually going on. There are a lot of information such as rumors and scandals regarding Malaysia's government, prime minister, polices, and also others officers. Well, I don't know whether the information that spread through the internet is true or not, but to be honest, it have a great impact on myself. Frankly speaking, the government, officers, police and even the prime minister disappointed me a lot. Well, I don't think that I am the only one who feel disappointed from these people. Last time, I never concern about what was going on in Malaysia. Because I was naive and thought that the country is doing great. But now, I slowly feel that it is not true. If the government is doing its own job, there will no people who would want to oppose it right? Even if there is other party who want to oppose oppose the government for the sake of political power, but the nation will stand on the government side IF the government is doing for the sake of the nation. I have no idea or right to judge whether the government is good or bad, because i do not know what is going on in the politic world. After all, I'm just a naive student. Every time I read the news, beside disappointment, still disappointment. Somehow, I feel like the world, especially my country is dying soon. Hopeless and helplessness. I am expecting a change that can change the situation. What change is I expecting? Who would bring the change? Seriously, I have no idea at all. I used to be proud to be a Malaysian, but now? I doubt. Malaysia Boleh? I wonder. One Malaysia? A fragile hope I guess. I have always been told to not to comment much about the government and politic. Reason? Internal Security Act, also as known as ISA. But what I have written in here is just what I thought, my opinion, my feeling. If expressing one's thoughts and feeling is against the law, then where is the freedom of speech? Ops, I forgot about that there are something called double standard and abuse of power.

01.05.2012

Writing this post in the mid of the night, also the first day of the month. 

Suppose that I should be sleeping now, but I'm still sitting in front of the computer.

It's 2.41 a.m. now, yet I'm feeling energetic and not sleepy at all. LOL

I think I have slept too much yesterday?! I slept for almost 12 hours!

By the way, final examination had over and holiday has just began!

Currently, enjoying my holiday while my business friends are suffering from exam!

My friends said that I'm evil because I purposely told them that I'm enjoying my holiday!

Its not true, in fact I'm just inspiring them to study hard and enjoy their COMING HOLIDAY xD

If you were to ask what's my plan for this holiday, I will answer you "anime, drama, movie"

I bet many people would think that is boring and lifeless >.< HAHA

But I enjoy doing this, so it is not lifeless or boring to me~~ > 3 <

Yesterday was my bf's mother's birthday! Happy Birthday Auntie! lol

*saying something to someone on blog who might not see it make me feel awkward @.@"

I was invited to dinner to celebrate Auntie's birthday.We had dinner at "口记", Yulek.

Although I do not know his family very well, but somehow I feel warm when with them.

By the way, bf bought a pen from Sworovski for his mother. Look NICE! *bling bling*

Oh yea! Today is also Denzie, a.k.a the green thing birthday!!

Happy Birthday ya DENZIE =D Wish you have a blast on your birthday!

I think I better go to sleep now! If not tomorrow will become.....................

Good night people! 

24.04.2012

17.04.2012

Before today ends, I feel like writing blogging.
I supposed to be studying, instead of being here blogging and facebook-ing.
But.. but.. I just don't feel like doing so! I have been studying since this morning.
Seriously, I am like intensive studying this few days.
And what sad to say that this got to last until next Friday which is my last paper.
I am just being like a "sponge", absorbing knowledge as much as I can. LOL
Kinda regret that I did not start doing revision earlier, *damn regretting*
Never mind, I will be alright, I guess... most probably?! hohoho
Kinda stress because Two of the exams are on the same day.
Anyway, hope the time can speed up so that I can enjoy my semester break!
Plan to watch anime and drama everyday! *until someone complain I ignore him
And read books that I bought but haven't read! *another favorite activity!
And.. and.. and ROT AT HOSTEL EVERYDAY! yayyyy!
Got to sleep now. Tomorrow will be another day for intense studying. T T
Night people =)

12.04.2012

Seriously, my blog is dying! Well, not only mine, most of my friends' blog too!
We are no longer that keen on blogging, maybe we are just not persistent enough.
Perhaps, we are just too lazy? Haha! For me, I think I'm the latter one? Hoho
Anyway, let's share about my recent life XD *just to keep my blog alive >~<*
This semester is going to end soon and that means final is coming soon as well.
I have no more class already, currently enjoying study break ~~
Study break suppose mean to be study but I think I have misuse this free time! LOL
Anyway, I'll start study right after I finish this post. I promise!!!
Recently, kinda miss my parents especially my mother =( I miss my mama!
But I'm not going back to hometown during this semester break >_<
I'm only going back on next semester break.
I'm going back there for almost one month!! HEHEHEHE =D
The longer I stay at outside, the more I understand the importance of home and family.
Though life in here is not as easy as at hometown, but I'm doing great here.
Because at here, I have met a guy who love me with all his heart :)
We have been through up and down, but we are still holding each other hands.
Frankly speaking, he is not my first boyfriend. In fact, he is the third one.
BUT, he is the first and only one who make me think that he is the right one,
the one that I can entrust my life to him, the one that I can love with all my heart.
Although he is not a perfect man and has some weaknesses, but he is perfect enough for me.
Its true that sometimes I will "beh tahan" him, but a couple should always tolerate with each other right?
Since he can "tahan" my bed temper, so why don't I tolerate with his shortcoming too? HOHO
I think I should stop here! Got to prepare for my final exam already :)
Hope you guys have a great life and don't forget to smile =)

Yesterday there was a 8.9 earthquake at Sumatra which caused tremors in West Malaysia.
Frankly speaking, where tremors happened, I didn't even feel anything at all.
This was because I was too concentrated  watching Naruto. >.<
After I was been told that there was a tremors, I only realized that "wow, there is an earthquake yoh"

Currently I'm addicted to anime. I'm watching Naruto! Hohoho
Leona Lewis sings  "Keep bleeding, Keep keep bleeding love",
and I keep watching, keep keep watching Naruto! lolololololol
Anyway, I've got to  stop watching anime for few weeks.
*Trying hard to switch to study mode*
This is because final exam is coming SOON :3
In order to ensure myself not to watch anime,
I have decided to return the harddisk back to bf. LOL
*This is the effective way to stop myself to watch anime*

03.04.2012

I think it was the best decision that I ever made for keeping a blog.
I started this blog two years ago when I was just arrived KL.
The reason why I started a blog was because I love to write.
I mean, I used to love to write a lot about my life.
I'm now no longer like last time that can write a lot anymore.
When I read back my previous blog posts, it was really fun and amusing.
However, it was also a good time for me to reflect my own life.
"You changed. Totally changed" My friends once said this to me.
Well, this is true. Indeed I have changed, but I'm not the only one.
When I noticed something in my life has changed, it made me feel no good.
However, I slowly then realized that there was nothing I can do.
Then. I slowly learn how to "move on" in life.

Currently listening to piano version of  A thousand years by Christina Perri.
I really love the beautiful melody that produced by piano, it calms me down easily.
It's 3:21 a.m now and I am still awake and blogging. LOL
I didn't stay up for so late with no reason, I was doing my assignment just now.
And I'm so happy that I'm done with it! Hooray~! Thumbs up for myself =)