每一段不同的回忆都有属于自己的回忆盒
而每一个的回忆盒都有属于自己的回忆房

每个回忆房墙壁都粉刷了不一样的颜色
而每一种颜色都象征着不一样的意义

光鲜亮丽的颜色就代表开心，幸福的回忆
暗淡无光的衍射就代表伤心，痛苦的回忆

我有各种各样颜色的回忆房
每个房里都存放着不同的回忆

我有一段不想被提起的回忆
它被我存放在一个黑色的回忆房

我并不介意向他人坦诚那一段回忆
可是在还没有心理建设之前被提起
揪心的感觉，心痛的滋味，真的很不好受

不想再让历史重演
因为无法再次承受同样的打击
所以心里面的阴影一直都在
好怕有一天醒来发现
那恐怖的事又发生在我身上

杯弓蛇影，担惊受怕
其实这样的日子并不好受

很努力的说服自己
可是有时候就是有时候
连相信自己的勇气都没有

Christmas ♥

原本打算用英文来写这一篇的

可是后来写到一半写不下去了

所以只好用中文重新写过 >.<

好啦，我承认我的英文很烂啦

言归正传

这是我和他第一次度过的圣诞节

其实我觉得这一天和每一天都一样

因为只要有对的人在身边

每一天都是幸福快乐的 

我们并没有去高级的餐厅

也没有穿的特别隆重

我们甚至去大排挡吃晚餐

因为我觉得圣诞节不一定要去很浪漫的地方

这是我们在Sushi Tei 吃午餐的时候拍的

当然不忘来个招牌动作

这是我们当天看的一部电影，Sherlock Holmes

超超超超超爱这一部电影

真的很好很好看哦

而且两位男主角都好耍宝，好好笑

p/s:本人觉得Robert Downey Jr长得满帅

HOHOHOHO

说到圣诞节

怎么能忘了圣诞礼物呢？　

这是个守护天使项链

他还写了守护天使的使用说明 LOL

最让我觉得意外的是这垂饰

因为这是他妈妈送给我的

更好笑的是我还没拜访过他妈妈

但她却送我圣诞礼物

这是他送我的圣诞卡片哦

以上就是我圣诞节的报告

报告完毕!!

Christmas Eve!!!

I bet you guys are guessing that I had a wonderful Christmas Eve,

and that's why I'm blogging about it. BUT, you're WRONG.

Basically what I did in this wonderful festival was SLEEPING.

I spent more than half of the day sleeping on my bed! 

What a lonely Christmas Eve I ever had in my life! 

Having question marks? Where was my babe?

He was busy studying the whole day and had to attend a wedding dinner.

Where was my friends? I have no idea where they were too!

Anyway, had a yum cha session with one of my good friends, Mr Hee.

That's how I spent my time during Christmas Eve.

You know what? Its 5.42a.m. in the morning and I'm still awake!

I guess yesterday I slept too much and that's why I can't sleep!

HOHOHOHO~! Santa Clause is coming to town xD

Almost forgot to wish you all, MERRY CHRISTMAS :)

Finally feel sleepy and I'm gonna sleep now!

Looking forward for tomorrow/today LOL

Wait a minute, I should say goodnight or good morning ? LOL

Ciao~!

Denzie Cheah!!!

My friends always said that I'm a lucky person

Because I have many good friends that treat me SO GOOD.

It's true that I have met many nice people in Kl.

And I'm  really grateful for their kindness.

Therefore, today I'm gonna post about one of my nice friends.

The reason why I wanna blog about this person because I'm too free!

Just kidding, its because he showed me his kindness in Christmas Eve!

Today he find me through FB and ask why am I staying in hostel in Christmas Eve.

After he knew that I'm gonna spend this festival alone,

he asked me whether wanna dinner together or not!!

Aww, what a sweet person !! HAHAHA

But honestly I'm touched for what he said :)

So, in order to show my gratitude toward Mr Denzie,

I purposely go search for his photos in my lappie just for this post!

And I found some funny photos of him too!!!

This was how he looked like when I first met him in Foundation.

OMG, he was so SLIM.

Hey friend, you should start to keep fit now! =p

SLEEPING BEAUTY  Denzie =D

I think this was taken in Malaysian Study Class if I'm not mistaken

This should be the first photo that we took together!

And it was taken in the corridor of main block >_<

The peace hand, I have no idea belong to who! 

It was really REALLY long time ago.

Me, Christy, Stephy and Denzie!

Do you know where this was taken?

FEMALE TOILET!

DENZIE YOU ARE AWESOME =D

First time went for a haircut in KL! LOL

Before : Denzie looks like a nerd.

After : Denzie looks AWESOME.

On the way the way to Nick's house.

Denzie you no good! Bad boy!

And that's why you are wanted! xD

wakakakkakakakakakka

First time he used my phone to camwhore !!

a BIG improvement !! *clap hands*

But next time please SMILE =)

Even though sometimes the way you talk is not so good.

But I know that you are a good good good friend.

Thanks for always give me a hand when I need help.

You really helped me a lot in the past!

It's really nice to talk with you :)

Frankly speaking, I'm really glad to know you! 

Let us work hard together and graduate from HELP =)

23.12.2011

昨天是冬至，大部分的人都回家吃团圆饭

唯独我自己一个人在宿舍度过孤单的冬至

认识我的人都知道我非常非常喜欢吃汤圆

而汤圆在冬至是个不可缺少的一样东西

但是在宿舍的我却没有的吃！

只能眼睁睁看大家上传汤圆的照片

所以，昨晚又有点不怎么开心

因为很想家然后又吃不到汤圆

我的宝贝看到我那么想吃汤圆

所以他偷偷地上网查看怎么做汤圆

然后今天他送来给我吃哦

虽然卖相不是说很能看

味道也没有非常好吃

可是满满的爱却有收到

为了准备汤圆给我

他今天六点钟就起身了

还真的是辛苦了我的宝贝！

谢谢你！爱你哦~

狼吞虎咽的他！

他竟然从六点到下午两点多没有吃东西！

所以我陪他去Ali Maju吃Maggie Goreng Ayam tak mao sayur tambah telur!

他忙吃东西而我忙拍照！

嘻嘻，女生都爱拍照嘛~

有没有觉得这一张很有feel!

这是用我手机里的一个拍照App, PowerCam 拍得 

我还蛮喜欢这个App的

因为它的effects还满多而且也很好看！

如果你也和我一样爱拍照

不妨下载来玩玩看哦

他竟然给我偷笑！

不知道为什么但是我很喜欢这一张

 

你看他！眼睛竟然比我大~！我心里不平衡-ing~

不过他真的很可爱哦！

p/s ：千万不可以说他像女生哦！

To my dearest bf

Thank you very much for the "tong yun"

I'm really happy and satisfy when I eat it

Frankly speaking, it doesn't really taste VERY VERY delicious.

BUT I can feel the love inside each "tong yun"

And this make it so SWEET 

Love you!

21.12.2012

This post is about the "shopping trip" on Wednesday.
Stephy, Yann, Fiona and I went to One Utama for shopping.
This outing suppose focus more on shopping but we ended up spend more time on EAT.
We went to Seoul Garden to have our brunch that day.
The food there was quite okay, I love the honey green tea! HAHA
I took some picture of FIONA and she looks DAMN PRETTY AND HOT !!!

 

After our brunch, we went to shopping! But what sad to say is we only went to Kitchen! ><

 

We tried the same dress together!!! I don't like to stand next to FIONA! I look HUGE :(

                                     

     



























                                       A group photo of us!!!

Only Fiona bought this dress and Stephy bought another black dress XD
After we done shopping at Kitchen, Fiona needed to go back home already :(
But Stephy, Yann and I still shopped at there until 8pm something then we went to PASAR MALAM!
We use my phone to take some picture while we were resting at Auntie's Ann xD

OH NO! 2012 is coming!

Yann looks like a vampire! SCARY! 

Had a great day with them! We should hang out more often !

And thanks to my Noob Baby who fetch me back from pasar malam!!

18.12.2011

好久没有更新我的博客了

原因其实来来去去也只有几个

不是懒惰，没心情，就是没灵感

而我前一阵子也正在考试

家人也在这个时候来西马

所以没有多余的心思放在这里

最近正在放假的我确实有点颓废

大部分的时间都在看康熙和动漫

再来就是和梁镇涛先生唱反调过日子

其实本来有想要去Pavillion和许浚勇先生一起打工
可是因为考虑到时间与交通的问题
所以最后决定继续颓废下去
*其实是因为懒惰不喜欢搭公共交通工具*

这次放假并没有回亚庇
一来是应为这次的假期和新年很近
所以选择新年才回家
因为飞机票都好贵哦
一来一回都要两三百马币
所以只好留在这里过着颓废的日子

最近我发现一个很诡异的现象
就是阿我朋友哦不喜欢和我出街了
他们现在都喜欢说“你跟你男朋友出就好了啦”
男朋友固然很重要
可是我也需要朋友的啦
不要再用这个理由来搪塞我了啦
我是个很贪心的人
我同时希望拥有友情和爱情
不想失去任何一个啦~~~


希望大家都幸福快乐
假期-ing 的就尽情地享受生活
还在考试的就加油努力读书吧
而我呢就继续过着我颓废的生活~

yuan lai ni bing bu xiang rang tai duo ren zhi dao
ye xu ni zhi shi bu xiang bie ren shuo san dao si
ke shi ni rang wo jue de bu zen me hao shou
wo jiu hao xiang xi xue gui yi yang, jia guang jiu si
jiu lian wo men chu jie ye yao man zhe ni de fu mu
nan dao bu neng guang ming zhen da ga shu ta men ma?
wei shen me fei dei yao tou tou mo mo?
ru guo ni zhi dao wo zai xie shen me
ni yi ding hui na hen duo li you lai jie shi
ye xu ni de zuo fa you ni de dao li
li zhi lai shuo wo bu ying gai "ddy"
ke shi you shi hou xin li nan mian hui jiu le yi xia

Awkward moment

I believe that most of us have been through an awkward moment in our life.

One of my awkward moment :

When I knew someone was definitely lying, but he/she told you that : "I don't tell lies"

Awkward moment:

I had to pretend that I trust the person even though I knew he/she was lying.

Don't you think that it was really amusing when you knew someone was lying in front of you?

And the most awkward was the same person did that same thing again and again.

Everyone tell lies, who doesn't?

But please make sure your victim don't know you are lying if you want to do so.

If not, you will be the biggest clown ever to your victim.

If this happened, your victim is no longer a victim.

Instead, now you have become the victim.

In order to avoid this awkward moment,

the best solution is

NOT TO LIE~!

Cheers =)

Amusing thing happened too.

We assigned a value for each of our friends.
This mean that each of our friends has a value in our heart.
You may be a very important, important, okay okay or not important to me.
You don't really know how a person value you until something happened.
I'm definitely referring this post to someone, a friend that used to be "close" with me.
I know that this "someone" is those kind of "don't really care and bother" type of person.
But I found that it is amusing when I can compare "someone" with other people.
Others, at least they showed me that they care about the friendship we have.
I don't know whether how sincere are they, but at least they showed me.
Maybe they are just poker face-ing, but at least I feel better.
But, "someone" don't even bother to show me his/her poker face.
Frankly speaking, I don't really bother about it anymore.
I just found it was really amusing when I see the difference.

One thing that I learnt is,
You may think that he/she is your good friend,
but doesn't mean that he/she thinks the same way too.

Just a reminder for myself,
Don't expect too much from others =)

November.

I don't like November because a lot of bad things happened in this month.

Even though a lot of "shit happened", but there are also many good things too.

November is going to an end, and I hope all the bad luck is going to end soon too.

Say bye bye to November and bad luck! Say Hi to December =)

很多时候  很多事情

都是你知道  而我也知道

然而你我却都  做不到

不知道  不知道

有时只是在逃避

我知道  我知道

有时只是在装懂

有些事情  你不想知道

但可悲的是你什么都知道

有些事情  你很想知道

但可笑的是你永远都不知道

人心隔肚皮

29.11.2011

I don't mind people use some foul language on me.

But, I really cannot stand for it when male use bitch to scold me.

If I'm a bitch, then your mother is also a bitch. 

Don't you think so? I will show you why.

Premise 1 : Melissa is a bitch.

Premise 2 : Melissa is a female.

Conclusion : Therefore, female is bitch.

If the premises are true then the conclusion must be true too.

So we can conclude that female is a bitch. 

Now let see something interesting.

Premise 1 : Your mother is a female.

Premise 2 : Female is a bitch.

Conclusion: Your mother is bitch.

So, when a male scold a female bitch, he is scolding his own mother is a bitch too.

By the way, don't forget that all babies came from a bitch's vagina.

So now you mean that you came from a bitch's vagina too?

The reason why I blog about this is because I was scolded by a bunch of people yesterday night.

They called me slutty, mental retarded, small tiny boobies, and bitch.

Accusing me something when I didn't do it is really offense to me.

Except for the "small tiny boobies'', others are all wronged. 

It's true that my "boobies" are small, I can't say anything to against it.

So I accept that facts that you guys point it out.

But other that that, you guys just simply accuse me that I did it.

I no need to explain so much to you guys because you guys don't even know about me.

It's true that I was really sad and cried when you guys insulted me like that.

Because no one on earth has scold me like that before. NO ONE.

But what make me really sad and disappointed is my friends that just next to you guys.

They didn't stand up for me.

They just allowed you guys to scold me.

They said: we can't do anything cause they are just too many people.

How sad it is right? When you need help, your friends just look at you and turn away.

They didn't help me when I needed their help. They just turn away and ignore me.

It was sad enough that being scolded by a bunch of asshole,

but what make my heart sank was my friends just ignore me when I need their support.

For "my friends"

I don't know whether you will read this or not.

But you know what, I really disappointed  on you guys.

How could you all just let your friends scold me like that?

You all should have know that what they said about me wasn't true.

And you all just sit there and  let your friends to insult and scold me?

Do you know that I'm a human who have feelings too?

Do you know that I will feel sad too?

Do you know that I will feel hurt too?

If you really don't know, then let me tell you now.
I'm a human who have feelings and emotions.

I know how to cry and laugh when I'm sad and happy.

I do feel hurt when people insult and scold me.

You guys just turned away when I needed your helps.

Thanks for not helping me and show me your true self.

25.11.2011

Mr Joel complaint that nowadays I seldom blog about him.
Therefore, today I'm going to blog a bit about him. LoL

Just gonna upload some photos that we took today :3

Normal look.

Our favorite Pig look.

Our DDY look.

Pig act cute look. 

Today is the second month and one day that we have been together. 

Thanks for everything that you gave me, especially your love and care.

You brighten up my life by giving me so much love and care.

Thanks for always be by my side whenever I need you the most.

And you let me know that I'm not alone.

Just want to let you know that I love you so much too.