24.04.2012

17.04.2012

Before today ends, I feel like writing blogging.
I supposed to be studying, instead of being here blogging and facebook-ing.
But.. but.. I just don't feel like doing so! I have been studying since this morning.
Seriously, I am like intensive studying this few days.
And what sad to say that this got to last until next Friday which is my last paper.
I am just being like a "sponge", absorbing knowledge as much as I can. LOL
Kinda regret that I did not start doing revision earlier, *damn regretting*
Never mind, I will be alright, I guess... most probably?! hohoho
Kinda stress because Two of the exams are on the same day.
Anyway, hope the time can speed up so that I can enjoy my semester break!
Plan to watch anime and drama everyday! *until someone complain I ignore him
And read books that I bought but haven't read! *another favorite activity!
And.. and.. and ROT AT HOSTEL EVERYDAY! yayyyy!
Got to sleep now. Tomorrow will be another day for intense studying. T T
Night people =)

12.04.2012

Seriously, my blog is dying! Well, not only mine, most of my friends' blog too!
We are no longer that keen on blogging, maybe we are just not persistent enough.
Perhaps, we are just too lazy? Haha! For me, I think I'm the latter one? Hoho
Anyway, let's share about my recent life XD *just to keep my blog alive >~<*
This semester is going to end soon and that means final is coming soon as well.
I have no more class already, currently enjoying study break ~~
Study break suppose mean to be study but I think I have misuse this free time! LOL
Anyway, I'll start study right after I finish this post. I promise!!!
Recently, kinda miss my parents especially my mother =( I miss my mama!
But I'm not going back to hometown during this semester break >_<
I'm only going back on next semester break.
I'm going back there for almost one month!! HEHEHEHE =D
The longer I stay at outside, the more I understand the importance of home and family.
Though life in here is not as easy as at hometown, but I'm doing great here.
Because at here, I have met a guy who love me with all his heart :)
We have been through up and down, but we are still holding each other hands.
Frankly speaking, he is not my first boyfriend. In fact, he is the third one.
BUT, he is the first and only one who make me think that he is the right one,
the one that I can entrust my life to him, the one that I can love with all my heart.
Although he is not a perfect man and has some weaknesses, but he is perfect enough for me.
Its true that sometimes I will "beh tahan" him, but a couple should always tolerate with each other right?
Since he can "tahan" my bed temper, so why don't I tolerate with his shortcoming too? HOHO
I think I should stop here! Got to prepare for my final exam already :)
Hope you guys have a great life and don't forget to smile =)

Yesterday there was a 8.9 earthquake at Sumatra which caused tremors in West Malaysia.
Frankly speaking, where tremors happened, I didn't even feel anything at all.
This was because I was too concentrated  watching Naruto. >.<
After I was been told that there was a tremors, I only realized that "wow, there is an earthquake yoh"

Currently I'm addicted to anime. I'm watching Naruto! Hohoho
Leona Lewis sings  "Keep bleeding, Keep keep bleeding love",
and I keep watching, keep keep watching Naruto! lolololololol
Anyway, I've got to  stop watching anime for few weeks.
*Trying hard to switch to study mode*
This is because final exam is coming SOON :3
In order to ensure myself not to watch anime,
I have decided to return the harddisk back to bf. LOL
*This is the effective way to stop myself to watch anime*

03.04.2012

I think it was the best decision that I ever made for keeping a blog.
I started this blog two years ago when I was just arrived KL.
The reason why I started a blog was because I love to write.
I mean, I used to love to write a lot about my life.
I'm now no longer like last time that can write a lot anymore.
When I read back my previous blog posts, it was really fun and amusing.
However, it was also a good time for me to reflect my own life.
"You changed. Totally changed" My friends once said this to me.
Well, this is true. Indeed I have changed, but I'm not the only one.
When I noticed something in my life has changed, it made me feel no good.
However, I slowly then realized that there was nothing I can do.
Then. I slowly learn how to "move on" in life.

Currently listening to piano version of  A thousand years by Christina Perri.
I really love the beautiful melody that produced by piano, it calms me down easily.
It's 3:21 a.m now and I am still awake and blogging. LOL
I didn't stay up for so late with no reason, I was doing my assignment just now.
And I'm so happy that I'm done with it! Hooray~! Thumbs up for myself =)

6th Monthsary

我们开始拍照的那一天

我们在一起的第一个月

陪我一起读书的那一天

第一次去I-City的那一天

我们的第一个圣诞节

我们的第一个情人节

不知不觉

我们在一起六个月了

在这六个月里

有喜也有悲，有笑也有泪

但我们依然还是牵着对方的手

在过去的六个月里

我们留下许多的回忆

回想起以前的点点滴滴

我觉得我是幸福的

宝贝，我爱你

#招牌动作

Nightmare

I had a nightmare last night.

I felt like I was in a horror movie.

I was trapped in a house I guess.

The owener and his family of this house were killer.

They wanted to kill all the people who trapped in the house.

The way they killed was also cruel and show no mercy.

I found out the truth and tried to stop the owner to kill another girl.

During this process, i accidentally pushed the owner and he fell down from a high place.

Obviously, he died. Ya, I killed a man in my dream.

When his wife found out about this, she gone mad.

She took a scissors and went after me as I was trying to escape from this scary house.

I tried to run very fast, but she ran faster than me.

I was struggling with her to avoid being stab by her scissors.

When I was struggling with her, there are few people passed by us.

I screamed "HELP ME! HELP ME!"

At first they were intended to help me but the crazy woman said something and they just go away.

She said: She is not your race so why you bother to help her? Just mind your business!

How sad it was right? Just because I was different race from them, they refused to save my life.

I knew that no one could save me so I tried hard to grab the scissors from her.

I succeed, but what should I do next?

I actually tried to warn her not to come near me as I might hurt her.

But she did not even bother she would get hurt by me or not.

All she wanted was to kill me and get revenge for her husband.

I actually used the scissors and stabbed on her chest.

I felt so guilty when I stab on her chest but I got to save my life too.

It make me realized that people would do anything to secure their life; anything including killing. 

Back to my dream, even though I had stabbed on her chest, but she still looked like unharmed.

I have no idea what she was made up of; perhaps she was not even a human.

I was so scared and I did not know what to do.

Out of nowhere, she picked up a sword.

She pierced through my heart and I was awake from my dream.

Sushi Zanmai!

The following photos were taken during one of our dates.

We went to Sushi Zanmai at Garden Mall.

I don't really remember when was it already ~(^.^)~

Anyway, hope you guys enjoy the photos.

Its all about me and him <3

Oh yea, I LOVE SUSHI! hohoho =O

Him

Queuing and taking picture!

#take 1 

#take 2

He was definitely thinking about something.

And I don't know what he was thinking!  LOL

People act "innocent" weiiii :p

Him : Am I cute? <3

#EPIC FAILED

#Epic

He was actually using the camera to do his hair.

#FAILED 

He always likes to disturb me when I'm taking picture!

*hmphmmmm*

~ (^.<) ~

Me with "innocent" look! ><

Serious bf behind me!

Serious Biibii making wasabi for me!

Finally my SUSHI CAME!

THE END =D

爱我的每个人

在夜深人静的一个夜晚

听着电台播着不同曲风的歌

反复翻身想找个好睡的姿势

这时候电台播了任家萱的“爱我的每个人”

 听着听着让我沉沦在过去的一场恶梦

虽然我的恶梦和Selina的经历相比

确实是名副其实的小巫见大巫

可是无可否认那是我人生中最低潮最困苦的时候

幸运的是我们都有家人和朋友的支持

因为他们，我不至于放弃和颓废

因为他们，我勇敢面对现实

因为他们，才有现在的我

他们包括了，家人，同学和朋友

因为分割两地，我已经很少和他们联络了

特别是同学和朋友，几乎没有联络了

而我也好像也忘了他们的存在似的

还好有这首歌，我不至于忘了他们

也许无法时常联络

但是我永远都不会忘记你们对我的恩

谢谢你们，如果没有你们

那么就没有现在的我

12.03.2012

Instead of sleeping on my bed, I am now sitting in front my of lappy and typing.

I think I slept too early just now? That's explain why I woke up early too! Hoho

Actually I'm sick since last Thursday night, but now I am feeling better already.

I've got two injections two days in a row, seriously no pain no gain.

I was very ill that night and I'm glad that he was there for me.

I'm really grateful for him and his family as they take care of me when I'm not feeling well.

Millions of thanks also wouldn't express how much thankful I am.

P/s: I'm really glad that he is the one for me :)

Him

因为他
我终于知道
被宠爱的感觉
被溺爱的滋味

宝贝
谢谢你给我的一切
我爱你

Five hours before PSY110A Exam

Suppose that I should be studying PSY110A instead of blogging. LOL
In case if you are not a HELP psychology student, PSY110A is career guidance.
Basically, what I heard from my lecturer about tomorrow exam is more on reflective.
And there is no textbook for me to study but just a workbook for me to read up.
Nothing much to read because the workbook is consists of several tests.
So what I have learnt from this subjects? To conclude, I learnt more about myself?
From those tests, I have acquired understanding about myself more. *somehow*
Among the seven lessons in this workbook, the one that I love the most is the last lesson.
It actually taught us about to form our personal mission statement of life.
It is important for us to have a personal mission statement because it act as a guideline in life.
It leads us in our life so that we wouldn't make the wrong decision or "lost" in our life.
I didn't really follow step by step as what the workbook instructions to form the statement.
*this is because I have skipped the class to complete my assignment*
But somehow I have come for an realization about what is important for me.

I used to value friendship is more important than family.
Though friendship is also a very important element for me,
but now, I have realized the importance of family in one's life.
Hence, I see the relationships with my family members are vital.
I want to give all the best things for my family, happiness and a good livingenvironment.
In order to do that, I must have a good economic support.
So now, I have to study hard for achieving it.

Another purposes of my life is to form a family with my future husband.
For me, a woman must experience the process of giving birth and nurturing a child,
this is because I feel that these two are the mission for us, women.
Without completing these two tasks in my life, I will see my life as incomplete.
Why do I have this kind of thoughts? Maybe I'm just a typical Chinese people.
Of course, in order to let my children to live in a comfortable life, MONEY is a must.
No matter how positively you view this world, the world is meant to be difficult and harsh.
Remember a quote that I always heard when I was a child, "No Money? No Talk".
So whether you want to admit it or not, money is a must/essential to continue live in this world.

How to earn money? How to earn A LOT of money? HOW?!
Get a good job with high pay! Well, its is easy to answer but difficult to do it.
Why are the parents that desperate to send their children to college and university?
Like what my parents think, they want us to get educate so that we can find a better job in future.
It is somehow true that "certificate" act as a pass for us to get into better workplace.
Without this "pass", it is difficult for us to find a job.
But, with this "pass", it doesn't not guarantee us to find a good job though.
You got be the outstanding one, extraordinary one, or the one equipped with all the essentials skills,
to compete with others during an interview of job.

Besides of payment, we also seek for a job that we are interested in it and suit us.
Its is kinda complicated to plan our career. But, if you do it step by step, it might become simpler.
Using H.E.L.P model to plan our career, things would be easier for us :)
H- handling yourself (understand your interest, personality, skills, value)
E- exploring the job market (find out what are the jobs available outside)
L- Listing out possible options (identify its advantages and disadvantages)
P- Planning & putting it into actions (set your career's goal and JUST DO IT)

Just for your information( and also my revision),
A goal must be SMART =D
S-specific (clearly and well defined)
M-measurable (achievement must can be measure)
A-attainable (must set a goal that can achieve based your your own abilities and strengths)
R- relevant (goal must be relevant for what you want to become)
T- timeline ( set a "due date" for youself)

Hello~! Seems like nowadays everyone is busying with their life.

Everyone is also including me! This semester is kinda hectic =S

Like what my friend said on his blog, nowadays our friends seldom update their blog already.

Last time we used to update our blog quire often, but now not anymore.

Maybe we are too lazy. Maybe we too busy.

Or maybe we just don't feel like updating.