18.09.2012

Yesterday, I was burning the midnight oil.

As I was reading journals to prepare today's meeting.

And what he did was really touching.
He stayed awake and accompanied me throughout the night.

He made a cup of coffee for me to stay alert.

He entertained me whenever I was sleepy or bored.

He can choose to sleep on his comfy bed, but he didn't.

He chose to stay awake just to accompany me.

Throughout the night that we spent together, I realized something.

I love the way how we talk to each other.

I love the way we love each other.

And I'm willing to spend the rest of my life with this man.

08.09.2012

Currently having mood swing.
It was like falling down from heaven to hell.
Tears was like unstoppable.
It burst out from my eyes, I cant stop it.
If you were to ask me what's wrong with me,
I would tell you that I have no idea at all too.
Maybe my life was too happy and I have stored too much of tears.
So maybe it's time for me to get rid some of them?
Like my friend said, just like a sea turtle?
Or perhaps my mood swings is due to hormone imbalance?
Currently having period, so I think it's okay for me to be emotional?
Insomnia, no idea is because of mood swing or I slept too early just now?
Maybe crying is just a way to make me feel tired so that can fall asleep easily?
But I guess it doesn't work at all, at least not yet?
"A song of storm and fire"- the song that best described my mood swing.
I think I should watch some anime to calm myself down.
Night.