30/4/2010

Day 5 of my Study break :D
Went out with CLEONA again >.<''
We went to Lao Yat cause she want to service her laptop
Then, I went to find AH KONG :D
We chit-chat and Cleona buy some stuff there
When i saw AH Kong, I miss my boyfriend so much :(
Then me and Cleona went to Time Square
We bought the ticket, IP MAN
Then we go eat at

Station Kopitiam :D


This is after i ate
too hungry and forgot to take picture :P


I drink mango juice,well not that nice :(

Then we go meet Nicholas and Aaron
Cleona need to go back Lao Yat a while
so i follow guys go play pool
They are skillful :D
And i am LUCKY only.. HAHA
Take picture with guys :)

Aaron , Melissa, Nicholas
Happy Three Friends :)

Then Cleona and i went to watch IP MAN
Guys don know go where
cause IP MAN more important!!
This movie damn NICE!!!
Must watch if you are CHINESE
After watch movie then go GAI GAI

ss-ing xD

Then go buy some books then go back :D

The only thing that i dont like KL is transportation
today i take BUS,LRT,MONORAIL
so MA FAN :(
even though you can drive
the problem is TRAFIC JAM
Miss KK so much when i need to go somewhere by public transport :(

Part 2 of day 4

Word of Today : Bored
Today is a boring day. I'm stuck in my hostel.
Online for whole day but nothing to do :(
How sad it is!! Went to Pizza hut for dinner.
Of cause, with Cleona again !!!! haha.
Im so jealous my boyfriend! Watch movie everyday !
"ENVYING" I also want to watch!!!!!!
HAHA! Tomorrow can go watch movie :D
Well, OF CAUSE with Cleona too :)

Word of today for Melissa from Cleona : BUDAK
Hahahahaha...She keep saying me BUDAK
Well, I dont deny it actually :D
Cause sometimes i do look like a child
and act like a BUDAK too :P
She said i look like 15 and 16 years old in photo :(
Hey, I already 18yrs old lea X) haha

Melissa and Cleona :)

Day 4 of my study break
Hang out with Cleona AGAIN
We went to the Help Resident Cafe to have our Lunch

Cleona's Watermelon juice Melissa's orange juice


My Tom Yam Mee Hun Soup
To be honest, Not Nice :(


This is Cleona :) Sorry but she is not available


Well, this is me. I'm not single but available ?? HAHA

Stupiak Friend

I know Nicholas because he is my classmate. He is a nice and kind guy. I have no idea why we have become so close, maybe we just click with each other? He teach me computer principle. He take care me when i was sick. He called me see whether i reach hostel safely or not.He listen to me whenever i need to talk with someone. He help me solve my problem , hmmm sometimes :P. However, sometime you will become CRAZY or PISSED OFF when u chating with him. If you want to know how is feel like, then go chat with him. When i was bad mood, he alwasy the one kena bully by me xP Sorry Nicholas :) i dont really mean it!! haha x) Well, once again i promote him to you guys. He still single and available. Nice but sometime annoying but still acceptable. So anyone who interested on him, PLEASE CONTACT ME!! haha

28/4/2010

Day 3 of my study break , nothing special but troublesome. There is a guy keep asking me out, but don't really want to go out with him. I also don't know how to reject him. I told him I've boyfriend but he seem like doesn't care and said pretty girl not only for one guy. Well, I'm totally speechless. O ya! Suddenly remember something funny. I added a guy from facebook in MSN, he call Andrew. The reason why i want to add him is because of a experiment. The first impression for him is "flower hear"t. Well, I'm trying to find out that whether my instinct is correct or not. He try to flirt with me even though he knew that I'm not single. I'm not sure he is playboy or not, but I'm sure that he must be "sweet talker". Normally "sweet talker " is labelled as playboy and everyone are agreed with this theory. To be honest, they entertain me today. When i feel bored and lonely, he is not there for me. He is enjoying his movie and hanging out with his friends. Well, I cannot blame him. The only thing i can blame on is TIME. There is a lot wrong timing between me and him. When he need me, I'm not there for him. When I need him, he is not there for me. Well, what can i say is WRONG TIMING or FATE. When i didn't reply his message, I wish he could call me and ask me why. Unfortunately, he never do that.Today when i called him , he hung up middle the call. "I'm watching movie lar lao po" then "....." Well, he didn't explain to me immediately. If i said I'm not angry then I am lying. Then after he finished his movie(i guess) he just text me and told me that his phone got problem and keep say sorry. He asked "you angry ar?" and I answered him "Techniquely I'm not. Have fun". Techniquely I'm not mad on him but actually I am. I don't want to spoil his mood when he with friend.Sigh. Look like he is having fun now i guess. He said he will find me when he is free and i havent receive any message or call from him.

27/4/2010

Today is just another Tuesday.
Day 2 of my study break
Also the day of group meeting
Well, assignment is not that difficult
But sometime not difficult mean challenging
Sigh.Forget about it
Recently,addicted with Vampire diaries
There is so many handsome guy and sexy girls
HAHA! Enjoying watching it so so much :)
You should watch too!
Need to say sorry to babe
Cause didnt reply his msg
I swear i didnt notice the message alert :(
well, second time well.
Dont feel like want to continue my blog
cause something is bothering me
Night

26/4/2010

Today is first day of my study break
Having fun whole with Cleona :)
She is nice , kind and sweet
Is happy to having a friend like her
At first we try to do maths
But we find out that it is hard
So we give up and end up with other stuff
such as facebook,youtube,drama,and blogger
Of cause we study too :)
We do revision, Computing Principles
And i dont want to comment on it anymore
I watch the Vampire Diaries
NICE :) you should watch it!
Today my babe got his hand phone
cause tomorrow is holidays for him
And he will go to visit Melacca, i think
Not really sure about that ;P
Miss him so much
Well, i admit that last time i "lost"
And talk something "rubbish"
But, ya.. i do love him
Im not the kind of person that can say "I love you" easily
If i mean it. Sometime it really a difficulty for me to say
"i love you" to him
Dont ask me why cause i dont know the reason too
HAHA :D

25/4/2010

Today sucks!
1st time take bus in KL
1st time take LRT in KL
1st time lost in the mall
OMG!! really what the hell
Went to One Utama but dont knw hw to go back
Kena buang di bangsar LRT oleh Si Aaron
Need to ask the way to back hostel
Called ling wei for help ><
Saw the Ali Maju worker, SUXKZ
Finally reached safe and sound., LOL
Hate One Utama! Dont want go there anymore if no transport
Hate take bus or lrt! (admit it i stil need them if i want to survive in KL)
Hate Aaron cause buang me in Lrt station alone ( i knw he want me to learn)
Hate Nicholas cause stil want to zat me when i reach home (just complain for fun , he is a nice guy and still available. anyone who interested on him can leave a comment for me, i will giv you his number :P)
Even though today is not my day
but i stil having fun, not much
meet up with my old fren
watch a nice movie, Loser
That's all for today~

Teletubbies

Do you all know about TELETUBBIES ?
The cartoon we used to watch when we were kids
Ya, i love them so much.
Even now i already 18years old college student,
But stil i'm loving it!!!
They are so so so cute :)
"Tinky Winky , Dipsy , Laa Laa, Po !! "
"eh oh"
So cute right? haha.. :P
Maybe i'm childish but i am who i am
C:

微笑

我想每个人都会微笑吧？
可是又有谁了解微笑背后的故事呢？
笑难道一定等于快乐吗？
又有谁规定快乐就一定要笑呢？
微笑有时候是一种伪装的面具。
伪装的目的又有谁了解呢？
某人为了不想受到伤害而微笑，
某人为了要伤害别人而微笑，
某人为了逞强而微笑，
而你到底为了什么而微笑呢？
故事背后的心酸又有谁明白呢？
累了，不想在伪装了。
微笑变成讽刺，遗失真正的自我。
自我不见了，那么我又是谁呢？
太阳不见了，影子消失了，星星不亮了。
什么不见了？什么消失了？什么不亮了？
自我不见了。微笑消失了。生命变暗了。
微笑吧，再次微笑吧！
打从心里的微笑，我想世界会不一样^^

22/4/2010

Thursday is stil Thursday
Melissa stil remain the same
She stil hate to draw graph as usual
No idea why maths must be related to graph
Is it drawing a graph that important?
YA, it is. Amily said that DEFINITELY IMPORTANT!
Cause in examination got a lot of graph
sigh~ hate it!

Thursday is stil Thursday
Eunice doesnt remain the same
She so quite and lethargic
Not use to it when she is like this
Miss her when she "zha" Nicholas
Hope her "recover" soon >M<
Chill~

Today is no longer today
Melissa gonna change oneday
She force to be love graph
So that she can do well with it
Many of GRAPH is waiting for her
Hope she can done it properly :P

Time past in a bling of an eye
Next week is already study break
Cannot back Sabah for holiday
Plus need to do lots of homework
This make Melissa feel sad

McD, KFC, Pizza Hut, Ali Maju, Mama Kitchen
Everyday also need to decide what to eat
Limited restaurant make Melissa more difficult to decide
Anyway, she enjoyed tonight dinner at Secret Recipe
She found out that Cleona is from Sabah
Enjoying hang out with new friends!

Computing, Study skills, maths and english
Which one Melissa dislike the most?
Answer is COMPUTING PRINCIPLE
Maybe she cant click with the lecturer
Or maybe she's too DUMB to learn that
Whatever is it, She dislike IT so much

21/4/2010

Today is just another normal day
Woke up on 7 and got prepared for class
First class was Intermediate English
Today learnt about pronoun :S
So far so good :P
Then next class was Finite Maths
Lecturer discussed about the Tutorial2
Actually i just done until no11
Kinda difficult (but lazy to do it of cause:P)
After the teacher explained
I just finally completely understand it
I think =P
There is no more class after maths class
but that STUPIAK Nicholas persuaded me to stay back
FINE. I accompanied RENEE :)
We went for lunch at Pizza Hut
I thinked we were the 1st customer
We chit-chat after finished our PIZZA
Talked about THIS and THAT
FUN. Enjoying hang out with them :]
Then we went to WN and bought the notes
Then we went to DSA for no purpose LOL
Planned to do homoworks, BUT
ended up with playing PING PONG
LOL.. so tiring cause i kept pick the ball
Was this considered as EXERCISE????
you know what, i saw BIRTHDAY BOY, Bryan there
Luckily i didnt forgot his birthday ><
Then Renee them went for class
I chit chat with Moon
Later Cheryl joined us
Later got few ppl came
not really remember their name actually
SORRY! cause too many ppl in foundation
chit chat until 3.30
waited for sunitah to walked back together
but suddenly went to wisma help
cause her friend wanted to go library
But they dont really know how to go
and FORTUNATELY i saw NICHOLAS
SO, i asked him to bring them go!!
Afer bring them go we head back to college
Then say bye bye to renee and nicholas
BACK HOSTEL

What i did after back hostel
-Facebook
-Blogger
-Eat
-Drink
-Shower
-Maths
-COMPUTING(HATE)

End of the day!

To: My Darlingssssss!!!!!!

人生最幸福的是莫过于有几位知己。在我人生中最低潮的时候，是他们陪伴我，鼓励我，照顾我。让我重拾信心，重返校园完成学业。要是没有他们的扶持，我想我现在不会在这里完成我的梦想。在我十六岁那年，我开始脱发。一开始不觉的很严重，以为很普通因为有谁不会掉头发呢？可是情况到最后很严重，我停止上学。因为我觉得那时侯的我很丑，很像怪物。我根本无法接纳这样的我。我妈带我去看过很多的医生，可是都查不出任何理由。血液报告显示我很正常，根本没有任何疾病。连医生也无法解释为什么我会掉发。那时侯，我的头发已经差不多都掉光了。我妈想带我再去看医生，可是我不要。我崩溃的说：我不要去！去了也没有用！我头发还是一样会掉！我看到妈妈也哭了，可是我关不了那么多。我赶快回房，把门锁了。我父母不在强迫我去看医生，我每天呆家里。有一天，我妈请来了每次帮我理发的啊姨到家。妈妈说让啊姨把我所剩无几的头发都剪光，好让头发能长的比较快。我很挣扎，一开始我不愿意可是后来想想，都已经差不多掉光了剪不剪都已经无所谓了。所以到最后我和妈妈妥协了。当我剪完了过后，我反而开始慢慢接受自己。我要感谢我的家人，在我无理取闹的时候，包容我也没有放弃我。我也要感谢我的教友们的支持。最后，我想对我几位好朋友献上万分的感谢，他们没有排斥我还接纳我。他们在我人生中最无助的时候，伸出援手。如果不是他们，我根本没有勇气上学。

他们就是：郑宇辰，

邬彩忆，

还有符慧琪。

他们不但在我人生中的低潮拉了我一把，他们还是我的小老师。辰辰是我的高级数学小老师，彩忆是我的化学小老师，琪琪什么都要教因为他太聪明了。说真的，他们一直都很包容我的任性和疼我。我们四个都是不同性格的人却能成为好朋友，也许这就是所谓的缘分。我们是命中注定的好朋友！现在我们在不同的地方，各自追寻着自己的梦想。但我希望我们的友谊永远不变，我依然还是你们眼中任性，顽皮的Melissa. 而你们依然还是每次都包容我，疼我，陪我一起疯狂的好朋友。


永远爱你们的

Melissa Monkey!!!!

叮噹 我愛他

The song that i love recently :)
This song is not the latest but NICE !
Must listen =)
作词：黄婷 作曲：陈威全

他的轻狂留在某一节车厢
地下铁里的风比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

逃不开爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖越多的空白
该怎么去爱

如果还有遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

Two days ago, when I crossed the road I accidentally hit the motorbike that parked at the road. It hurt my leg! At first my skin only got a bit red but now……

the wound look like a moon :D

Pity Pity Melissa D:

The real college life had just begun. Everyday go to different classes and different classmates. Not like secondary school, sit at the same place every day and waited for the teacher come to the classroom. At college you can do whatever you like. But of cause you need to be responsible as a student. Do your homework, pay attention during class, submit your assignment on time and be motivated. I didn’t join any club s or society because I don’t know what I should join. Hopefully I will join one in future. I had made a lot of friends and I can’t really remember all their names :P . For the first semester, we are compulsory to take Intermediate English, Finite Mathematics, Computing Principles and Study Skill. I’ve problem with Computing Principles! I can’t really understand it even I try hard to understand. My friend, Nicholas even opened the system unit and showed me all the things inside but I’m still confused and kept asked him the same question until he scold me BAK CHI (I know I’m dumb). I bought the computer concept textbook today, hopefully it can help me to understand more about computer. Now I’m learning about the finite math chapter 2. Function. I really no idea about how come function can relate with business and economic those stuff? =S I really DUMB in Business and Economic. And now I need to solve math problem about them! I’m a dead meat! Anyone there can teach me how to solve the equations? T.T

Thinking about our relationship
Long distance relationship
How to maintain it?
I really doesn't have any idea about it
Continue or give up?
I don't understand and don't know
You said you love me, miss me
But i cant feel it anymore
I'm the one who changed or you?
Do i love you?
Honestly, i cannot answer this
Do i miss you?
I don't deny i miss you so much
I said we'll overcome obstacle together
But you aren't there for me
I'm alone to strugle with this
I really don't know what should i do

有多久没有看到你了？
想想，因该有一个月了吧
今天又是第几个没有你的夜晚？
不懂，不想去算了
分隔两地，是你我的选择
后悔吗？还好吧
承认吧，我们之间是有问题
我们没有共同的话题
我们的话题的中心永远都是你
你从来没有关心过我今天做么
你从来没有问我今天心情如何
还记得上次我告诉你我手疼
你沉默，继续你的话题
我再告诉你我手疼
你才问我发生什么事
说真的，我真的无言
我干哥哥说
维持一段感情
比开始一段感情
更加容易的多了
我想，维持一段感情
并没有我们想像的那么简单
说真的，我真的很想你
可是，我们之间的对话
让我麻木了
我真的不知如何回复你的简讯
相爱，因该要包容对方的缺点
可是，你不在
缺点无限的放大
有时候，真的很无奈
不想了，累了
晚安吧

April Fool of Year 2010

today i woke up late
The reason is I set the wrong alarm
I set it on 8.15 p.m (PM!!!!)
Ogosh, luckily got my roommate if not
IM A DEAD MEAT FOR APRIL FOOL
Then i received a text from Nicholas
I dash into toilet to get ready as soon as possible
Meet him in college then we go to Ali Maju for my breakfast
Then he teach me do the maths
I'm struggle with it :(
When we heading to college , we meet Aaron
Then three of us go college together

Like usual, maths class is boring
and I'm very "lucky"
cause being call to solve Q17
LOL, I haven't done until there lar~~
Want to coppy Nicholas one, but....
BUT I DON'T UNDERSTAND HIS STEP
so, need to do it by myself
Never mind, forget about it

After maths class, we went for our lunch
we went to Secret Recipe
I though Amily will call me for join her in McD
BUT SHE FFK!!! ><''
After that then we back to college again
we sit on the staircase, in front of the theater

yellow shirt: Nicholas
The Only girl: Eunice
white shirt : Aaron
Black shirt : Lionel

The next class are quite fun, i guess
haha, we divided into few groups
three ppl in a group
my group member is: Nicholas, Amily and I
Our "lucky" number question is 8!!
Dont want to mention it, so damn funny
Theater is so cold, i really meant it !!
IM FREEZING, need to borrow sweater
thanks to Nicholas again :P
hahaha.. enjoying today :D
Looking forward for tomorrow pyjamas party
Looking forward for Aaron , Nicole "pyjamas"
hahahahahaha :)
see you guys tomorrow !!!


Melissa of Today