26th September 2012

26th September 1992
A baby girl, that's me, was born.
Millions thanks to my parents for bringing me into this world.
For me, birthday is just an opportunity for gathering and presents! HAHA
But sometimes a happy birthday would be perfectly fine for me.
Because someone remember your birthday *without looking on fb's reminder*

I don't like surprise.
But if you insist to give me one? Feel free to do so. LOL
But don't expect me to give you the "surprise" look @_@
I didn't pretend to not to be surprised, I swear~
It's just that I don't know how to express "surprise".

Anyway, I had a fastastic birthday this year.
I had a one month early pre-celebration with my family! LOL
I had received many blessings from all my family and friends on my birthday.
College mates had successfully "surprise" me =)
A gathering with my crazy friends, although some were not there. >.<
And a mini yet warmth celebration with boyfriend and his family ^.^

I got unexpected birthday presents from friends, him and his family.
Seriously, never expect that I would receive those things.

My lovely college mates gave me a cupboard!
They showed up at hostel with this heavy present and a cake day before my birthday!
Seriously, so touched and surprise! They are so lovely and cute!
They planned to assemble the cupboard for me, but end up I assemble it myself. LOL
It was an interesting experience, first time assemble a cupboard myself =) HOHO
The moment I finished assembling the cupboard, I felt the sense of accomplishment!

Thank you to my lovely college mates: Seow Yun, Shey Ni and Winnie 

Love you all so muchhhhhhhhh !!!!! =)

My collections of books and present from him


Had a great dinner with my crazy friends day before my birthday

But there were two person missing =(

One flew to Portsmouth to study

One was busy on that day =(((((((

Anyway, had a great time with them =)

Boyfriend said he booked me on 26/09/12

So, no choice I have to spend my birthday together with him HAHA =p

We had a lunch at midvalley and window shopping for awhile.

Then, back his home and had dinner and CAKE, CHEESE CAKE!

Him

ME

Me with my cake =)

*Ignore my outfit* 

Boyfiend and I =)

He looks happier than the birthday girl!

 

His Brother: Wah Wah, Him and Me =)

Cake, CHEESE CAKE! My favorite cake !!

*don't know why I cant rotate this picture =(*

Got a colorful bracelet from his mother, Auntie Grace =)

Got a pen from him ~~ 

Biibii, Thank you so much for everything !! ^.^

Overall, I had a wonderful birthday =)

24th September 2012

I promised him to blog about this, so that's why I'm here. LOL
I'm the kind of person who will keep my promise but it might be delayed. hoho~

Last year 24th September was the day that I started a journey together with HIM.
The beginning of this journey was not easy, because there were a lot of obstacles.
However, we managed to overcome those obstacles together with each other.
I was once thought about giving up during that time, but luckily I did not made that choice.
He was the one who stood firmly for our relationship.
He had eased all doubts, insecure, and sorrow during back time.
He was the one who held me tightly when I thought of giving up.
I feel so lucky that his faith was so strong during the hard times.

He said he fall in love with me at first sight.
He said he love me first before I've even fell for him.
He said he slim down just because to see me.

I was touched when I heard for what he said.
A guy who fell for you just because of a fb picture?
A guy who still insist to love you even after met in real life?
A guy who exercise extremely to slim down just to meet you?
Okay, I'm touched =)

He still loves me although I'm not the girl that he expected
He pamper me a lot no matter in what circumstances.
He had never really scolded me from the beginning until now.
He has almost all the qualities that a girl who wish her bf would have.
He is not anyone but a very important person to me.
As he is my guy, my man, my bf Enough talking, lets the picture to tell the story :)

A surprise from HIM

Wo de sha bao bei!

A gift from HIM

Dinner time

HIM

ME

The guy that would act silly with me in front of the camera! 

Love this picture and I don't know why! >.<

Gift for Him

A very ugly scrapbook that made by me T_T

A card that my by meee :)

L.O.V.E

Put everything inside the box, including a disc.

A disc that full with love <3 p="p">

HIS & HERS

Lastly, end this post with his fav picture of us <3 p="p">

 Good night! 

04.10.2012

Thought of planning to blog about my birthday and my anniversary as I promised to someone.
But I've change my mind, I think maybe it's time for me to do some reflection and improve.
Thought of writing this in Chinese, but don't know why ended up with English. LOL

I know that I'm lacking some skills that is vital for survival in this society.
I know that I have tons of shortcomings that could affect my survival in this society.
Yet, I'm learning them bit by bit and improving in a very slow pace.
Indeed I've changed and improved, and I thought I had a good progress.
But in fact, it was not enough at all. At least, not good enough.
There are still more things for me to be improved, tons of them.

Sometimes I speak without processing the words carefully,
and it ended up with offence or hurt other people.
I didn't really meant to be sarcastic or bragged,
I just blurted out as a joke and I know it's a bad joke.
I only realized it after the words was out of my mouth.
I know this would damage the relationship,
but it was not my intention at all and I don't want this to happen either.
So, sometimes I rather to keep my mouth shut,
because I'm afraid of getting people offence of what I said.
As I really don't want to lose any friends because of this silly mistake.
I try to change when I realized, but it has already became one of my bad habit.
I will try my best to learn how to talk wisely, but it takes times.
I hope it's not too late for me to start changing right now.

Sometimes, when I get frustrated or annoyed by something,
I will show a "shit face" without realizing I was doing it,
and throw a temper in front of people without realizing it.
Maybe it seems to be so normal for me to behave in such way,
therefore me myself is not even aware of such misbehavior.
I know that I have a bad temper since long time ago.
When I say bad temper, it is really BAD.
Although I have changed and my temper is not as bad as LAST time.
However, it is still "not good enough".
I know the people around me do not deserve for my bad temper.
For people who tolerate with me, they are just simply being kind to me.
But I know that they don't owe me, they can just push me away.
So, I want to change for my own good and also a return for them.
I am trying to improve my temper, trying so hard, yet little progress.
Because of this, I also make other people upset about me.

I'm a person who have a short "antenna"- insensitive
I don't realize my misbehavior as it has became a bad habit of mine.
So, I really need someone to point out my shortcomings for me.
As I really did not realized about what I've done was bad or
I didn't even realized about it at all.

Sometimes, I feel like there is something wrong with me.
The something wrong here means a weakness.
I really want to change but I do not know what is that weakness.
I cannot pinpoint the flaws by myself, as my eyes are folded by my big ego.

If I've said or done anything stupid that offense you, I'm really sorry about that.
I promised I will try my best to improve my weaknesses.
But I don't guarantee how efficient I am going to be.
After all, I'm just a normal human that with lots of weakness waiting for me to improve.