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Thursday, November 29, 2012

领悟

计划永远赶不上变化
我永远赶不上改变的速度
只能停懈在过去
反复着重播我们的过去

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我们都不小了,该长大了
各自追寻自己的梦想
仿佛你走你的阳关道
而我走我的独木桥

随着时间与距离的侵蚀
彼此的亲密度也被腐蚀了

坦白说
一开始的心
犹如刀割

一天一天过去了
受伤的心终于止血了
但却碎了

好不容易复原
却多了一道伤疤
刚愈合的伤口
偶尔还是会阵痛
那痛,让我放弃了

一天一天又过去了
终于不再钻牛角尖
心胸放宽一点
学习不再执著
世界变快乐了

后来领悟到
原来改变有时候也意味着成长
适时候的改变
对你或我可能不是件坏事
也许当下是难以接受
但当改用平常心去看待时
世界又变更美丽了

今夜的我沦陷了
沉沦在那快乐回忆
想起我们以前的点点滴滴
嘴角不自觉的往上
原来我笑了

谢谢你们给我一个美好的回忆

有多少苦痛有你和我一起度過 一起承受
有多少快樂有你和我一起享受 一起感動


29.11.2012

Time flies. Wonder whether it's my illusion or time just pass quicker nowadays?
Officially done with all assignments. Hooray~ No more assignment!
But I still have one more presentation on this Saturday. Hope I can do my best.
Anyway, final is around the corner. Two more weeks to go.
My last exam is on 19/12/2012 which is two days before "the end of the world".
There is rumors going around about the world is going to end at that day.
Do you believe about this? @.@ I don't really believe about this though.
But if the world really ends, I hope it ends in a split second without pain. LOL

Yesterday I went to watch Twilight with my bf.
The movie was awesome. Bella looks so cool with her red contact lens!
Besides, The Cullen family is so arrogant! <3 awesome="awesome" is="is" p="p" twilight="twilight">You should watch it if you haven't watch yet.
By the way, there is one thing that I really don't understand.
Why male dislike twilight so much? It's a good movie! >-<

This is just an update from me =D
Have a nice day ~  

Friday, November 23, 2012

23.11.2012

虽然我没有很叛逆,但从来也没有很乖。
小时候的缺点,多的数不完。
我顽皮,顶嘴,不听话,还有人人所谓的“硬颈”。
在兄弟姐妹当中,“吃”最多藤条的是我。
到了中学,脾气更是坏到不行。
常常把我妈妈气到跳脚。
对,我就是那么的不乖。

我有一位长辈,是男的。
从以前开始我就知道他不喜欢我。
在那么多兄弟姐妹当中,他就是不喜欢我。
而我从来也没有当一回事。
以为我就是不合他眼缘。
可是后来从别人口中得知原来一切都是有原因的。
原来就是因为我不乖和叛逆。

的确,不乖和叛逆不讨人喜欢。
可是我从来都不会对长辈不尊重。
虽然有时候会顶撞父母,
也会和兄弟姐妹吵大架,
但是对长辈的最基本礼貌,我还是有的。
可是他就是从来不给我好脸色看。

我心想
就算你有多不喜欢我
难道不可以假装疼我一下吗?
难道给我好脸色看就真的那么难吗?
给我的关爱非得要那么吝啬吗?
就算是那样,可以不要那么明显吗?
那时我虽小,可我还懂得如何看人的脸色。

我确实是不乖
我也的确有叛逆过
可是人是会成长的
我也是有长大的一天和懂事的时候

如果我当年没有不乖和叛逆
那么我就不知道当时的我有多不孝和愚蠢
现在也不会时时警惕自己
要懂事
要孝顺
要尊重
要乖

小孩子需要的是
鼓励和关爱
虽然训话也很重要
但是不要对一个小孩表现厌恶
那小孩的心灵会受伤的

伤口已结疤
小孩也已变乖
迟来的接纳
却哭笑不得

以前写博客单纯只是为了打发时间和分享自己的生活。
当发现开始有人关注我的博客时,感觉还满享受的?
可是现在写博客的心情和刚开始写的时候不一样了。
两年前我开始了这博客,第一年我写了245篇。
几乎天天都有在更新,但去年却只写了181篇。
而将要结束的今年,目前只写了34篇。
有看到那大幅度的下滑吗? 数字是无法骗人的!
究竟是为什么呢?为什么不再天天更新了呢?
看回以前写的东西,就觉得自己好幼稚好蠢。
以前写博客时,我可以完全不去顾虑别人的感受。
现在长大了,渐渐开始懂得有些事,只能摆在心里。
因为长大了,所以不再肆言无忌,学习隐藏。
每当写到一半的时候,自己会问“这样写可以吗?”
太多感受要顾虑,所以我放弃了在这里述说我的思绪。



Learning is an endless process. 
People should never stop learning. 
So, people change throughout their life.
When I was chatting with my friend yesterday,
which told me exactly the same thing.
Indeed, change is inevitable in life.
However, the point is whether the changes are good or bad.
This was what I replied my friend.

Two years ago, when I first came here, I was naive. 
Now, I'm no longer that naive anymore.
My perspective on many things have changed.
I have been through a lot of things as well.
And I learned things that teachers/lectures wont teach in class.

First and foremost, I learned to appreciate my family.
Children only learn how important is family when they leave home.
They are the only one who will love you for who you are.
No matter how bad the fight you had with your family,
they will still forgive and forget.
After all, we share the same blood in our body.

Besides, I also learned not to have too much of expectation.
Sometimes, expectation is the one that tear people's heart apart.
My heart was once engulfed by mountain of sorrow,
because of the reality doesn't match with my expectation.
Certain of expectation, nevertheless, is good for us.
But, bear in mind that high expectation can stop your heartbeat. 

There are


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