Happy Birthday to Seow Yun

Last year I promised you to make a handmade present for your 2012 birthday.
Actually I prepared this for long time, but I didn't managed to finished it due to many reasons.

Can you see the yellow package that I pinned on my board?

Yes, it's your belated handmade birthday present!

I pinned it there for almost a year already I guess? HAHA

Although this present is a year late, but finally I finished it in this year before your birthday!

It suppose to be look like this! HEHEHE

Can you the card? Actually I wrote that in 2012! LOL 

Sorry for the BELATED BIRTHDAY PRESENT! 

It's something simple, reallyyyyyy SIMPLE from me.

HAPPY 21st Birthday Seow Yun! HEHE =D

29.01.2013

Grownup world is not as fun as what I expected when I was a kid. The older I become, the greater the fear toward it. Life is not easy, especially grownup world. Never expect life to be easy on you. This was what I have been told by my lecturer. But who doesn't want to have an easy life? It's our nature for wanting a good life. Unfortunately, sometimes what we got is only disappointment. Last time, I used to think that friends should accept you unconditionally for who you are. However, the reality doesn't work that way. I understand the fact that not everyone will like you and accept you for who you are. But at least, you will hope that the one you see as friend will like you and accept you. Well, sometimes things just don't work as what you wish. I had been turned down by my "friends" because of my bad habit or rather my weaknesses. Perhaps we just couldn't click with each other I guess? That's the only reason I can keep telling myself. Although I really want to get along well with a group of friends, but sometimes I just feel that I don't belong to this group. I feel like I am an outsider. No matter how hard you tried, you just feel like the chemistry is not right! No common topics and interests at all. Sometimes, it make me wonder am I normal? Perhaps I am the outlier. Sometimes, even if you put a lot of effort to maintain the friendships, it doesn't guarantee that your effort will paid off. Well, maybe this is what we called "LIFE". People always said that you must treasure your high school friends because they are the one who be friend with you regardless of who you are. Somehow I think this is quite true to me. OF COURSE, you may meet some true friends even after high school life. I met some, I guess? How about you?

08.01.2013

08.01.2013

04.01.2013

It's raining cat and dog. Thunder and lightning are partying.
When these combined together, it terrified people especially children.
When I was a child, I used to be afraid of thunder and lightning.
There is one piece of my memories that is unforgettable.
I remembered there was a time which rain heavily with thunder and lightning.
I was alone, I suppose I was playing with myself.
When the thunder struck, I quickly ran into my mother's arms.
I feel safe and secure when I am around with her.
Heavy downpour and thunder always able to strike my homesick.
Because it remind me of my mother and home.
I'm blogging this at hostel, alone and away from my home.
The rain is almost stop and the dark cloud had started to scatter.
Although the rainbow is still hiding behind somewhere,
but I know it's time to stop indulging in homesickness.
It's time to move on and rock my world!

02.01.2013 - Malaysia. Boleh.

Recently, there was an incident that caused an uproar in society.
A teenager who was arrested because of attempted to rape a lady in a gas station's toilet.
The news had spread on Facebook tremendously before it was on the newspaper.
In my opinion, there were two reasons why this incident had caused public indignation.
Firstly, the age of the perpetrator. A teenage boy who tried to rape a young female adult?
This should be the front-page of the newspaper! However, it didn't. Malaysia.
Flashback when you are a teenager, where were you doing at that time?
When I was a teenager, I was playing with my neighbours at the playground.
How about you all? I bet you wouldn't try to rape people like the boy did.
This incident really shocked me when I first read the post on Facebook.
It made me wondered what did his parents taught him.
It made me doubted the quality of Malaysia's education system.
It made me start to worry about the humanity and morality of youngsters.
The world is changing, and I wonder it is still at the "right" track.
The second thing that caused public outrage was the police's attitude.
The police asked whether or not to let the boy go. Do you think this is the right way?
For me, NO. The boy's intention had told us there must be something wrong about the boy.
Although he is still young, but don't you think the victim deserve a justice?
I'm not saying that the boy should go to jail or what.
At least he should be taught about what is right and what is wrong.
A simple principle and yet the police failed to understand.
I strongly doubted the quality of the police.
Not all the polices are like that, but there will always some black sheep among them.

Well, I guess this is what people called "reality".

01.01.2013

What was the most memorable things happened on 2012?
A question I heard from radio when I was in the car this afternoon.

The first thing that came across in my mind was my first anniversary.
Despite that night had an argument with Him, it was still a wonderful and unforgettable day.
I know he had put a lot of effort to make this day memorable for both of us.
Well, his effort paid off. At least, I will not forget what happened on 24th September 2012.
Besides that, 14th February 2012 was also unforgettable to me too.
It was my first time in life to celebrate Valentine's day, and for him as well.
That day, after my class finished and heading back to meet someone.
I saw a well-dressed guy with a bouquet of rose standing not far away from me.
He was not anyone, but my love one. He is not only my lover, but also one of my family.
Like other couples, we will fight and argue, but we are still loving each other.
Although he is not perfect and has weaknesses, but I'm glad and happy to have him.
Baby, just want you to know that I love you!

Apart from my love story, the most  memorable day in uni life was Colloquium presentation.
 I'm not a good public speaker. I got extremely nervous when I do public speaking.
I have no choice but to overcome my stage fright. Bit-by-bit, I learn to become a good speaker.
Thanks to my lecturer, Ms Winnie who gave me a chance to present in Colloquium.
Also not to forget to thanks my group mates who did a very good job in our assignment!

Lastly,I had a memorable and meaningful conversation with a good friend.
She has successful opened my Pandora's box and make me cried. HAHA
The fact was she unintentionally made me shared my inner feelings with her.
Anyway, I have learnt a lot from her, especially during the conversation we had.

This is my answer if you were to ask me
"What was the most memorable things happened on 2012"

The world did not end at 21st December 2012 as what the rumors said.
For me, it actually means just live your life fullest!
Happy New Year to all of you!!