Mountain of Sorrow

Handling with mountain of sorrow was not as easy as ABC

My life seemed like completely out of balance

Every inch of my being ached in extreme pain

Especially my heart because it was broken

It was like thousand of knives plunging into my heart

The most irony thing was I had to smile

As I vowed that I will smile until the end of my day

I wanted to dissolve into tears badly

But I was dehydrated

I have no more tears left in the window of the soul

I embraced myself tightly in the middle of the rains 

So that raindrops can pretended to be my tears

How I wished that the autonomic division of my body will stop functioning

So that my heart will stop beating and my lungs will stop breathing