15.04.2011

I'm so sorry for missing 3 days long! >.<
I was really busy! As you all know that I'm having my final examination.
You know what, It has been so many days I didn't have a good sleep.

                  *SEE MY BLACK EYE ='( *

Last night when I was burning midnight oil, I felt like my bed was calling me!
I almost got induced by my evil bed! Luckily, I managed to SAY NO.
If not, I wouldn't be able to sit for my psychology exam >_<
Anyway, glad that psychology was finally over! YEAHHHH~
But I still have one more exam on tomorrow =(
Tonight will be another long long night~ =(
After tomorrow, I'm gonna sleep whole day longgg!

Two of my Sabah friends said that I'm so blessed because I have such awesome friends in here.
What I want to say is, not only my friends here are awesome, but all my friends are the best of the best.
Please don't jealous me that I have such awesome friends in my life! Because you have ME =)

Today not going to write much first, so stay-tuned!
Will upload some photos for the next post! =)
Bye~ See ya!

A childish busybody.

Yesterday was not a good day, well I think it can consider as a bad day?

A childish busybody came and comment my status, then started a so-called "fight". 

That dude came and act bossy and was trying to teach me how to handle the situation.

The point was, he didn't know anything about the problem and yet trying to teach.

Maybe his intention was good? However, the way he spoke was really annoying.

He said like he knows everything. He said that he know me well.

At the end, he even said he sick of quarrel with me. I was really WTH.

He was the one who came and comment my status.

He was the one who act busybody. He started everything!

But at the end he said sick of quarrel with me?

He even post a status indirectly said that it was my attitude problem? 

Please la, I know myself more than others especially YOU.

I know how to handle my own problem and I know what I am doing.

I don't care whether your first intention was good or bad, but you really pissed me off.

I have a bad temper, but I don't quarrel for no reasons. 

You are the one who first came and comment my status.

And now you said you sick of quarrel with me?

Don't you think that you are the one who make people disgust of you?

By the way, I don't think my attitude got problem.

Even if my attitude got problem, yours are definitely worse than mine.

At least, I wont so childish go and remove you from my friend list like you did to me.

I know you used to do this kind of things, right? 

This is not the first time you to remove a friend because of small matter.

Why don't you become more mature? 

I'm not trying to say that I'm more mature than you.

But I'm definitely not as childish as you.

You may think that I'm childish for what I'm doing now.

But I don't mind you think in that way as I don't care.

I really no idea why you want come and be a busybody.

Why don't you just mind your own business?

If you really have a lot of free times, then please mind your current girlfriend's stuff.

Please don't come and bother me, your ex girlfriend.

You know what? I'm sick of you too! 

Do you think that I like you so much?

Just shut the fucked up and get out of my life! 

Sorry guys for the foul language, I'm just too angry about it.

I have explained what had happened yesterday in detail on my facebook notes.

If you are interested to know more , you can click here.

10.04.2011

"If you fail to plan, you plan to fail". This is so true but somehow I still fail to plan.
But i will never plan to fail, I will always fight till the end, but don't know when I start.
Today whole day didn't study, today is just another wasted day. Sigh.

My room is back to normal, it so messy right now.
I will clean it up soon, SOON, i mean it. HAHA
I can't study in messy room, but I always make my room messy. LOL xD
This is just an excuse of course, I don't study because I'm just too lazy =)
I don't lieeee oneeeee !!! =D

Today went dinner with Aaron and Denzie =)
We wen to Cheras makannnnnnnnn =)
The food there really awesome! At least better then here = =
Thanks to my friends who always bring me go eat nice food!
If without you guys, my life will be miserable. I mean it.

两个人在一起，

就应该互相信任，

如果彼此都不信任的话，

何必那么辛苦在一起呢？

如果一个人要变心，

不论你怎么防都防不了，

何必那么辛苦去防呢？

倒不如放开心胸，

去感受彼此的爱？

那不是更好吗？

过分的管制，

无理的取闹，

幼稚的行为，

真的很讨人厌。

如果你真的非得要管着你的情人的话，

不如你去买一条狗绑在你身边，

我想这个效果跟你想要的是一样的。

我不是什么爱情专家，

也不是述说着我的爱情，

这只是很突然的想法。

我很怀疑这样的爱情能走的多远？

一年？十年？还是一辈子？

只能祝福这些人，白头到老。

每个人都有自己爱人的方式，

我只能说，我不适合这样的爱情。

至于属于我的方式，

我还在寻找着。

爱情，是一门很深奥的学问。

没有人天生就会懂得如何爱人。

而我，正在学习如何去爱自己。

因为懂得爱自己，才会懂得爱别人。

09.04.2011

Hello people! Sorry for disappeared so many days.
I was really busy for final examination, and will continue busy till next Saturday!
I busy until I forgot to wish my sister for her really belated birthday!
I'm sorry la Sis! If you stalk my blog, you also see that I long time didn't update my blog.

Its rare to see this happen, but believe it or not, it happened last night.
All of us are so hardworking doing statistic!! This photo was took at midnight.
We all love statistic until don't want go sleep @.@

We all really studied so hard for statistic! Hope we all do well in final exam!
Anyway, really glad that statistic is over ~! Hoorayyyyyyyyyy =)
But 3 more subjects to go ~.~ Lets us add oil togetherr x)


Tonight went dinner with Aaron at Ming Tin =)
Really full and satisfied~~~!
Really fed up with the food hereee =(
I miss home ='(

06.04.2011

I'm so tired, physically and mentally.
I feel like my world is upside down.
I feel like I'm walking against the strong wind.
I feel like the life is so difficult and complicated.

Life is never easy and will always be difficult.
I'm aware of that and understand it as well.
But who doesn't hope for life to be easy?
Even a persistent person will eventually feel tired one day.

I'm so down in a sudden and yet I don't know why.
I diagnosed myself undergo depression symptom. LOL
Anyway, I'm just so down now.
Anyone can cheer me up? =(

My Monkey ♥

Since I was in Form 5, I start to fall in love with monkey.

Well, I have no idea why I'm addicted to it but yea, I love monkey!

Some of my friends even says that I'm a monkey too! Awwww~

HAHA, I don't being call as a monkey because somehow I admit that too! 

So far I have 5 monkeys with me in KL ♥♥♥♥♥

The first monkey in my life is actually a keychain.

This monkey wallet is actually from my sister x)

She bought this from Taiwan~

My third monkey!

My darling Michelle gave it to me before I came here.

I always sleep with monkey! weeeeee

The forth monkey is my 18years old birthday present from my college mates.

Its so so so so cute but not nice to hug when sleep due to its weird body size! 

HAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHAHAHA

But then this monkey also sleep with me laaaa x)

The fifth monkey is a pencil case!

My dear Short short gave it to me!

So sweet of her ♥

Even though real life monkey is not as cute as the cartoon or soft toys,

but we still cannot eat monkey brain!!!

I have no idea why some PEOPLE still want to eat monkey's brain. =(

So please sayang monkey more more ya! HAHA

That's all for today x)

My Darlingss

Wondering what I want to write after saw my title? HAHA
Somehow I still think that I'm a blessed person by God,
Even though that I had many unusual hard times at the past.
I've mentioned thousand of times that I have met many awesome friends in my life.
Because I really appreciate all of them as they are really nice/great/awesome/wonderful.

Today, once again, I'm going to blog about two of my awesome friends.
We share happiness/sadness/or whatever ness in our life. LOL
They accept me regardless of my bad personality.
They supported me when I needed help so much.
I feel so bad that nowadays that I have less contact with them,
Because of my busy hectic college life. =(
I feel so sorry that I'm not there for them when they need me.
Even though we are very far away from each other,
But distance will never stop our friendship to grow. =)

I have grown up a bit, I might not exactly the same like last time.
But one thing that I'm sure wont change is my love toward you guys.
You guys so sayang me until I cant change, not I dont want to change =P
In order to thanks me, you guys please continue sayang me la, Okay? hehe
See, I love you two so much until I write this post for you two only!
In sum, I love you guys so much! Muackzzzz =)

Wondering who I'm talking about? Pictures will tell you the answer =)

    Professor E-Tay

     Datuk Michelle 

Still dont know who? A close shot picture then xD

Clear enough? HAHA Know who are they already?

Its time to show you what they did during April Fool! LOL

What's wrong with this picture?

I actually was inside the picture !

Cant find me? See the phone that Eve was holding?

That's me! We sedang keng gai actually @.@

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I miss you all so much =( I miss Sabah so much too~

I miss the beach, I miss Water Front, I miss Tanjung Aru~

I MISS THE TIME WE HANG OUT WITH EACH OTHER !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Let's hang out again when I reach kk, OKAY? 

No objection, must be okay! This is an order from Sa Jie x)))

And please reserve your time for me when I in KK!! 

Thank you very much x)

Love and Miss you all!

Bye Bye 

01.04.2011

Hello people =) How's today? Great?

Opps! Forgot to wish you all HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!

Have you fool people or fooled by people? 

Anyway, today is going to end soon.

We are going to say bye bye to April Fool =)

Today I got my Stats Quiz 2 =)

Yeah, finally! LOL My result is quite good and that motivate me to study more~

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Somehow, I love maths very much =)

All my family members are quite good in maths.

I think this is one of the reasons that I love maths! HAHA

每个人都在寻找属于自己的真爱。

幸运的人，早已与幸福团聚。

不幸的人，还在爱情路上跌跌撞撞。

在那里跌倒，就在那里爬起来。

遍体鳞伤的，你还相信爱情吗？

不是每个人的故事都有圆满的结局。

看见其他人在爱情路上不慎摔跤。

心里也在替他们心疼。

跌倒的人，你还相信爱情吗？

幸福真的是那么遥不可及吗？

真爱真的是那么难寻吗？

31.03.2011

Next time, when you date people out for whatever reason, please don't ffk your date.
If you wanna ffk people, then don't date people. Because promise is a promise.

I hate people ffk me. Especially they ffk you but didn't inform you.
When you call the person, he/she just tells you that he/she ffk you.
I feel so frustrated whenever/wherever I have such situation.

Okay, negative emotions stop here.

Trying very hard to calm myself down.

LOL, i scare i will go bang the wall if i continue be like that! HAHA

Just kidding. I wont do stupid things.

Oh yeah, tomorrow is April Fool.

OMG, this is the day who people can fool you with a valid reason.

HAHAHAHAHHA~! 

30.03.2011

Today is the last day of this month.
Many unexpected things happened too.

Today econ's class, I was assigned to do question 16.
Well, what I learnt from this was I seriously don't like accounting!
People said I'm a psycho because I like psychology.
Well, I say people are weirdo because they like accounting!

Asthma come and visit me, this was really unexpected.
Have you ever wonder what's the feel if you cant breath?
I never really experience that before, because my case is not that serious.
Well, I just know the feeling of difficult to breath.
And I bet no one likes this @.@

Today someone asked me a question that I never want to answer.
I know some of you guys also curious for my answer.
Well, I was really shocked when the someone asked me that question.
I thought no one will gonna mention this in front of my anymore.
That's why I said so many unexpected things happened today.

The things that you perceive as small matter, others maybe doesn't feel that way.
What I see as very important to me, you all might think that it actually not important.
My pride is something that very very very important to me.
You want me to treat you so nice after you step on it for SO MANY TIMES?

Didn't I told you that not to do so?
DIDN'T I TALKED TO YOU NICELY ABOUT THIS BEFORE?
What response you gave me? I will never forget what you said!
Well, maybe I'm not important to you so that's why you don't care.
BUT THIS IS WHAT WE CALL BASIC RESPECT TO FRIEND.
So you think I don't worth for your respect ?
Fine, If you think that i don't worth it then I never want to force you to do so.

I never met someone that treat me like this.
I never met someone that so rude to me.
I never want anyone be very nice to me.
BUT not until your this lever, OKAY!

Do you know what I felt when you said something harsh to me?
You made me felt like I'm a clown!  I felt like I'm so useless !
You made me felt like I better go die in front of you!
Just what the hell you think I am? A toy for you to play or fool?

YOU DESTROY THE CONFIDENCE THAT I BUILT.
Do you know how hard for me to be confident in front of everyone?
Do you know just because of your one word, you destroy my hard works!
Maybe you think is very small small matter but for me is not!
Have you ever stand on my side and think before?

If can, i really want you to disappear from my sight.
I really regretted to know such bastard like you.
Don't expect me to forgive such person easily.
If killing is legal, I will go kill you for sure.

I rarely treat people until this extend.
Well, I think this is my first time.
I see friendship very important to me.
I seldom do such thing until this extreme.
But I really cannot take it anymore.

Please get out of my life.

29.03.2011

Once again, I felt that good result required hard works! 

There is no way call short cut in achieving good result. 

I'm happy that my Malaysian Study quiz 2 result is quite good.

At least it help me to balance up my quiz 1 result @.@

My quiz 1 was quite bad T T Because didn't really study >.< 

Took this in Malaysian Study Class.

Miss Belinda is a nice person, but too bad her class is quite boring @.@

Can't really focus during her class~ Always day dreaming ~ LOL

Conflict is something that you cannot avoid in life.

This is what I have learnt from Human Communication.

Well, its quite true and always will be true in our life.

Conflict between family, friends, lecturers and sometimes even strangers. 

Since we cannot avoid it then we solve it =)

Sometimes, people will accidentally lost their temper.

Sometimes, people will just easily get annoyed by small matter.

This is what we call human! LOL

So sometimes just bear with them loh~ HAHA

Peace \/

My temper not good too~

I always easily get mad by small things.

So my dear dear friend please bear with me =)

If I annoyed you please don't angry @.@

Sometimes I didn't mean it! HAHA

This is my beloved monkey + my kuing kuing face for my five babesssss =)

Soon we will separate and fight for our future.

I will never forgot the time that we spent with each other~!

All are my precious memories!!!!

Love you all!!!

28.03.2011

Today I'm going to talk about the camp that I went.
Not going to talk much but just the memorable one.
Sorry that I don't have any pictures >.<

I love almost all the activities especially the outdoors one.
I love the flying fox, high rope, low rope, BUT not the solo drop.
My friend actually said that I'm a monkey because I love to climb here and there.
HAHA, I admit that too! I'm a monkey <3

I dislike solo drop, but experience once in a life time is not that bad.
Solo drop is they drop you in the middle jungle ALONE.
However, your friend is actually kinda near you but you just cant see them
Because it's toooo DARK!! @.@
It was really scary during this activity but I didn't cry though. HAHA
I just wanted to go toilet only!! >.<

Indoor activities and war cry those stuff are not new to me.
Because I attended many church's camp since I was young.
However, I still manage to learnt something from the activities =)
Actually camp is very fun, and i think everyone should at least join one in their life.

Thanks to this camp, I met some new friends?
I got to know more about some old friends?
Anyway, friends at there are awesome =)

The only thing that I don't like go camp is after camp i sure got sick @.@
OMG, I have flu weiiiiiiiii =( But luckily not that serious!
Because I still manage to blog so long :P HAHA
But kinda feel discomfort because keep coughing and sneezing!
Hope I can recover soon because final is really soon! T T

Today I cleaned my room and washed my toilet.
Because really cannot stand for the dirtiness already! HAHA
So, my room now is so clean! But I don't think can last for long! haha

Today didn't manage to study =(
Tomorrow will work harder! GAMBATEH!!
That's all for today!
See ya!

27.03.2011

Hey people! I'm back from camp!
The camp was really fun and awesome!
I think no ones will say the camp is not enjoyable.
I learnt a lot of things from the activities.
No matter how much I love the camp, I'm glad that I'm back!
Back to my monkey, my bed, blogger, facebook and etc. HAHA

After I back from the camp, I slept like a pig until 12am?
You can imagine how tired I was. LOL
Then went out to have my so called "dinner". LOL
Btw, I'm so so so so so so so so so so so so damn sick now.
So, today not going to blog so much about the camp.

Seriously don't want to go to college tomorrow! So sick =(

24.03.2011

Sorry for disappeared so many days! Kinda busy recently.

Busy for quiz, presentation, and camp!

I'm sorry to say that I'm going to disappear for 3 or 4 more days!!

Hontoni Komenasaiiiiiiii =(((

Anyway, hope you all have a nice day! BYE

LOVE

21.03.2011

The moment I opened my eyes, I knew that today will be a nice day.
I seldom have breakfast in hostel, because I'm just too lazy to prepare.
However, today I woke up and prepared breakfast! LOL
What can I said was, this is so not me!

Last week Ms See said she will gives back our midterm.
However, today she said tomorrow only she will gives us. T T
Kinda disappointed, because I thought today I will know my marks!
Anyway, I hope tomorrow she really gives us our midterm back =)

Today Ms Lim gave us back our Quiz2!!
What I can say is she is so efficient ~ I like it! HAHA
I''m glad that I've improved a lot compared to Quiz 1.
Now I realized that study early before exam is better than last minute.
How much effort you put in, how much you got it back. =)

I love today Psycho's class.
Today is my favorite chapters, Psychology Disorders.
Most of the people don't really like this kind of stuff.
So, sometimes my friends said I'm a psycho. >.<

I think my post is too wordy already.
I think photos can solve this problem xD
These photos actually taken quite long time ago.
But my sister just uploaded recently so yeah~ haha

 

Beatrice and Melissa

She is my eldest sister.

Do we look alike? 

Many people say we look alike

>.<

My cute cute sister xD

*cannot say anything bad about her because she stalks my blog!*

These three girls are my dady's princess <3

Beatrice, Grace and Melissa

Edited Version by Beatrice =)

Will end this post with  kawaiii picture!!!

Caption : Don't wake me up , I will bite you!! Grrrr

Guess who is this??? HAHA

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Asnswer is : Our lovely friend, Lim Jia Jia ♥