I find out that it's kinda amusing when I read my long time ago blog posts?
Cant deny the fact that I have actually grown up a bit, not physically but mentally.
I personally think that I have become more mature compared to last time.
I know that it is a small improvement, but at least better than nothing, right?
Oh yeah, I also find out that the way I write have changed.
I'm no longer like last time that can write in more beautiful way.
I guess I didn't put a lot of effort like last time I used to?
Okay, I admit that I'm getting lazy and lazier ~~
Recently I'm addicted to "Lie to Me".
I really love this drama, especially Dr. Lightman!
I wonder whether there is someone like him on this planet!
If there is someone like him on Earth, he will definitely be my super idol!
I love Dr. Lightman so much weiiiI! xD
Today when I was chating with my friend, it remind me of my past.
A past that I never want to experience again in my life.
A past that I was dealing with friendship problems.
You would never want to fake a smile when you don't even want to smile.
Or even worse, you want to cry but you got to laugh.
You would never want to wear a mask and hide yourself from everyone.
Because you will get nothing but disappointment, sadness or sorrow.
I ain't gonna let this happen to me anymore. No way.
I want live happily and no one can stop me! No one.
Its good for us when we use our brain to think.
But its not good when we think too much on negative stuff.
Forgetful is good because it make us easily forget something bad.
For example, forgive and forget =)
Tonight I have talked too much.
I guess I should stop here xD
Good Night people!
Sunday, October 30, 2011
Saturday, October 29, 2011
Random
I'm here again to talk about something I shouldn't.
Well, I always do things when I'm not suppose to do so.
I guess I'm not self-discipline enough.
Perhaps that I'm just too straight forward? Hmmm
Actually today I'm going to talk about a guy.
A guy which I mentioned in previous post.
A guy who gave me lots of problems in past few weeks.
I understand why he is that angry, I mean it.
Because somehow I did experienced this kind of situation, SOMEHOW.
So, I really can put myself on his shoes.
I really can understand why is he so angry about us.
However, I really cannot understand why must he act in this way.
Seriously, why can't he just be a little bit more mature?
I'm not saying that I'm mature but at least I'm not that childish.
He needs time, but doesn't mean have to be like this?
"If he/she is going, then I'm not going."
Well, I guess I said this seriously when I was in form 2.
Seriously, I just don't get it why must he behave in such irrational way.
Maybe he thinks that this is a solution to move on.
But I think that this is just avoiding the problems instead of solving it.
Avoid will never be the solution for a problem.
Well, this is what he decided to do.
I have no right to comment on his decision.
But since my bf had brought up this issue just now,
so I just couldn't stop myself to blog about this.
Well, I always do things when I'm not suppose to do so.
I guess I'm not self-discipline enough.
Perhaps that I'm just too straight forward? Hmmm
Actually today I'm going to talk about a guy.
A guy which I mentioned in previous post.
A guy who gave me lots of problems in past few weeks.
I understand why he is that angry, I mean it.
Because somehow I did experienced this kind of situation, SOMEHOW.
So, I really can put myself on his shoes.
I really can understand why is he so angry about us.
However, I really cannot understand why must he act in this way.
Seriously, why can't he just be a little bit more mature?
I'm not saying that I'm mature but at least I'm not that childish.
He needs time, but doesn't mean have to be like this?
"If he/she is going, then I'm not going."
Well, I guess I said this seriously when I was in form 2.
Seriously, I just don't get it why must he behave in such irrational way.
Maybe he thinks that this is a solution to move on.
But I think that this is just avoiding the problems instead of solving it.
Avoid will never be the solution for a problem.
Well, this is what he decided to do.
I have no right to comment on his decision.
But since my bf had brought up this issue just now,
so I just couldn't stop myself to blog about this.
Friday, October 28, 2011
28.10.2011
I realize that I'm a dead meat!!!
I haven't done my assignment yet which is due on next Thursday!
AND, I have two exam on next Tuesday!!!
OMG OMG OMG OMGGGGGGGG!!!
Okay, stop being like a mad woman.
THINK, Melissa! Use your brain to think!
Calm down and THINK what should you do!! lol
I guess really I was too busy hang out with bf.
I guess I should really plan my time well! hahaha
Anyway, I enjoy hang out with him yo!
I haven't done my assignment yet which is due on next Thursday!
AND, I have two exam on next Tuesday!!!
OMG OMG OMG OMGGGGGGGG!!!
Okay, stop being like a mad woman.
THINK, Melissa! Use your brain to think!
Calm down and THINK what should you do!! lol
I guess really I was too busy hang out with bf.
I guess I should really plan my time well! hahaha
Anyway, I enjoy hang out with him yo!
Thursday, October 27, 2011
27.10.2011
Oh yeah, I have changed my blog link due to some problems.
Well, I have had enough of pressure from a stupid people.
Even though he didn't directly do anything to me ,
but he is indirectly giving me so much pressure.
I don't feel good for what he had done.
I know it was his freedom to do or say whatever he wants.
But what he did was giving me so much pressure on me.
He is indirectly making my life so difficult.
When he asked for second chance, I was shocked.
Because he told me that he had moved on, but it was a lie.
I have no idea how to reject him! Tell him that I have crush with his best friend?
I was so panic and didn't know how to settle this problem.
I don't want to hurt him. But if i tell him the truth, it will spoiled their friendship.
Do you know how suffer I was when I was dealing with this problem?
Even though I have never being together with him,
but I still feel sorry for having crush with his best friend.
Because he sure put a lot of effort on me,
but we just don't click with each other.
There is no right or wrong in Love.
It isn't his fault for still having feeling toward me.
But at the same time, it isn't my fault to like his best friend and neither his best friend too.
Maybe from the perspective of friendship,
it is wrong for his best friend to have feeling toward me.
But tell me, who can ever control their feeling for not to like someone?
He can blame us, but not to do dirty works behind us.
I have no idea whether he did that intentionally or unintentionally,
but he is making our life so difficult.
No in the way of physically, but mentally.
I have no idea why I'm posting this.
But I just feel like saying out this.
Don't like my post then just click "x" on the top right corner.
Don't judge me because you don't even understand me enough.
Well, I have had enough of pressure from a stupid people.
Even though he didn't directly do anything to me ,
but he is indirectly giving me so much pressure.
I don't feel good for what he had done.
I know it was his freedom to do or say whatever he wants.
But what he did was giving me so much pressure on me.
He is indirectly making my life so difficult.
When he asked for second chance, I was shocked.
Because he told me that he had moved on, but it was a lie.
I have no idea how to reject him! Tell him that I have crush with his best friend?
I was so panic and didn't know how to settle this problem.
I don't want to hurt him. But if i tell him the truth, it will spoiled their friendship.
Do you know how suffer I was when I was dealing with this problem?
Even though I have never being together with him,
but I still feel sorry for having crush with his best friend.
Because he sure put a lot of effort on me,
but we just don't click with each other.
There is no right or wrong in Love.
It isn't his fault for still having feeling toward me.
But at the same time, it isn't my fault to like his best friend and neither his best friend too.
Maybe from the perspective of friendship,
it is wrong for his best friend to have feeling toward me.
But tell me, who can ever control their feeling for not to like someone?
He can blame us, but not to do dirty works behind us.
I have no idea whether he did that intentionally or unintentionally,
but he is making our life so difficult.
No in the way of physically, but mentally.
I have no idea why I'm posting this.
But I just feel like saying out this.
Don't like my post then just click "x" on the top right corner.
Don't judge me because you don't even understand me enough.
Monday, October 24, 2011
24.10.2011
“峰回路转”
这是我一个朋友给我的形容词
说真的，形容得还满贴切哦
我确实是一个很善变的女生
一时这样，一时那样
有时候我还真的不知道我想怎样
回想我和他的开始，还满“峰回路转”的
应该说是我的心情变化有很大的变化
从一点点的好感，到喜欢，到不确定
然后莫名其妙的在一起，最后无法自拔
不过，我并没有后悔我所做的决定
当我知道你和他摊牌
最后告知感情破裂
我知道了很不开心很内疚
我质疑了我们的决定
但你第二天就从大老远来找我
你很紧张的握着我的手
告诉我你不曾后悔
告诉我说要相信我们的决定
爱我，你放弃了十多年的友情
有时候我还满内疚的
因为为了我，你失去了一个兄弟
爱我，你必须承受被兄弟的冷言冷语
甚至还要包容他的无理取闹
可是你却还很坚定的告诉我，你不曾后悔
尽管你现在告诉我说你不后悔
可是谁能担保一年，十年过后
你还能如此的坚定告诉我你不曾后悔？
有时候，我很缺乏安全感
有时候，我会很不安
有时候，我会想太多
所以你能不能在这些时候都陪在我身边
然后握着我的手告诉我你爱我？
宝贝，今天是我们在一起的第一个月
其实我觉得昨天，今天和明天都一样
因为只要有你在身边，都是美好的一天
宝贝，你要坚守你为我许下的承诺
因为唯有这样，我才有勇气奋不顾身的爱下去
我爱你
我不相信未来的承诺
因为我没有相信的勇气
我胆小，我懦弱
因为我害怕被伤害
我给你十分的信任
却不相信你给我的承诺
我很想去相信
只是我没那么勇敢
你给的承诺真的很美
我真的很想试着去相信
相信你会永远的爱我
相信你会永远的宠我
相信你会永远牵着我的手
可是永远这两个字真的很难让我去相信
你永远都不会知道下一秒究竟会发生什么事
未来实在是难以预测
它有太多未知的变数
不安，不安，不安
未来实在是让我不安啊
朋友说现在的我很幸福
我想说这样的幸福可以持续多久？
我好怕这幸福只是个太逼真的梦
如果这真的是一场梦
那我好怕会有梦醒的一天
因为我没有相信的勇气
我胆小，我懦弱
因为我害怕被伤害
我给你十分的信任
却不相信你给我的承诺
我很想去相信
只是我没那么勇敢
你给的承诺真的很美
我真的很想试着去相信
相信你会永远的爱我
相信你会永远的宠我
相信你会永远牵着我的手
可是永远这两个字真的很难让我去相信
你永远都不会知道下一秒究竟会发生什么事
未来实在是难以预测
它有太多未知的变数
不安，不安，不安
未来实在是让我不安啊
朋友说现在的我很幸福
我想说这样的幸福可以持续多久？
我好怕这幸福只是个太逼真的梦
如果这真的是一场梦
那我好怕会有梦醒的一天
Saturday, October 22, 2011
I'm going to tell a story to you all.
This story is about two best friend and one girl.
Let's me assigned them an alphabet.
A & B are the two best friend, C for the girl.
A and B are best friends since long time ago.
How long? I guess more than 10 years friendship.
But it ends because of that girl, C.
A and B know C through a friend called D.
At that time, B didn't talked much with C.
So C was not that close with B compared to A.
A and C became more closer while time passed.
However, C just treated both of them like a friend.
One day, A and C quarreled and C didn't want to talk to A.
But the next day, C received a text from A.
The text was something like a confession from A.
C was shocked because she never expect this will happened.
She didn't reject A at the beginning, because she was afraid to lose a friend.
It was true that C went out with A for few times.
It was true that C chat with A everyday that times.
It was true that C was touched for what A had done.
But C never fall in love with A that time.
One of the reason was because C had complicated feelings toward D that time.
In fact, C had rejected A because she felt that A was too annoying.
There were not couple but the way of A talk with C was like a bf talking with gf.
C felt A was annoying because A was not her bf and he had no right to talk in that way.
That was the main reason she decided to reject A.
I did mentioned that this is a story about A, B and C.
So where is B while this happening?
B and C was not that close at the beginning.
It was true that while A was going after for C,
B and C was really not close at all.
It was true that C and B chat quite a lot.
But each of the conversation was started by C not B.
Just for you all information, C was a talkative girl.
During the period when A was going after for C,she talked about this with B.
However B never gave a negative comment about A to C when they talked about A.
After C had rejected A, she didn't chat with him for few months.
At first, C was not really dare to find B to chat.
Because she knew that A and B were best friend.
She rejected A and she felt a bit awkward if she finds B to chat.
But after a period, C had started talking with B again.
The more C talked with B, the more she found out her feelings toward B.
This happened after C rejected A and C get to know more about B.
After few months C didn't talked with A, C decided to talk to A again.
C thought that even though A and her cannot be couple, but at least they can be friend again.
So C decided to repair their friendship by starting a conversation again with A.
C asked A out for a movie.
For C, this was just a normal outing with a friend.
She wanted to repair their friendship.
But maybe for A was not a normal outing.
A asked for another chance again from C.
C didn't rejected him at that moment.
She knew that she didn't like him at all.
It was true that she was once touched for what A had done.
But she knew that was not love.
And at the same time she had a bit feeling toward B.
C didn't rejected A immediately after A asked for a second chance.
For C, she just can't find a way to reject him without hurting A.
She didn't know how to tell him that she had feeling toward his best friend.
That's why it took C few days to reject A.
For A, C didn't reject him immediately maybe because there was a chance.
In fact, there wasn't a chance at all.
C didn't know what to do about A's confession.
Yea, she was a coward that not dare to handle this problem.
She talked to B because she was too stress about this.
C told B that she didn't like A but she didn't know how to tell A without hurting him.
B asked C why she doesn't like A? Why don't give A a chance?
C answered
"I've tried to fall in love with A, but it just don't work at all."
"It's true that I have feeling toward A, but that's not love."
"I was once touched for what he had done, but that's not love."
"Some more I have a bit feeling toward another guy and you are that guy."
C didn't hide that fact that she had feelings toward B.
Because she never expect anything from B.
C knew that even though B had feelings toward her,
it's difficult for them together as A was in the middle.
But love is thing that beyond people's control.
It wasn't people's fault to fall in love with others.
This story is about two best friend and one girl.
Let's me assigned them an alphabet.
A & B are the two best friend, C for the girl.
A and B are best friends since long time ago.
How long? I guess more than 10 years friendship.
But it ends because of that girl, C.
A and B know C through a friend called D.
At that time, B didn't talked much with C.
So C was not that close with B compared to A.
A and C became more closer while time passed.
However, C just treated both of them like a friend.
One day, A and C quarreled and C didn't want to talk to A.
But the next day, C received a text from A.
The text was something like a confession from A.
C was shocked because she never expect this will happened.
She didn't reject A at the beginning, because she was afraid to lose a friend.
It was true that C went out with A for few times.
It was true that C chat with A everyday that times.
It was true that C was touched for what A had done.
But C never fall in love with A that time.
One of the reason was because C had complicated feelings toward D that time.
In fact, C had rejected A because she felt that A was too annoying.
There were not couple but the way of A talk with C was like a bf talking with gf.
C felt A was annoying because A was not her bf and he had no right to talk in that way.
That was the main reason she decided to reject A.
I did mentioned that this is a story about A, B and C.
So where is B while this happening?
B and C was not that close at the beginning.
It was true that while A was going after for C,
B and C was really not close at all.
It was true that C and B chat quite a lot.
But each of the conversation was started by C not B.
Just for you all information, C was a talkative girl.
During the period when A was going after for C,she talked about this with B.
However B never gave a negative comment about A to C when they talked about A.
After C had rejected A, she didn't chat with him for few months.
At first, C was not really dare to find B to chat.
Because she knew that A and B were best friend.
She rejected A and she felt a bit awkward if she finds B to chat.
But after a period, C had started talking with B again.
The more C talked with B, the more she found out her feelings toward B.
This happened after C rejected A and C get to know more about B.
After few months C didn't talked with A, C decided to talk to A again.
C thought that even though A and her cannot be couple, but at least they can be friend again.
So C decided to repair their friendship by starting a conversation again with A.
C asked A out for a movie.
For C, this was just a normal outing with a friend.
She wanted to repair their friendship.
But maybe for A was not a normal outing.
A asked for another chance again from C.
C didn't rejected him at that moment.
She knew that she didn't like him at all.
It was true that she was once touched for what A had done.
But she knew that was not love.
And at the same time she had a bit feeling toward B.
C didn't rejected A immediately after A asked for a second chance.
For C, she just can't find a way to reject him without hurting A.
She didn't know how to tell him that she had feeling toward his best friend.
That's why it took C few days to reject A.
For A, C didn't reject him immediately maybe because there was a chance.
In fact, there wasn't a chance at all.
C didn't know what to do about A's confession.
Yea, she was a coward that not dare to handle this problem.
She talked to B because she was too stress about this.
C told B that she didn't like A but she didn't know how to tell A without hurting him.
B asked C why she doesn't like A? Why don't give A a chance?
C answered
"I've tried to fall in love with A, but it just don't work at all."
"It's true that I have feeling toward A, but that's not love."
"I was once touched for what he had done, but that's not love."
"Some more I have a bit feeling toward another guy and you are that guy."
C didn't hide that fact that she had feelings toward B.
Because she never expect anything from B.
C knew that even though B had feelings toward her,
it's difficult for them together as A was in the middle.
But love is thing that beyond people's control.
It wasn't people's fault to fall in love with others.
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
Tonight is going to be a sleepless night.
I should be sleeping on my bed and hugging my monkey.
Yet, I'm here, in front to my laptop and blogging.
It has been long time I have never update my blog.
Well, maybe I'm afraid of revealing my feelings here.
As you can see, my previous posts was kinda negative.
Somehow, I have no freedom to post what I want to post.
And maybe because of this, I'm afraid to blog ? Maybe.
I'm not feeling good today. Today is not my day.
I feel like what I do also wrong, I have no idea what should I do.
I don't want to see people that I care is not happy.
I want them to be happy and always be happy.
I don't want to be a burden for them.
But I'm a burden for one of them now.
This make me don't feel good.
I feel guilty, seriously, I don't feel good.
I need a shoulder to cry on :'(
I should be sleeping on my bed and hugging my monkey.
Yet, I'm here, in front to my laptop and blogging.
It has been long time I have never update my blog.
Well, maybe I'm afraid of revealing my feelings here.
As you can see, my previous posts was kinda negative.
Somehow, I have no freedom to post what I want to post.
And maybe because of this, I'm afraid to blog ? Maybe.
I'm not feeling good today. Today is not my day.
I feel like what I do also wrong, I have no idea what should I do.
I don't want to see people that I care is not happy.
I want them to be happy and always be happy.
I don't want to be a burden for them.
But I'm a burden for one of them now.
This make me don't feel good.
I feel guilty, seriously, I don't feel good.
I need a shoulder to cry on :'(
Thursday, October 6, 2011
Sometimes, I don't know what you all want me to do.
I do this not correct, I do that wrong. What you all want from me?
What I do also wrong? I don't know what should I do to satisfy you all.
Hello, this is my life. Why everyone is judging me?
I'm trying my best to solve the things and yet everyone is disapproving what i did.
Seriously, feel like crying when you told me that.
I'm also trying hard to solve things but what I got was only disapproved by you all.
Fine, my fault kay.
I'm sorry.
I get lost.
Bye.
I do this not correct, I do that wrong. What you all want from me?
What I do also wrong? I don't know what should I do to satisfy you all.
Hello, this is my life. Why everyone is judging me?
I'm trying my best to solve the things and yet everyone is disapproving what i did.
Seriously, feel like crying when you told me that.
I'm also trying hard to solve things but what I got was only disapproved by you all.
Fine, my fault kay.
I'm sorry.
I get lost.
Bye.
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
05.10.2011
I had a nightmare.
It was confusing.
I have no idea who was who.
I just remember many people/zombie died.
It was a frightening dream.
I don't like it.
I don't like it.
Tonight I am a bit down.
Don't know why I'm unhappy.
Maybe I'm just randomly being emo.
Maybe just I'm just too stress about my study.
I don't know~
Omg, I'm still very down.
DYING.
URH.
GO AWAY.
Monday, October 3, 2011
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Sunday, October 2, 2011
I was fired by my company! I think it was her fault! My stupid old manager!
She is old and close minded! She doesn't even know what is the beauty of fashion!!!
I think she is just too envy that I'm much more prettier and sexier than her~!
All the male colleagues in company like me so much and always help me to do my work.
I guess no one would like to help her and that's why she jealous me!
Well, cant blame her though. No guys on earth will help an old and ugly woman, right?
She always wear her old-fashion black spectacle and she never wear SKIRT AT ALL.
I wonder why her husband would want to date her at the first place!!!!!!!!
WAIT, SHE IS STILL SINGLE! Aww, what a pity old woman ~
She is old and close minded! She doesn't even know what is the beauty of fashion!!!
I think she is just too envy that I'm much more prettier and sexier than her~!
All the male colleagues in company like me so much and always help me to do my work.
I guess no one would like to help her and that's why she jealous me!
Well, cant blame her though. No guys on earth will help an old and ugly woman, right?
She always wear her old-fashion black spectacle and she never wear SKIRT AT ALL.
I wonder why her husband would want to date her at the first place!!!!!!!!
WAIT, SHE IS STILL SINGLE! Aww, what a pity old woman ~
02.10.2011
Your name is no longer in my list.
I have erased your name permanently.
You are expelled from my world.
You are out out my life,
but you're still a problem for me.
My life is fucked up because of you.
Thanks for making my life miserable.
I never want to hate you.
But, you indirectly making me to do so.
Stop bugging around my world.
I don't want to hear your name anymore.
I'm fed up. I'm tired. And I hate you.
I have erased your name permanently.
You are expelled from my world.
You are out out my life,
but you're still a problem for me.
My life is fucked up because of you.
Thanks for making my life miserable.
I never want to hate you.
But, you indirectly making me to do so.
Stop bugging around my world.
I don't want to hear your name anymore.
I'm fed up. I'm tired. And I hate you.
