不要以为我的妥协是一定的

我不是没有脾气只是不想和你吵

有时候真的很不喜欢你的所作所为

总是自以为是的，你知道你有时候真的很过分吗？

不要说我小气，因为你有时候的话真的很伤人

算了～也许我和你就是不对盘

31.08.2010

Merdeka ~ Merdeka~ Merdeka~

That's all for my patriotism !!!

I'm not a patriotic person so that all what i can do!

Don't expect me to write something about it~

Today is the last day of August, have you notice this yet?

HAHA! I know I'm asking stupid question!

Holiday gonna end soon and new semester gonna start SOON!

New subjects~ New Lecturer~ New Friends~ NEW LIFE!!

I'm looking forward for the coming semester :)

Hope it will be alright~ HAHA.

Need to study hard already~ cannot play play~

To all my college mate~ LETS US DO OUR BEST!!

My life.

Sometime I just hate being Melissa Sen.

Well, but i have nothing to do to with that.

Because I am Melissa Sen, what a pathetic life.

Even I change my name but in deep of my heart,

I'm still Melissa Sen Yen Yen~

I have a weak body? Yeap , I do.

That's the reason why I hate myself?

Yeap~ I can say part of it.

But who don't get sick? Everyone does >.<

But why I always get sick at the wrong timing?

"WHY ME?" "WHY AT THIS TIME"

Who to blame on? No one but me?

Asthma is one of my best friend?

To be honest, i hate it very much.

But I can't stop it for visiting me, right? Can I?

Well, because of it I miss out a lot of things especially memories.

When I was a little kid,

I cannot join camp with my friends.

I cannot drink cold drinks like other.

I cannot go swim with my friends.

I cannot run because is dangerous.

When I grow up and it less to visit me,

I joined camp, but high fever came.

I run, swim and drink cold drinks, but I need my medicine.

Sometimes I even end up with went to hospital?

I still remembered that time went to hospital due to asthma at midnight.

And the next day was my biology exam, what a good experience.

I cannot live without my medicine.

Even now I'm a bit more healthy but still the fact doesn't change.

I still need medicine for continue living.

Without medicine, I'm nothing.

That's part of my life.

28.08.2010

Like usual, today is just another "lame" day.

Mom's phone call wake me up :( urghhhhh

I can't even recall what she told me :P

Then saw Eunice's message, asking wanna go Genting or not.

Hmm.. I asked my mom and she said CAN.

But I think is better for me to stay at hostel

Because last night I asthma due to that day drink too much cold drinks.

But no worries, it was not that serious :)

So i text-ed Eunice again said I'm not going.

Watch drama for whole afternoon xD

Oh ya! The weather is damn hot today!!!

I really BEH TAHAN! My laptop as well! IT FELT HOT TOO!!

So I on the air condition and go oi oi ~

When I woke up already 7.30pm XD

Then Shi Wei accompany me go eat, MCD.

We chi chat about 1.5 hours!!!!

hahahhahahahahhahahahahaha

Tonight one of my senior drop a comment on my wall

and i was like "huh???" hahahaha

because he never find me before this and so suddenly he find me >.<

Then the Mr Justin come and 38 with us >.<

haha.. Both also my senior actually :D

Tonight me and Renee gila horoscope :D

What I wanna say is this kind of thing just read it for fun.

Entertainment, kill time only.

So just dont so mind it or care so much.

Time to bed even though is early :)

Good Night :)

27.08.2010

Today we need to select our group and arrange our timetable!!!

Well, one word : " FRUSTRATED". Really FML ~

Because not all of us took the same elective subjects.

So it is a herculean task to arrange same class for all of us :(

Well, luckily all of us can study English together :D

I have 2 classes that same with Jie Jie :) TEEHEE!!!

BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I also have 2 classes that same with Stupiak Nicholas!!

Oh my~ We didn't arrange the timetable but also got same class!

Jie Jie also has 2 classes same with him~ pity us~

HAIZ~ Forget about that!!!!!!!!

I'm not satisfy with my timetable lea~

I have no class on Friday! So my class all squeeze together~

I'm gonna die soon ~ haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~~~~~~~~~~~

Never mind! I take it as a challenge for my new semester :P

Thanks to Denzie and Jie Jie, the rest of my holiday will not bored till die x.x

I plan to watch it but now I'm tired so when i wake up i just watch it lar :)

Night Night :)

我喜欢，不，我爱

Recently addicted to this song “我喜欢，不我爱” by 严爵。

The lyric is simple and easy to understand, but it is sweet and lovable.

The melody is so "cute" ? haha xD Whatever~ I love it so much!!!!

作词:严爵作曲:严爵


我喜欢你的眼看着我的眼
我喜欢你的脸贴着我的脸

我喜欢你的手牵着我的手
我喜欢你的口吻着我的口
时间在改变你不要改变

因为我很爱你不想要你放弃爱情
友情这段得来不易
我爱你真的是很爱你所以想
就这样继续爱下去

时间在改变你不要改变

因为我很爱你不想要你放弃爱情
友情这段得来不易
我爱你真的是很爱你所以想
就这样继续爱下去

因为我很爱你不想要你放弃爱情
友情这段得来不易
我爱你真的是很爱你所以想
就这样继续爱下去
因为我很爱你不想要你放弃爱情
友情这段得来不易
我爱你真的是很爱你所以想
就这样继续爱下去

LRC歌词来自：http://www.51lrcgc.com/asp/lrc.asp?id=20100424dFeMk7

*If you never listen to this song, try to go youtube search for it :)

26.08.2010

Well, I'm officially back to my college life? HAHA

"Boring" is the only word that I familiar with since I back here.

No anime, drama and movie equal NO LIFE.

Without them, my life become dull and miserable.

Unfortunately, I watched all the precious "them" at Kk.
So now i have no more them to entertain me and this simply mean that

"I am going to die soon because of this perpetual situation~!!!!!"

SO, in order to live longer I have ask my friend to bring "them" to me!

Today my result released, guess what?

My result was quite okay? At least I'm satisfy with that.

I got Distinction for my Finite Maths and Credits for English, Study Skills and Computing Principles.

Thanks God I didn't fail any subjects, if not I need to retake it.

It is annoying to retake a subject you know!

You need to pay $1400 for one subject and it took tons of time too!

Plus you need to redo all the projects and re-attend those classes !

So, I am happy that I don't need to retake~ Woohooo

For those who retake, add oil and gambateh :)

After I back hostel, 1st thing i did was on my laptop!

lol~ Such a boring life i had in hostel~ GET MY LIFE!

Well, at least got something to do, better then nothing.

Have a nice chat with Jamie Foo :)

She had homesick, such a poor thing >.<>

Have a nice skype call with Nicholas and Aaron :P

Recently we all crazy 王力宏 new song :DDD

hahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahhahah

Do Do DO DO do do do u love me :P

now already 1.43am

i think i need to go to bed now :)

ciao.

love you all

爱哭包和胆小鬼

我发现最近的我很爱哭

是荷尔蒙作祟还是眼泪太多？

是前者还是后者

我想这并不是重点吧

后来想想。。原来

是“爱哭包”在作怪

“爱哭包”是我小时候的封号

和我住同一条街的街坊

没有一个是没听过的我哭声

“爱哭包”爱哭是因为“胆小鬼”害的

小时候胆子特别小

遇到陌生人也会哭

上小学也哭

什么是都要哭就对啦

可是不知道从何时开始

“爱哭包”不见了

消失的无影无踪

好像人间蒸发了一样

可是偶尔还是到回来

我想他最近想念我

所以回来找我叙旧

原点

依旧的门牌

依旧的书桌

依旧的电脑

依旧的位子

依旧的 我

敲打着电脑的键盘

一子一句述说我的

被隐藏的情感

坐在老位子

唯一变的是

那该死的天气

温度高的吓人

咳 又回到原点了

那沉闷又麻烦的生活

离开

在这片土地逗留的时间

还剩下将近三十个小时

三十个小时过后

我就要带着我的行李

坐上飞机远离这片土地

现在的心情很复杂

说不清是什么样的滋味

我终于知道

回家的感觉真好

有爸妈的感觉超棒

原来我也是个幸福的小孩

虽然家里不是名门望族

也不是什么豪门之类的

可是这就是我家

独一无二的家

突然很不舍得这个家

有种不想回去的感觉

写着写着

眼泪竟然流了

哭红了双眼

却改不了现实的残酷

擦干了眼泪

却抹不去想家的痕迹

那里只有

冷冰冰的一张床

我努力奋斗的一张书桌

和一直陪伴我的猴子

等着我的归来

唯一让我感到欣慰的

那里有一班关心的我朋友们

还好有你们的陪伴

我真的很开心能够认识你们

要不是有你们的关心与鼓励

我都不知道我如何度过这些难关

谢谢你们的陪伴

让我有勇气奋斗下去

让我们一起加油

好不好？

我们一起努力

创造属于我们自己的一片天空

让我们展翅飞翔

Another Guy.

This guy is Gordon Lo.

My another gor gor :)

He transfered to my class when I was Form3.

At that time, I thought he was a LC guy.

However, you will find out that he is a nice guy if you know him more.

We started to know each other more when we was Form 4.

Even though we was not same class,

(because he is smarter than me)

but it doesn't matter for us to maintain our friendship.

Oh ya, I'm younger than him 2 days.

He is the eldest among our buddy.

That's why we call him "Gor Gor"

We live at the same housing area.

We same class when we are Form 5

So my mom fetch us go to school and back.

That's why we become more friend.

Besides that, we have some similarity too.

We both are Hakka people.

Our hometown are some too :)

We love to play pool :D

Now he went to Miri to study liao~

Sure will miss him a lot :P

22.08.2010

星期天

本来因该早起的我

却迟迟不肯醒来

非得要等到太阳公公来叫我起身

屁屁被晒的热烘烘才肯起身

睁开眼睛，时针的位置赶跑了睡虫

快要十二点了，我还约了人家吃午餐的呢

快快去梳洗然后叫妈妈载我去目的地

吃完了午餐

我，无所事事

朋友都在忙

离要去看电影的时间还有一个小时

做什么好呢？

呵呵，去网吧逛逛呗

（其实去玩SDO）

好久没玩了

好想念哦

而且都退步了呢

然后去看电影咯

哈哈

本来打算看

The Last Airbender

可是时间不刚

只好看

恋爱通告

爱情片

满好看的

可是还是比较喜欢看

动作片或侦探类型的电影

这电影不错看

因为有帅哥看和好歌听

我想很多人都看了吧

因为上映满就了呢

对了对了

还有一件好笑的事情

就是那个Gordon

他在很远的地方跟我挥手

我给他的反应是

“huh?谁来的哦？我认识的啊？”

而他竟然听到我讲的话

我们后来有一起喝茶

他告诉我的

我才发现原来是他哦

都认不出是他

因为发型变了

哈哈

他今晚又飞回sarawak

会想念他哦

本来呢今天算是美好的一天

可是呢偏偏天公不作美

让一个无赖破坏了这美好的一天

算了

不想谈这个无赖

在这里祝福Gordon一路顺风

会很想你哦

你加油吧

如果你想知道我在写什么

去叫人帮你翻译吧 gor gor

谁叫你不会读华语

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

Birthstone

September

Sumptuous sapphire is the birthstone associated with September, and this gem has been linked with faith and purity, as well as foresight. It was thought that the stronger the sparkle of the gem, the more faithful and honest the wearer.

These birthstones look stunning in all types of jewellery, especially in white gold and platinum metal. However, sapphires can come in other colours as well as blue. These are strong and durable gems that will last for years to come, and can be passed down to future generations.

(http://ezinearticles.com/?The-Beauty-and-Meaning-of-Birthstones&id=35389)

20.08.2010

Seriously,

nothing to blog recently.

Because,

almost everyday stay at home.

Daily routine,

Sleep, eat, toilet, facebook, msn, and drama.

What a lame life i had in KK.

Don't you agree too?

Well well well

Although,

life here is quite lame(seriously)

but is happy to back home(i think so)

Because ,

is my home le weiiiii~

Actually at kl life also LAME.

Not a big difference between both of them.

Conclusion,

MY LIFE IS LAME.

Anyway,

Get used to it before it is too late.

What a lame post i wrote.

JUST WANNA UPDATE MY BLOG

BUT NOTHING TO UPDATE

ARGHHHHHH
FML.

18.08.2010

今天心情不爽到极点

最好不要惹恼我

我的怒点今天超低

真的是

！·#￥%……—*（）——

17.08.2010

我又被人放飞机了

当你说明天不能的时候

我真的失望透顶了

可是我却对你说

“哦，没关系呀。改天好了”

我好假哦，对吧？

我想我因该也习惯了吧

不论是你还是其他人

反正你们都爱放我鸽子的啊

可是不论被放了多少次飞机

心里还是会很难过的啊

希望就好像气球被你用针刺破

可是又不能告诉对方

所有的苦只好往肚子里吞

想找人哭诉但好朋友都没在线上

心情真的很闷很闷

只好找个他来抱怨一下

他说不要为了小事而不开心

我知道这或许很小事

可是我还是会难过啊

可显然他好像不懂哦

算了吧毕竟他不是它

也满感谢他的说

听我废话了一大堆

不，因该是看了我废字一堆

算了吧，不想了

继续看我的偶像剧吧

显然真正的委屈是说不出口的

My Church Friends 女生篇

她叫 Genevieve, 今年十八岁

我们也认识满久了，大概有八九年了吧

她是个很直率，开朗的女生

你不能说她很成熟，因为她有时候超幼稚

他很MAN哦～跟男生比

真的是有过而无不及

她喜欢低调，不喜欢高调

因为她会不好意思哦

人家虽MAN，可是还是会害羞的啦

别看她大邋邋，人家可有细心的一面哦

每次教会有出外活动的时候

她都会很照顾我哦

因为本小姐我体弱多病嘛

还记得有一次我们去郊外过夜

我因为伤口发炎而发高烧

是她把我照顾的无微不至的哦

本小姐我啊还真的满感动的说

她叫秀慈哦～美女来的叻

她今年十九岁，大我一年

她还是我的学姐呢

我们很早就认识了

可是却很少交谈

因该是几乎没有

后来因为去圣印

让我们有机会更认识彼此

在我印象里，她的身体也还满弱的

尤其是肠胃，常常作怪

她非常非常瘦哦！真羡慕叻

她很健谈哦～什么都可以聊

她很成熟，尤其是外表

这位小姐叫JoJo,　也是我的老婆

哦!她也是Genevieve的妹妹哦

可是总是有人认为Jojo是姐姐而Genevieve是妹妹

不知道该说她成熟还是Genevieve长的年轻哦

她是个很可爱的女生，比我年轻一岁

常常扮演开心果的角色

是个很不错的朋友

她超级健谈，超级哦

标准见色忘友

现在满嘴挂着她的他

有时候真的顶不顺她

可是也不能怪她啦

因为人家与人家分隔两地

一个星期只能见两次

流浪汉世界杯

这一部电影非常有意义

它是一部福音电影

这是真人真事改编的

如果你正处于人生中的低潮

不妨看看这部电影吧

黑暗中真的会有光明哦

把困难当成一个学习的机会

流浪汉都能去踢世界杯

为什么你不可以成功呢?

故事大纲　（摘自http://baike.baidu.com/view/2209011.htm）

　“灯笼街”这名字，似乎就是代表着“被遗忘”的意思，华灯初上，就会看到这里住满了以街当屋、以地当床，来自五湖四海的各路人物，仿佛时间都停顿在这里，与外面的世界隔绝一样。

　　但“天无绝人之路，苍天总会为人预备出路！”在灯笼街上的另一边厢，一个热血社工，誓要将尊严和希望，重新放在他们生命中。有十多年服侍社会最低下阶层人士以及流浪汉的资深社工张东健，自少生于破碎家庭，流浪街头，一直过着没有明天的日子，就在他十三岁的一个寒夜，在黑暗的后巷垃圾堆中，一热心的外籍老牧师带着“一道光”来寻着他，牧师的人生使命：“用尽一生去寻找圈外的羊，坚持到底，定必看到上帝亲手绘画的雨后彩虹。”成为东的人生立志，愿为社会上最难接触和改变，对自己都放弃的街头流浪者，倾尽自己的一生。

　　东从互联网看到一段报道德国第一届为无家者而设的“流浪汉世界杯”的新闻，誓要藉着一个平凡的足球，点燃一颗颗流浪的心灵，召集由流浪汉组成，看似荒谬绝伦的“曙光足球队”，更希望能冲出香港，参加第一届的“流浪汉世界杯”。

　　一班乌合之众拉集成军，虽然经历多次球队的起跌和危机，但士气高昂，生命再一次被燃起，人生再一次着了火，但挑战对世人总是绝不手软，这班“流浪汉”能否达成梦想，代表香港参加“世界杯”呢？他们能否并肩踢出人生的下半场，还自己生命一个神迹呢？

不妨看看这电影吧～

只是好朋友

我很喜欢和你相处的时候

很舒服也很自然

记得以前有段时间超喜欢你的

曾经也暗示过你

可是你却装傻说我们只是好朋友

虽然我们很少联络

可是当我和你再次见面的时候

喜欢你的感觉依旧

但我知道我们就只能当好朋友

我该开心还是难过

喜欢你不是一两天的事情了

对你只能有单纯的喜欢

我不能跨越你给我的那条线

因为你说我们就只是朋友

虽然现在我们在不同的地方求学

也很少，几乎没有联络

可是偶尔还是会想念你

不知道你有没有想起过我

好戏分享

咖啡王子一号店是个非常非常非常好看的一部韩国偶像剧哦！

虽然这是一部很久以前的韩剧来的，因该是三年前的吧

可是真的真的值得一看的一部偶像剧呢！

演员们都很帅很漂亮呢

当然故事情节也非常精彩啦

我花了两天时间把它看完

内容简介就上网查吧

哈哈哈哈哈

我给这部偶像剧

五颗星

四位主角们

我最喜欢的一对情侣

他们真的真的很甜蜜哦

超喜欢看到他们一起的情景

他们可真的是排除一切困难而在一起

当然也不可忘记主角身后的配角们

他们也都很帅很可爱

如果看了的话，一定要从看

如果还没有看的话，赶快去看吧

有些话

Mr J.

有些话摆在我心里满久了，一直很想告诉你。可是始终都没有鼓起勇气来告诉你。我不知道你会不会看到，但我想把这些都写出来。其实你在我心里有个很特别的位子哦。毕竟曾经爱你爱得那么深，想不特别都有点难吧？你是那个把我宠坏的天使，也是那个让我清醒过来的恶魔。本身已经很大小姐脾气的我，因为你的疼，你的宠让我变本加厉。也是因为你的冷漠无情，冷言冷语让我清醒过来的。你宠我宠上天，也让我一瞬间掉进地狱。那时侯的我可糟透了，连看到你都会哭而这样的情况持续了半年。那时你可真的把我伤到“99” 啊~ 那时侯的唯一遗憾就是我都不知道你在等待我的改变，要是我知道必定会为你而改变。不管怎么说都好，反正都已经是陈年往事了。谢谢你让我知道被人疼爱的感觉，因为你我知道什么叫幸福。谢谢你让我伤心欲决，因为你我知道太阳不是围着我绕的，凡事都要体谅别人的感受。（我很努力了哦）还有还有，谢谢你教我画画。虽然我的画画现在还是那么烂，但我永远都不会忘记你教我画的眼睛。回忆永远都是最美丽的，不论是快乐的或是伤心的。所以，谢谢你带给我的甜美的回忆。没能和你在一起是我的遗憾，但故事早已画上完美的句号。所以我祝你和你的另外一半永远幸福快乐哦！其实这真的是很就以前的事了，会想起纯粹是因为无意间看回以前写过的一些“日记”。不管了，要保重哦~

痛

在这世界上有各种各样的痛

今天我要写的痛是

相爱却没能在一起的痛

这种痛对我来说并不陌生

因为经历过了

这种痛

即使眼泪都流下

却哭不出声音来

说不出的心痛

你的心

就好像被一块大石头

压着了

你的心

就好像揪在一起

早一面目全非

我们并非活在小说里

结局不可能永远都是“Happy Ending”

每一个决定

都是决定你以后的路程

所以加油了各位！

07.08.2010

Photo of the Day :)

This My First Teddy Bear

This is my lovely bolster!

Miss it so much :D

Today went to Citymall

Oh ya, my church is inside a mall~

HAHA, COOL right xD

I went there around 1pm

but youth start at 4pm~

So I go accompany my mother shopping lur

Then we went to Popular

BOOK BOOK BOOK!!!

I capture some book title

Because IT SO FUNNY

WAKAKAKAKAKAKA

I should upload this

and tag all the sui po

and some of my friends :P

hoh~ I'm still single >.<

I should tag GENEVIEVE and myself :P

After that i went to my Cousin, Ying ying there

go kacau her~

HAHAHAHHAAHAH

At 3pm i went to church

hahahahahha

i went there to play the guitar

Yeng Boh???

HAHA xD

After Youth then eat dinner with Genevieve, JoJo and her bf :P

Then Balik Rumah lor

Because the driver, Genevieve SICK!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

p/s: JIE JIE FAST FAST GO SLEEP!

NOW ALREADY 3.08AM!!

06.08.2010

Photo Of The Day

I cut my front hair

But it didn't make a big difference for me

Tonight went out with Meow, Eve and Aaron/

Long time no see

But they still like last time

Funny and Friendly

After Aaron fetch Meow

He went to Fetch me

I told him the direction once

Then he found my place

HE IS AWESOME

After that fetch Eve

Then go Damai Yam Cha

I ordered this

but I not cannot recall what it name

Anyway, IS TOO SWEET for me !!!

After Yam cha then we went to Classic play pool.

See his hand

Is PEACE!!

OH MY~~

DAMN YENG!

Lucies and Wei Qi

Told ya my friend play pool with PEACE!!

HAHAHAH

My Room

This is my room :)

Got a bit messy >.<

Paiseh~

This is my Gong Zai Army~ LOL!!

Sometimes I will sleep on this sofa instead of my bed!

HAHAHAHA

As you can see

This is my table xD

Can you see my picture???

Cute lea~(SWEAT!!)

My Booksss :))))))

I love to read!!!!

装傻

经过那么多年了

对你的好感一直都还在

你明明知道的

可是你却一直在装傻

也许我们真的只适合当朋友

你一直都很优秀

希望你在课业上一切顺利

我相信你以后一定有一番作为

加油~我会支持你的

05.08.2010

Second day at Kota Kinabalu.

Yesterday night I watch TV until I fall asleep.

So I end up sleep on the sofa at the first night at KK.

Last night was fun, hang out with my old friend, Genevieve.

Celebrate her birthday, I laughed non-stop last night.

It was elated to meet a friend that long time no see :)

Today I went for breakfast or brunch with my family~

I forgot to take the picture but it was just a normal food >.<

Afternoon went to Damai with Ckk and Clement.

We went to play pool and yam cha at Yoyo.

Photo of the day :)

This is Clement

This is Chong Kian Khong, aka CKK

Ckk and Melissa

Melissa and a stupiak =P

They are going back to Miri this Saturday.

Sure will miss them a lot :(

Curtin there got so many lok yuk students

it was too bad Curtin no psychology

BUT HELP also not bad la

Cause got many sui po there :P

KL friends, I want introduce fruit that you guys never eat before

It is a fruit call dalab

I don't think you can find it at KL

I wish i can bring to you guys

but unfortunately cannot :P

It taste sweet sweet sweet :)

YUMMY~

I love to eat this!!

To all my lao posssss at kl:

I will take picture of my house SOON.

So SOON you will know the place that I've been live for 17years.

P/s: Normally my SOON is.......... haha.. SO you guys know lar~

I will post it when I'm not lazy :)

but i will update my daily life at kk here..

Oh ya, JIE JIE

TODAY I'M FULL TOO :)

Forgot to tell you when i FULL.

so i write it here .. HEHE :P

固执

话说我家与住我隔壁再隔壁家的亲戚闹僵了

原因真的让我很词穷和无奈

据我家人的情报说

因为新年的时候

我表弟带舞狮头来我我家

我老爸是属于保守派的基督徒

极度不喜欢这一类的东东

所以就大声责骂我的表弟

因此关系就闹僵了

你说是不是很幼稚

我觉得很无奈

因为在所有亲戚当中

只有那一家是我最熟络的

现在却因为这一点点的小事而闹的不愉快

真的很不了解大人的想法

他们不是因该比我们小孩子更成熟的吗？

为何却要为了这些小事而闹的不愉快？

人生有多少个十年？

六个？七个？还是十个？

既然我们无法预测明天

那不如我们活在当下

开开心心不好吗？

是都要把场面弄僵才甘愿

大人有时候真的很无聊

真搞不懂他们在想什么

希望长大了不要像他们一样

但我怀疑真的能吗？

未来很近但却无法触摸

过去似乎走远了

但却好像还停留着

所以珍惜当下每一分每一秒

不要让愤怒家奴自己的情绪

不要等失去了才后悔

到时候就真的后悔莫及了

所以有时候真的不要那么固执和小气

写出来是要提醒自己也要提醒大家

Aaron Looi

Today I'm going to blog him, Aaron Looi

also as known as my only gor gor at college :)

We same class for the first three weeks.

I still remember the first time I talk with him was in Mr Dharminder's class.

We need to introduce ourselve in front of everyone, at the stage.

He sit next to me, we both was nervous

However, we did quite fine at the stage.

Sometimes, is quite difficult for us to communicate

He is a banana, simply mean Chinese but don't speak Mandarin.

He only know how to speak English and Cantonese.

Well, everyone know that my Cantonese poor.

And I can't speak in English well .

So, until now we communicate through "rojak" language :)

He desperate for driving without parent.

And he promised me one day will fetch me yam cha.

Gor Gor, I'm waiting your one day.

This is the only picture that we took together

Somehow, I love this picture very much

First time we play pool together :)

It was fun to hang out with him.

Since that day, he keep say that i sapu him 99

LOL

but the truth is i very cha one~

That day win him cause luck only nia~

First time he played my guitar =)

He LOOK pro in this picture.

He keep says that he wanted to learn how to play guitar.

HAHA! But I'm noob la~

He is a kind and caring person.

Even though sometimes he may look silly

But is fun to hang out with him

When you need help

he definitely will be there for you

company you

comfort you

even though you din't ask for that much

At least, whenever i was down

he was the one who be with me

I mean like accompany me

chat in msn or skype call me

I never ask that much from him

But whenever I need someone

He was there

He always take care me

like the day we eat after movie

Is my pressure to met such good friend like you gor gor.

We may not understand each other well.

But whenever i need help, you will be there for me.

So, whenever you need me, i will be there for you too.

Just like what you did to me =)

p/s: Don't think too much after reading this post. I know what you guys thinking!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH

03.08.2010

不因该在脸书找你的

真的是犯贱，贱骨头

我问你在那里

你说在新的家

还叫我要照顾自己

真的是讽刺啊

我实在不想多说什么

可是你真的假惺惺作态

算了，反正结局都不会改变

我也懒得去理会

算我犯贱吧

大道理

大道理有谁会不懂呢？当然排除婴儿在里面。

智者之所以厉害，不是因为他或她懂大道理。

而是他或她实行了大道理而不是单单明白它。

智者其实也只是凡人，只是他们看透了而我们看不透的点；

放下了我们放不下的世事，这就是他们的厉害之处。

与其说他们厉害，到不如说我们愚昧。

愚昧也有愚昧的好

智者也有智者的好

选择是在您的手上

那么您的选择是什

切记千万别看小愚昧的人

因为他们也许是智者

深处的声音

最近心情起伏不定，很容易就伤心起来。

老实说，我真的不明白我到底为什么会这样。

最近，变的不想早睡觉。喜欢玩电脑玩到累了才睡。

因为这样才能一躺在床上就入眠，那么我就不会想太多。

有些东西我们选择不去想，可是并不代表它不存在。

问题就算放了十年，终究还是问题。

你有试过被你自己的好朋友当成是镜子而原因却是不明吗？

我当了一面镜子六个月，虽然到最后还是和好了。

可是原因至今还是不明，半年来我竟然当了一面镜子六个月了。

对不起的话我说到口都麻痹了，可是换回来的却是冷言冷语。

那半年里，我很努力的挽回我珍惜的友情。

可是，我所做的一切一切都是徒劳无功。

我放弃了，可是问题不断找我麻烦。

我头发开始掉，掉到最后变成光头了。

难以想象吧？有没有想过我究竟如何度过呢？

我搞自闭，把自己关在房间。

自暴自弃，不肯去上学。

不敢看镜子，因为镜子里有怪物。

你知道那时候我多想死掉吗？

我真的想那一把刀在手腕上割下去

我多想从我房间跳下去，可惜不够高。

如果换作你是我，你会怎样呢？

你有试过你的一班朋友自己去玩，而你去自己叫妈妈来载回家吗？

我永远都不会忘记那种被遗弃的痛。

在车上眼泪不停的流下来，妈妈问我为什么哭。

我摇摇头，看着窗外，但眼泪却没有停过。

到家了，自己冲会房间哭，可是不能哭出声音。

因为家人会听到，我不要他们问长问短。

这是我心里的一道疤痕，愈合了可是却忘不了那种感觉。

每次回想起这件事，眼泪总是不听使唤自己流下来。

也许我所经历的没有像外面可怜人士那么可怜

可是这样的人生我已经受够了

心里已经容纳不下新的伤口了

所以问题求你你不要在找我了

我已经心疲力尽了

难道你不累吗

你真的那么喜欢折腾我吗

求你了

别来找我

好吗

拜托了

Barney

For those who same age as me sure watch Barney during childhood before.

This cartoon was awesome !!! I Love Barney so much when I was a child.

Life goes on, and now I have turn to a young lady and no longer a kid.

Times pass in a blink of an eye, it is too fast until you cannot notice it.

Even though now I'm no longer a kid, but I still like the Barney show.

He taught us moral values and how to be a better person.

Oh ya, I won't forget the ending song; I love you.

I love you

You love me

We are happy family

With a great big heart

And a kiss from me to you

Won't you say you love me too

I love you

You love me

We're best friends

Like friend should be

With a great big hug

And a kiss from me to you

Won't you say you love me too

The lyric is meaningful and the melody is simple and nice.

Don't you think that way too? =)

Well, What I'm trying to say is be yourself.

We may now grew up a bit and more mature than last time.

However, we still can have fun and enjoy our life like what we did when we are a kid.

Try to put aside your mask, and listen to your heart.

How long you have not laugh in jubilant?

How long you have not sleep like a baby?

How long you have not been to the beach?

Don't you feel tired of keep rushing with time?

Try to slow down your pace and look around you.

Is there anything you missed out?

Family? Friends? Lover? Or others?

How long you have not say I love you to someone?

Time passed simply mean gone.

There are no u-turn sign board in our life.

Like what people said, Life no take 2(Chinese).

Appreciate what you had now, because there are a lot of misfortune people at outside.

Be happy, Stay merry and Feel ecstatic :)

Choice is always in our hand.

God had prepared different roads for us, and we are the one who choose one of them.

Good Night, or I should say Good morning everyone ?

Now already 3.30AM. Who care? BYE BYE =P

The only one.

Well, I have a good news to announce.

Lucies and Wei Qi finally become couple =)

Even though they didn't officially announce but there is a BIG HINT in someone's blog.

Anyway, congratulation to both of them. HEHE

At the mean time, I have become the only single and available among my "sui po".

This also mean that I'm a big big light bulb, more specifically ; a high voltage light bulb.

Renee said "enjoy single life meh" , I'm enjoying single life and also being a single light bulb.

I'm a light bulb, this doesn't change even I came to KL.

I wonder is this consider fate of my life? HAHA xD Joking.

Life goes on, who care about that? Right? Hmmmm....

That's all for today.

Hey, RENEE! I know you are reading this.

This post is specially for you.

Because you request me to write de!

HAHA