说好的Reflection Blog

做人的原则就是要遵守承诺

虽然有时候是个迟来的承诺

但是有到好过没到对吧？

今天呢

主要的目的就是写关于我的一位好姐妹

“他”因为我之前写其他姐妹而没有写到“他”

所以有一天特地交代我写“他”

Foundation的时候刚好和“他”是同个Camp

然后又恰巧同一组所以才认识的

为何会变熟其实我也不太记得了

好像大家都主在学校附近

所以很常一起吃饭在变熟的吧

"他"是个直肠直肚的人

心里想什么就讲什么

很常一起聊很多废话

有时候说话还很贱

不过他真的是个很好的朋友

对了　说了那么久

你们都还不知道这位姐妹是谁

Tadaaaaa

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是不是很美嘞

“他”还很有义气说

将来我结婚的时候要当我名副其实的姐妹呢

实在是太贴心了

对“他”有兴趣的朋友们

欢迎留下联络号码

“他”目前还是available的哦

男友生日篇

话说小我两个月的男友终于二十一岁啦

好啦，其实他生日过了将近两个月了

是我拖了很久才来这里报告地

我带他去了一间叫 "Tao" 的日本自助餐餐厅

那里的环境满不错下的说

因为灯光暗暗的（这样才浪漫？？）

看那寿星的吃相好像很enjoy的感觉 

这是他指定的生日蛋糕

话说某人坚持要迷你size的蛋糕

让某人的女朋友在某人父母面前感到非常不好意识

这是他家人送他的超大生日卡片！

来一张和照吧

*请忽视本人过胖的罪过*

二十一岁的生日

这是人生中具有象征性的日子

生日礼物当然不能随随便便

所以我特地充当了临时杂志编制

为了他刊出了唯一一本杂志

在这里我要特别感谢

他的家人和朋友以及我的朋友

帮忙我一起编制了这本杂志

本人在此向大家献上万分感谢

*九十度鞠躬*

还有还有

不要忘了我小小的心意的礼物

这是我第一次包礼物包到那么美 

小小的礼物其实是钢笔两只

上面还有刻了他的名字哦

虽然你的生日过了满久

但还是希望你喜欢我为你准备的小小礼物

二十一岁了 不小了哦

要有大人的担当 将来还得依靠你呢

爱你哦

05.12.2013

人生总有些起起落落

我想这学期是我“落落”的时候吧？

也许只是我时运低？

好吧，我知道我在自我安慰中

又是自我检讨的时候了

近来变得很懒散

做什么事都提不起劲来

说好不要临时抱佛脚

结果还是最后一分钟温习

这坏毛病何时才能改掉啊？

分数一个个派回来

虽然还不至于非常烂

至少我还有达到及格的底线

但也没有什么好值得骄傲就是了

好啦，不能继续颓废了

下学期再继续努力

势必改掉临时抱佛脚

废话就不再多说了

赶紧温习功课！

拜

20.11.2013

在大学求学过程当中

人聚人散是一种很自然的现象

朋友圈就好像经济他线图一样

它会增加也会减少

这是很自然的现象

就那我例子来说好了

一开始两个人

后来变成四个人

再后来更多人

途中有人因为求学而离开

途中也陆续有人加入

这样的情况让我想起“一块铁”

因为铁遇热会膨胀，遇冷会收缩

感觉这好像一个好烂的比喻 (哈哈...汗)

友情

一帆风顺固然是件好事

但当中有些波折也不全是坏事

也许还能拉近彼此的距离

朋友圈

在乎的不是数量

而是真心

有几百个“挂名” 的朋友

还不如一个真心的朋友

好啦，话就不多说了

来看看进来的大学生活照吧 =)

这是和杨小妹庆祝生日所拍的照片

人生总有一群很善良很热情很爱讲话很八的朋友

 而且大部分都大爱拍照
*还是有一位很cool的人不是很大爱，小爱而已*
很自恋的说~
我承认我也很爱拍照！

这位很cool的雪霓终于很灿烂地笑了

*请忽视我那僵硬的笑容*

虽然大家都是不同组

*除了我和白衣那位是同组的*

但恰巧的是大家都是同一天presentation 

这张照片说明这三位朋友都很想挤进镜头来拍照

*真的有那么爱拍照吗？* 

好像好久没有和这为小姐合照了

来一张吧～笑～

每次都投诉我没有和她拍照

好啦，现在有合照了

开心了没有？ <3 p="">

2nd Anniversary

When I was browsing through my blog, I realized something. 

That is, I forgot to blog about my 2nd anniversary!!! HAHA

I guess it's not to late for me to update now? >.<

Anyway, let the picture do the telling part =D

                    -HIM-                                                                               -HER-

We went to a Japanese restaurant called Ishin.

The environment and food there is nice :) 

 These were what we ordered that day.

I really don't remember the name lol.

        

                            

                                        

My bf is a person who really take romanticism to heart (Unfortunately I am not)

So, he tried his best to give me surprise despite he was really busy for exams.

He looked so shy! Haha

Although I don't looked "surprised" or so calm

But in deep down of my heart

I was really happy and felt loved!

I really appreaciate for what he did for me =)

*sorry for the bad quality of the photo*

Actually it's a map about places that we've been to

Of course, not to forget about the present! HOHO

It's wallet! <3 br="">Thanks Biibii!

This is what I got for him!

Atypical present form to gf for bf! 

This is my promise for him and I will keep it until my last breathe!

*yes, I forced him to smile HAPPILY*

I also made a scrapbook for him

"ABC of I LOVE YOU"

I helped him out to remove the decoration !

He really drew and cut the love one by one !

Silly him :P

Baby!

Thanks for everything!

I love you so much :)

06.11.2013

21岁生日篇

久违的博客，你还好吗？

冷冻你有好一阵子了，对不起啦！

是时候来报告一下本人的近况了。

如你所看到的标题，我已经21岁啦~

我现在是个“大人”了哦~ 呵呵

生日当天

大学同学给了我一个好不惊喜的小惊喜

虽然如此，我还是很感谢和感恩啦

当然后来有补回一个比较“传统”的生日聚餐

虽然我比较不善于表达

但我真的很感谢你们为我所做的一切哦

然后和男友一起去BBQ Plaza

虽然没有烛光晚餐

也没有很高级的餐厅

但只要你在我身边

我就已经很满足了

我只想要简单快乐的二人世界

回家拆礼物了~

是个白金钥匙项链！

谢谢你我的宝贝！

生日怎么能没有蛋糕呢？

*这是我男友的原则*

我最爱的芝士蛋糕！

来个合照吧

谢谢你我的宝贝！

是你给了我另一个家在这陌生的城市

你，就是上天赐给我最好的礼物

超爱你哦~

现在是礼物的环节了

这是来自沙巴的钥匙手链

很遗憾的是我那可爱的朋友

竟然以她小小的手腕的尺寸来定做

所以。。。我戴不到啦

可是心意受到啦~

爱你哦~

这是另一份来自沙巴的礼物

感动的不单只是礼物而已

而是她所写下的祝福与心声

你的心意我受到啦

爱你哦~

这是让我很“shock”的礼物

真的有surprise到我咯

亲爱的，谢谢你的礼物

但下次不要买那么贵重的礼物啦

哦对了

一对“母子”还送了我情侣装

可是我忘了拍照

下次补回哦

为了试探我的品味

还故意联合骗我

算你们好耶

好啦，就写到这里了

拜拜

10.09.2013

我们的第一周年

我写了一首歌送给他

来纪念我们的故事的开始

第二周年即将到来

这一次我也想送一首歌给他

来表达我心里的话

录制视频

我NG了最少有一百次

不是唱错就是弹错

再不就是路人甲所发出的吵闹声

话说今天的宿舍可真吵

拜托请安静点好吗

唱了无数遍

声音也沙哑了

重复弹着这首个的旋律

手指的死皮又多了一层

抱怨了那么多

都还没介绍这首个的名字

这歌名是 To Make You Feel My Love

原唱是Bob Dylan后来被Adele翻唱 

尽管我NG一百多次了

到最后还是有唱错词（哭）

算了，将就将就一点吧

视频暂时不上传

*还得问过当事人*

这篇博客也得延迟上传

所以当你们正在阅读的时候

我想我也已经庆祝了我的周年纪念日

p/s: 

本人不是什么吉他高手

顶多只能算是比菜鸟还要菜鸟

歌喉嘛不算差只是音准勉强及格

晚安！

23.09.2013

昨天去了一位朋友的欢送会

让我感触很深

缘分真的是很奇妙

把我们聚在一起

让我们一起经历求学的过程

当中的起起伏伏

将变成我们美好的回忆

亲爱的，珍重。

祝福你一切安好。

总觉得生命还想少了点什么
已开始不以为意   但后来才发现
原来我的生命少了热忱

总觉得我一点都不认识自己
不懂自己到底想要什么
人生目标？只是个陌生的词汇

方向  是我目前迫切所需的
迷失  是我目前的境况

未来这两个字
对我来说只有恐慌和迷茫
我是否已准备好面对未来
我到底能否胜任长大成人

我变得不认识自己了

16.07.2013

以前的我几乎每天都在更新我的博客

但现在我的我几乎都没有在更新博客

以前的我什么都能写在这里

但我好想失去了这能耐 

是否因为我学会了沉默

还是这是当大的必经的道路？

还是这才是我的本质？

活在别人的放大镜下

就算是个小小的污点

也会顿时变得其大无比

我真的有在努力

可是我就是改不了

我还是那该死的我

现实快要把我逼疯

或许我真的不够努力吧

14.03.2013

昨天，我回到了那长长的走廊
那走廊并非一般的走廊
它对我的意义非凡
那里代表则着我求学生涯的开端

在这长长的走廊
我认识了许多行径疯狂的朋友
我们也经历了无数的风风雨雨
那些回忆是无价也不可被取代的

我很庆幸能来到这里求学
在这里我得到的除了知识
还要许许多多的人生道理
我认识了很棒又疯狂的朋友
除此之外，我还遇到我的 Mr. Right

来自小城市的直肠直肚的臭脸女孩

我常说 “真正的委屈是说不出口”
那么也许说出来，就变得不委屈了吧？

我来自的地方和这里相比之下
我的城市突然变得好小
那么，容许我自称“小城市的女孩”

坦白说，大城市和小城市真的有差
大城市的人说话都比较拐弯抹角
小城市的人说话都比较直肠直肚
来自小城市的我说话比较直，比较冲
不像大城市的人说话总是会有所保留
那么，容许我自称“来自小城市的直肠直肚的女孩”

我这人天生一副“臭”脸
如果我不笑的话，脸真的比臭豆腐还要臭
可是我不笑的时候，不代表我真的不爽或生气
好啦，我知道我的脾气不是说很好
就算有那一瞬间我真的有不爽
可是我会很快收拾自己的心情
我也许是有点情绪化，脾气也不是很好
可是当我不笑的时候，我不一定是在发脾气
那么，容许我自称“来自小城市的直肠直肚的臭脸女孩”

所以当这位“来自小城市的直肠直肚的臭脸女孩”来到大城市时
她，有点适应不良。有句话还真的说得好，“江山易改，本性难移”
就算她再怎么努力改掉说话很冲得性格都好
她始终都做不到像大城市的人说话那么八面玲珑
就算她没有“很冲”的意识，大城市人也会觉得被冒犯
有时候她不笑的时候，就算没有发脾气
也会被别人误以为是在发大小姐脾气
她也很无可奈何，因为脸是天生的呀
难道要她一天二十四小时都在笑吗？
她，不善于表达。尽管很努力尝试表达自己所见，
也只会让人觉得“这人很固执”
当她放弃发言权，别人又误以为她在发脾气
可是没有人会想到她也许只是累了放弃了
她不想让人觉得她是个太过执著和顽固的人
所以选择不说话，安静下来，安抚自己的情绪
可是天生“臭”脸的她，却让别人误以为在闹情绪

说真的，
 活在别人的眼光里好累。
尝试做个大城市的人也好累。
一直被人误会的感觉更累。

我尝试了，可我永远都只会是个
“来自小城市的直肠直肚的臭脸女孩”
别人眼光里的鄙视，厌恶与误会
带给了我无形的压力，悲伤与委屈

坦白说，我也厌倦这样的自己
我不想要一直活在别人的眼光之下
我努力过，可是我却还是我
我改不了我那小城市的性格

我累了，也放弃了
我学会不要那么在乎别人的眼光
我学会不渴望别人接纳的眼神
我学会了更懂得保护和爱惜自己

我常说 “真正的委屈是说不出口”
那么说出来的委屈就再也不委屈了
做人当自强，在那里跌倒就要在那里爬起来。

Never pretend to become someone who is not you.
It's okay to strike to become a better person.
But pretending someone else is you, that's not the case.
It's inevitable that people will evaluate and judge you.
But they don't know the story behind your name.
Just because of you are not like them,
doesn't mean you are not good enough.

I am who I am.
I'm proud of myself.
My name is Melissa Sen Yen Yen.

For HIM

从来没想过幸福会那么靠近我

这一切一切都要归功于你

如果没有你出现在我生命里

我想我不会像现在那么幸福

这世界上除了父母

我想也只有你那么傻

会把我当成公主疼爱

对了

我有没有告诉你

如果我是个公主

那么我绝对是个

野蛮公主

这世界上除了家人

也只有你那么傻

会无条件的包容我

火爆的脾气

大小家的性格

还有所谓双重标准

我想也只有你那么傻

无条件的包容我

有时候

我自己也很怀疑

你为什么会爱上我

心想自己的缺点可不少的我

还有什么值得被你爱

哈哈 

宝贝啊，为什么你会那么爱我呢？

你可知道你的爱会把我宠坏吗？

谢谢你那么爱我

在这陌生的城市里

因为有你在这里

我才有“家”的感觉

是你在这陌生的城市里给了我个家

你不但给了我你的爱

还与我分享你父母对你的爱

有时候真的觉得你好傻

宝贝，要记得多疼惜自己呀！

傻猪

你那么爱我

我怎能不爱你呢

我不但会爱你

而且还会越来越爱你哦

Happy Birthday to Seow Yun

Last year I promised you to make a handmade present for your 2012 birthday.
Actually I prepared this for long time, but I didn't managed to finished it due to many reasons.

Can you see the yellow package that I pinned on my board?

Yes, it's your belated handmade birthday present!

I pinned it there for almost a year already I guess? HAHA

Although this present is a year late, but finally I finished it in this year before your birthday!

It suppose to be look like this! HEHEHE

Can you the card? Actually I wrote that in 2012! LOL 

Sorry for the BELATED BIRTHDAY PRESENT! 

It's something simple, reallyyyyyy SIMPLE from me.

HAPPY 21st Birthday Seow Yun! HEHE =D

29.01.2013

Grownup world is not as fun as what I expected when I was a kid. The older I become, the greater the fear toward it. Life is not easy, especially grownup world. Never expect life to be easy on you. This was what I have been told by my lecturer. But who doesn't want to have an easy life? It's our nature for wanting a good life. Unfortunately, sometimes what we got is only disappointment. Last time, I used to think that friends should accept you unconditionally for who you are. However, the reality doesn't work that way. I understand the fact that not everyone will like you and accept you for who you are. But at least, you will hope that the one you see as friend will like you and accept you. Well, sometimes things just don't work as what you wish. I had been turned down by my "friends" because of my bad habit or rather my weaknesses. Perhaps we just couldn't click with each other I guess? That's the only reason I can keep telling myself. Although I really want to get along well with a group of friends, but sometimes I just feel that I don't belong to this group. I feel like I am an outsider. No matter how hard you tried, you just feel like the chemistry is not right! No common topics and interests at all. Sometimes, it make me wonder am I normal? Perhaps I am the outlier. Sometimes, even if you put a lot of effort to maintain the friendships, it doesn't guarantee that your effort will paid off. Well, maybe this is what we called "LIFE". People always said that you must treasure your high school friends because they are the one who be friend with you regardless of who you are. Somehow I think this is quite true to me. OF COURSE, you may meet some true friends even after high school life. I met some, I guess? How about you?

08.01.2013

08.01.2013

04.01.2013

It's raining cat and dog. Thunder and lightning are partying.
When these combined together, it terrified people especially children.
When I was a child, I used to be afraid of thunder and lightning.
There is one piece of my memories that is unforgettable.
I remembered there was a time which rain heavily with thunder and lightning.
I was alone, I suppose I was playing with myself.
When the thunder struck, I quickly ran into my mother's arms.
I feel safe and secure when I am around with her.
Heavy downpour and thunder always able to strike my homesick.
Because it remind me of my mother and home.
I'm blogging this at hostel, alone and away from my home.
The rain is almost stop and the dark cloud had started to scatter.
Although the rainbow is still hiding behind somewhere,
but I know it's time to stop indulging in homesickness.
It's time to move on and rock my world!

02.01.2013 - Malaysia. Boleh.

Recently, there was an incident that caused an uproar in society.
A teenager who was arrested because of attempted to rape a lady in a gas station's toilet.
The news had spread on Facebook tremendously before it was on the newspaper.
In my opinion, there were two reasons why this incident had caused public indignation.
Firstly, the age of the perpetrator. A teenage boy who tried to rape a young female adult?
This should be the front-page of the newspaper! However, it didn't. Malaysia.
Flashback when you are a teenager, where were you doing at that time?
When I was a teenager, I was playing with my neighbours at the playground.
How about you all? I bet you wouldn't try to rape people like the boy did.
This incident really shocked me when I first read the post on Facebook.
It made me wondered what did his parents taught him.
It made me doubted the quality of Malaysia's education system.
It made me start to worry about the humanity and morality of youngsters.
The world is changing, and I wonder it is still at the "right" track.
The second thing that caused public outrage was the police's attitude.
The police asked whether or not to let the boy go. Do you think this is the right way?
For me, NO. The boy's intention had told us there must be something wrong about the boy.
Although he is still young, but don't you think the victim deserve a justice?
I'm not saying that the boy should go to jail or what.
At least he should be taught about what is right and what is wrong.
A simple principle and yet the police failed to understand.
I strongly doubted the quality of the police.
Not all the polices are like that, but there will always some black sheep among them.

Well, I guess this is what people called "reality".

01.01.2013

What was the most memorable things happened on 2012?
A question I heard from radio when I was in the car this afternoon.

The first thing that came across in my mind was my first anniversary.
Despite that night had an argument with Him, it was still a wonderful and unforgettable day.
I know he had put a lot of effort to make this day memorable for both of us.
Well, his effort paid off. At least, I will not forget what happened on 24th September 2012.
Besides that, 14th February 2012 was also unforgettable to me too.
It was my first time in life to celebrate Valentine's day, and for him as well.
That day, after my class finished and heading back to meet someone.
I saw a well-dressed guy with a bouquet of rose standing not far away from me.
He was not anyone, but my love one. He is not only my lover, but also one of my family.
Like other couples, we will fight and argue, but we are still loving each other.
Although he is not perfect and has weaknesses, but I'm glad and happy to have him.
Baby, just want you to know that I love you!

Apart from my love story, the most  memorable day in uni life was Colloquium presentation.
 I'm not a good public speaker. I got extremely nervous when I do public speaking.
I have no choice but to overcome my stage fright. Bit-by-bit, I learn to become a good speaker.
Thanks to my lecturer, Ms Winnie who gave me a chance to present in Colloquium.
Also not to forget to thanks my group mates who did a very good job in our assignment!

Lastly,I had a memorable and meaningful conversation with a good friend.
She has successful opened my Pandora's box and make me cried. HAHA
The fact was she unintentionally made me shared my inner feelings with her.
Anyway, I have learnt a lot from her, especially during the conversation we had.

This is my answer if you were to ask me
"What was the most memorable things happened on 2012"

The world did not end at 21st December 2012 as what the rumors said.
For me, it actually means just live your life fullest!
Happy New Year to all of you!!