30.01.2010

First time I enjoy Sunday so  much since the second semester =D
Today I didn't go church because I was too tired and could not wake up on time >.<
Plus my buddies went back to their hometown so no people accompany.

Today went to Jamie's house "bai nian" >.<
I know it was a bit early to "bai nian",
but because during CNY, few of us are not here so yeah~! haha
Eve came my house wait Gordon to come and fetch us xD

We chit-chat for whole day long at Jamie's house, WEEE~!
Even though we seldom contact each other lately,
but it doesn't affect our friendship =D RIGHT? HAHA
I might changed a bit but I'm still the miss monkey that you guys know =D

Love you all like usual <3<3<3

We took some pictures after a long long conversation =D Showtime~

 Happy Chinese New Year =D

I know I became fatter already!

STOP POKING MY ROUND FACE T_T

Girls Group Photo with Auntie's Ang Pau $v$

This year is rabbit year laaa >.<

Eve

(Jamie said eve become 又老又黑又干)

(so mean right :P  HAHAHA)

Jamie 

(evil culprit who said something mean)

Michelle 

(SICK CAT)

Gordon

(also aka Gor Gor)

(same hometown with my dad)

(stay in the same taman with me)

(TWO DAYS OLDER THAN ME)

(so he is my brother la =D)

Plan to write more but no mood already.

Bro using pps and eat line like hell!

Cannot upload pictures! SIENZ 

That's all for today la !

See ya! 

29.01.2011

Today plan cancelled due to some reasons.
So yeah, didn't go out with friends today.
But went out with my cousin today.
Accompany her to buy somethings~

I have no ideas what's wrong with my eyes.
Feel like I'm going to be blind soon. =(
Maybe lack of sleep i guess? Hmmmmmm

My family keep ask me to re-cut my fringe.
They want me to cut "liu hai" >_<
They keep persuade me to do so >_<
Well, maybe I will go cut a "liu hai" LOL

偶尔还是会想起

偶尔还是会想念

可是当偶尔过去了

就不再想起或想念

就算偶尔再怎么放不下

当偶尔过去了就自然放得下

我的步调或许有点慢

可是总有一天

我还是会抵达终点

That's all for today.

I'm fatigued and totally exhausted.

Thanks to my sister =S HAHA

Good night  and sweet dreams!  

28.01.2011

You know what, today I went to barber shop and had a hair cut.
Actually not much difference compared to last time.
The only difference was just my fringe became shorter?
And also my hair become "thinner" ??
Well, I will take a photo and show you guys one day =)

Today went out with my old friend. Genevieve.
I know her for almost 9 to 10 years ?
I don't really remember when we first met.
We went to UpperStar had our dinner at 6am?
Then I accompany her to attend her college talent night.

In the talent night, I met few of my secondary school friends.
What was surprised me was HO JEONG YIH!!
OMG, he changed a lot!!! >__<
Now he can dance! and yet he perform in talent night!
You can't imagine how noob he was during secondary school!
Opps =D I should not say that! LOL HAHA

Tonight I met 2 weird persons!
Well, they are just too funny until I don't know how to describe them! LOL
Anyway, I'm sure tonight I drank too much water!
Keep Yum cha ~ @.@

Reality is just too real and mean.

Adults are too selfish and ego.

The world is just too unfair and cruel.

I know one day I will become adult too.

I know one day I might behave like a adult too.

But for now, I just cant understand why the world must be like this.

I just don't know how to deal with the world, adults, and reality.

Suddenly, I felt the burden on my shoulder become heavier and heavier.

Suddenly, I'm afraid of getting older and refuse to become like an adult.

Sigh. I know life is not easy but why don't it become simple a bit?

I know I am asking too much already.

Bear with that with a smile =)

That's all for today!

Sorry for not putting any pictures >.<

Actually plan to put some pictures to introduce the people that I mentioned.

But too bad, I'm too tired and lazy. HAHA

Ciao.

By Blue Mel

27.01.2011

Hello people =)

I'm no longer in my hostel already!

Currently now at Kota Kinabalu =)

Sabahan, COME DATE ME =D

My room is no longer my room. LOL

Now I have to share room with my sisters!

Not that bad but I just don't use to it yet.

Cleaned my wardrobe with my sister.

Throw the old(really old) shirtssss away! 

HAHAHAHAHAH

Not throw, is donate! lol >_<

You know what,

I seriously need a hair cut!

You see my fringe!

Damn long wei =(

Need to clip my hair then just can see my face =(

OMG

I spotted something!

BLACK EYES! SO BIG!

A big Credit for SzeYung! =)

Thanks for sending me to airport!

And also my KL friends who call me before my flight =)

Only one heartless people didn't call or even text me!

Renee hor, that person no heart de right =( sam tam jor 

wakakakakakakkakaka

To all my college friends,

please study hard for your quizzes and good luck!

(condition is if you have any quiz)

Happy Holiday =)

ENJOY!!!

That's all for today =)

Good Night !

26.01.2011

Finally Econ's Quiz 1 was finally over.

Well, it was kinda difficult.

But I tried my best already =)

Today accompany my friend to MidValley to shopping.

I'm quit impressed by his speed! Woots =)

He used 1 hour to buy 3 cloths and finished his dinner.

Well, this was really efficient wei :P

Tonight had Auntie's Ann as dinner =)

Yummy! I just love to eat the pretzel~

I love the original one >.< I don't like those weird flavor @.@

Yeah! Tomorrow is the day =D

Tomorrow I'm going back to my hometown!

Weeeeeeeee!!! Cant wait already >_<

But I haven't pack my stuffs yet ~ LOL

Even though I cant wait to back KK,

But I'm just too lazy to pack! @.@

I'm a lazy bum! Yea, I know that!

Oh ya, I have a new NickName =)

Meh..Mermaid 

LOL 

I know I'm random! 

wakakakkakaka :P

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I hate people fail to keep an appointment.

I hate people ffk me.

You never know how the disappointment hurt my heart inside.

You never know how the feel of being ignore by your friends.

You never know know how the feeling of being left out by your friends.

I never blame on anyone.

The one I can blame is only me, myself.

Accept the fact and smile are all I need/can to do.

有时候

太过在乎

会变的太过执著

太过在乎

甚至放下身段

收敛脾气

压抑着自己的情绪

到最后

失去自我

换来的却是失望

也许因该尝试不要太过在乎

因为这样自己才会更开心

25.01.2011

Tomorrow I'm going to sit for my Economics Quiz 1.
Well, I really not good in Econs!
Just now during Econs class, I thought the teacher was using Alien Language!
OMG, I will become dead meat soon =(
But I will try my best to do well! =)

2 more days to go! =)
I'm going back Kk on this Thursday!
Weeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!
Cant wait to see my family and friendss !!!
Oh ya! I miss my bolster too! ^^

I really love my Psychology lecturer =)
She is really hot and cool!!!!
Well, I just love her class la =)
Because we learn and play at the same time!!

Just now I was reading my previous blog.
Well, memories like replay in my mind.
Don't know how to describe my feel.
But I know that I'm fine =)
Like my friend said,
Let the past become history! =)
Well, I think I should listen to him ^v^

Wish me luck for my quiz!
I need a lot of them =(
May God be with me!
(this is what we call 临时抱佛脚)
(Oppss, is 耶稣脚 ! Im a Christian :P)

21.01.2011

1.54am

I'm still awake and yet drinking a cup of hot milo.

Somehow, I enjoy this moment =)

I just finished my statistic tutorial 3,

And I felt a small glow of satisfaction.

I like the feeling when I solved a mathematic question!

But sometimes statistic is just not my cup of tea.

Anyway, I will bear with that since its a core subject. SIGH~

Recently, I feel like my health condition is getting worse compared to last time.

This is all because I'm obstinate. LOL

I refuse and kinda lazy to take medicine!

Unhealthy lifestyle is also another reason too.

I will try to improve my health!!! (try la)

Today my dad called me!

He now is working in Ranau =(

He is still working because of us.

He is alone in Ranau but yet he still choose to go there because of us.

I know he call me because he is lonely!

I feel so sorry to my dad!

My result is not good enough that can make him proud =(

I miss you dady! =(

I love you!!

I will study hard!

There are no time for me to think of others things!

I need to study hard so that I wont disappoint my parent!

6 more days to go =)

I miss my home!

* I will smile until the end of my day *

No face to see!

My statistic lecturer is so nice and fun =)

Even though I don't really like statistic that much,

But I enjoy her class very much!

Plus all my sui po-sssss are there >.< 

During free time, I played CS with MuiMui =)

This was my first time to play CS!

And I won ^.^ WEEEE

I killed her for 25times and she killed me for 20times!

AHAHAHAHAHAH

It was fun to play but I got SERIOUS HEACHACHE  after playing CS!

T _ T

Watched this movie at MidValley with 4 sha po-ssss

Oh Ya, Kit Yann bought the ticket!

THIRD ROW FROM THE FRONT!

After watching the movie, my neck, eyes, waist were damn pain lea!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

JUST KIDDING! 

Anyway, the movie was nice!

It was a typical local movie that only Malaysian will understand!

"我接受不到咯" 

It also kinda touch =)

If you are Malaysia, you should watch it!

Women are always labelled as shopaholic.

Well, somehow that I'm agreed with this statement!

I like to shop but not as crazy as others.

And I don't like to go shopping with friends! lol

I know I'm a weirdo! Please bear with me! 

My 5 sui po-sssss sure are shopaholic! 

WAKAKAKAKAKAKAAK

I wanted to dye my hair!

But family don't let me to do so!

SIENZ!

That's all for today!

Wish you have a great day because I have one today!

Good Night and Sweet dream =)

* I will smile until the end of my day =) *

19.01.2011

Wanted to write something but currently my brain is totally blank.

Now my mood like sitting on a roller coaster ~

Sometimes feel very happy and sometimes feel kinda down.

Well, I can't really describe what me feel now.

Even though I have used to the pain in my heart, but it still pain.

Someone told me that I'm ain't that weak

Feeling heart pain doesn't mean that you are weak.

I really trying my best already!

I cant control how my heart feel.

No matter how hard I try I will still feel the pain.

Even though it hurt, but I'm not standing on the same ground anymore.

It maybe just a small step, but I'm moving forward.

I smile even though it hurts me.

I pretend to be happy even though it hurts me.

"Smile!" I always remind myself to smile!

Thanks for reminding me that I'm ain't not that weak =)

Recently, I seriously think that

I'm STUPID, DUMB, COWARD, IDIOT

Anyway, 8 more days to go!

I want to fast forward the time! PLEASE! 

* I will smile until the end of my day =) *

OMGG

You know what

I think I'm the most stupid person in this world!

URGHHHHHHHH

Can go bang the wall already! 

LOL!

I'm a serious DUMB DUMB

LOL!

cant even understand what I'm typing right now!

LOL! 

CIAO!

17.01.2010

刚刚看完了一个系列的爱情小说

“八楼公寓” 这是一个很不错看的系列

如果你也喜欢看爱情小说

你应该也会喜欢这个系列的小说

我很喜欢看小说

真的真的很喜欢 

因为那样的爱情很完美

可是却永远都不会发生在现实生活里

原来爱情就是那么难

最近一直过着颓废的生活

是时候收拾心情振作了

不可以再颓废下去 

再撑多十天就没事了

再忍多十天就可以回家了

I will smile until the end of my day =)

I dont like 

"err okay"

or

"Z"

or

"..."

Dedicated to Someone

January 13 was a special date for someone
Somehow, it became a special date for me too
Because the someone is kinda special for me
So do you know who is the someone?

She is a caring person
She care so much for her friends
She has the biggest smile on her face
Oh ya, she is crazy too
I saw her tears before
Well, tears just don't suit you baby!

I think I'm the last one who tell you
"Happy Birthday" on January 13
I didn't greet you that day when we were together
You thought I forgot already right?
HAHA, actually I remembered!
Since I cant be the first one then I want to be the last!
So that you can remember me forever!

That's my baby Yann =)

14.01.2011

My mood was not really good recently.
I have serious homesick and something else happened.
I was kinda depressed and moody.
But I think I feel better now, i guess >.<
Today talked a lot with Denzie =)
Thanks for accompany and tell me a lot of shit i mean things!
AHAHAHAHAHAHAH
AND I USE ONE MSG TO GET A STARBUCK FROM HIM!
WOOOOOOOTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
NGEK NGEK NGEK
Stop talk crap! wanna sleep early tonight!
Having insomnia lately! =(
I WANT SLEEP EARLY! TOMORROW STUDY ECON!

我真的想家了
我要回家
真的很想很想回家了
我不想再这里呆下去了
我要回家
一直告诉自己
要坚强
要微笑
要撑着
可是我
不想　
再坚强
再微笑
再撑下去
我想回家
现在就要
谁可以带我回家
我真的不要在这里
我很辛苦
我要回家