30.09.2010

Helloooooooo =)

Tomorrow is CTS quiz and I haven't study yet~

I know I supposed to be studying instead of online-ing!!

I just cant stop myself !! Internet is too attractive~

Last minute then only want to start to do revision.

I need to change!!! I cannot be like this forever !

This semester is super stress, had a hectic life~

Tonight cannot sleep~ Need to study!!!

I already ask for two 3in1 Nescafe from Ellie.

Wish me luck!!!

Need to off lo~

Ciao.

Instant Death.

I just back from outside.

Went to Yam Cha with Crazy fellows again.

I don't really know what's the place name.

But I seriously wont go there again with them anymore.

They ordered a SUPER HOT & SPICY Hotdog for me.

Denzie said if i can finished it then I can get my present!

And I finished IT!!! And almost ONE BIG GLASS OF JUICE!

I MEANT IT~ THE GLASS WAS DAMN BIG !

HAHA! Denzie don't forget my present =P

But the Paul LC said that not that spicy~

Because last time he went there and finished the hotdog.

Then Vincent go order again for Paul.

Vincent complaint that the hotdog was not spicy at all and ask them make it more spicy.

You can imagine How Paul look like after eating one bite of the hotdog!

He sweats. he cries, and he spits it out ~ LOL!!!!

Then he force all the guys eat!!!

At the end

Denzie cried and sweat a lot

Vincent's face changed

Aaron not really serious because the part that he ate not that spicy

I'm the one who didn't eat that "super f***ing hot and spicy hotdog"

name that created by Denzie~

HAHAHAHAHAH

OMG~

When at car i cant stop laughing~

THey all so funny!!!!!

Pity pity them :D

Well

My stomach feeling not well too

but not as serious as they had!!

HAHAHAHA

Hey, my crazy fellows~

Please take good care ya!!!

Ciao.

Night.

29.09.2010

Good Morning People~

Today is a special day xD

Because it is someone's birday !

Ya~ Today is Vincent Birthday !!

This is Vincent that I always complaint bully me~

He is a nice guy (sometimes)

(Wonder how his gf can tahan him? HAHA!!!)

I'm joking la bro~ Chill~~~

This was the pre-celebration for all of us =)

we all born in September

Oh ya~ I mentioned that Vincent owe me pudding for my present right?

YA~ He really bought it for me!!

Thanks ya VINCENT =)

And

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YA =)

HAve a nice day!!!!

hahahahahahaha

Off to college now :P

bye.

28.09.2010

Today is yellow + sport shoes day!!

Today we all wear yellow shirt and sport shoes to college.

This guy is my CTS Lecturer

Today just get scolded by him

But honestly I hate CTS la.

Tonight is just another crazy + awesome night.

Went out for dinner, baguteh( I don't know how to spell)

With 2 awesome people.

Paul~~~~

Denzie ~~~

Paisehh

very sleepy now

Night people

have a sweet dream

Crazy Night.

Today definitely is a crazy night.

I just came back from outside.

Now the time is 2.15a.m.

Actually I supposed to be on bed NOW.

I mean 3hours ago I supposed to be on bed ALREADY.

There are two crazy people ask me go eat spaghetti.

And I followed them go!!! LOL

Because I was hungry just now >.<

I had my dinner at 6p.m.

Aaron Looi

One of the crazy people

Paul, Kwang Su

Another crazy fellow.

I got asked Vincent to join but he too late just replied me.

We went there around 11.40p.m I guess?

The weather was damn cold~

I'm freezing la~~

We eat and chit-chat there.

Around 1.20a.m. then we pay and go inside to Aaron's car

CONTINUE TALK CRAP!!

They shared their high school experiences and all those crazy stuff.

I realized that KL is really dangerous!!!

Especially AMPANG there >.<

We chat until 2a.m. then Aaron sent us back hostel.

The end of the crazy night.

Have a sweet dream crazy people =)

Random Pictures

2months ago

26th September

2months ago

26th September

Guess where is this place?

HAHA!! You're right!

It is MPH, Midvalley >.<

We went to there and took picture with same post!!!

Crazy! xD

Thank You!!!!!

I have wonder how many "thank you" I had said since yesterday until now?

Today really had a lot of fun with my darlingss :)

Details and pictures will update soon when i have the photos.

Some words from her heart to darlings

"I'm sorry for being emo today even though today is my birthday.

You all know woman sick la, imbalanced hormone that cause me moody!

Please don't worry!!!!!

Really thanks a lot for today!

I enjoyed it very much!!!

I meant it even thought I didn't show it!

I can't express my feel easily >.<

I don't know why~

Thanks for everything!

I know I'm the lucky one because you all sayang me very muchie~

You all are the one who always take good care of me~

And I'm the one who always manja~ LOL

Is my pleasure to meet all of you in college ~

I really have no idea how my life will be if without you guys?

Probably give up and back sabah~ LOL

Really love you all from deep down from my heart.

I'm sorry if i did anything wrong at the past~

Please tell me if i annoyed you guys~

I will improve~~~

I love to hold my friend's hand~

This symbolize our bonding in friendship.

I hope we can hold hand for the rest of my life.

No matter where are we and who are we~

Even though we may be apart in someday,

But I hope that the distance between our heart will never apart.

I don't simply hold my friend's hand.

Once I hold your hand, please don't let go.

Because this simply meant that I treasure you as my precious one.

Love."

Good night people.

Currently at Yann's house.

Need to sleep now!

25.09.2010

Photo of today.

This is a guitar as you all can see

And it is belongs to me :)

Yeap~ I play guitar

BUT I'm not pro at all.

Today Sze Yung invited us to his house for gathering.

I followed Aaron's car.

We were lost!!!!!!

We "sesat jalan" for almost 2hours!!!

OMG~~~~~~

Waiting for Sze Yung rescue us~

LOL

Luckily Aaron brought us to eat before we went to there.

Mood kinda down

I don't know why

And don't want to figure it out

Anyway

I enjoyed a lot fun there

We play candles ~

We made a love shape candle light

and etc

(Photos will upload SOON if someone upload it)

Oh ya~ did I tell you all that

I LOVE MONKEY very much??

This is my monkey :)

One of my darlings gave it to me before I came KL.

I love her and the monkey as well :)

I know I'm random !!!!

We play at his house until 12?

Then they sang birthday song to me ♥

Oh ya~ Today is my birthday :)

The Zoo Family gave me a book :)

Thanks ya for you all hard work!

I appreciated what you all had did to me~

I love you all!!!!!!!!

Muackzzzz :)

Thanks to Aaron too :)

He brought me to play POOL!

My favorite sports :D

Thanks ya guyss~

I really had a lot of fun tonight :)

OH YA!!!

Before I forgot

VINCENT

Don't forget my puddin !!!

24.09.2010

Tonight is a lonely night.

I'm alone, mentally and physically.

There is no one that I can talk to.

How pathetic life I had.

I only left music that can accompany.

Maybe I should do some research for my assignment.

Hmmm. What a good idea.

Bye.

♥

♥

我想我不会爱你

虽然已经爱上你

可是我会远离你

只因为爱你

非能人所能

我宁愿强迫自己

忘记你

都不要放任自己

喜欢你

只因为爱你

非能人所能

只能说

我没有

在对的时间

遇上对的人

♥

Hey Bro!

Hey!

I seriously don't know what was in your mind!

I didn't expect you to treat me like your girlfriend!

BUT PLEASE RESPECT ME AS A FRIEND, CAN OR NOT?!

I hate people keep making jokes on me OFTEN!

Once in awhile I still CAN bear with that!
BUT NOT EVERY TIME WE MET!

Like you slap on my face then you say sorry!

Is this how you treat your friend?

I DON'T THINK SO!!!

DID I DO ANYTHING WRONG THAT DESERVED YOUR HUMILIATION ?

IF YES THEN TELL ME!!!!!!

I WILL IMPROVE !!!

BUT I SERIOUSLY DON'T KNOW WHAT I HAD DID TO YOU!!!!

I don't deserve what you did to me, OKAY!

I had already try to tolerate with you! EVERY TIME!

BUT what I got at the end was your insulting !!!!

HEY, don't you think you are A LITTLE BIT TOO OVER !!!

I'm just human, a girl who had done nothing wrong to you.

I'm a girl, physically and mentally .

PLEASE DON'T SAID THAT

"stop acting like a girl"

If you really that hate me then FINE!

Then please don't mess up MY LIFE.

I'm fine if you dislike me or hate me.

BUT PLEASE DON'T MESS UP MY LIFE.

Life without you is fine for me.

I don't even give a damn on it.

So if you really hate me then just bog off.

If you still treat me as a FRIEND,

please please at least RESPECT ME.

Ya, I talking about you Vincent.

I'm sick!!!!

Tomorrow got quiz some more!!!

really ..................

So cold :(

Running nose :((

Sore throat :(((

Stomachache :((((

STILL HAVEN'T FINISH REVISION :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

22.09.2010

Happy MoonCake Festival !!!!!

This is the first time that I celebrate without family and chinese lantern.

Well, I feel kinda lonely? and pity?

Tomorrow will be my Marketing Quiz so tonight I need to STUDY!

I think my parent are lonely too :(

Because now the house only left my dad, mom, sis and my grandma.

If compare to last 7years ago, my house sure very crowded.

All the relatives came and celebrated together.

We played chinese lantern and sometimes we accidentally BURNED it!!

However, now my house no longer crowded like last time.

My brother, sister and I were at KL.

I miss my family.

I want go back Sabah xD

For those who are same situation,

let us do our best :)

GAMBATEH !!!!

Today,

in the middle of Human Com class,

I suddenly found out that my wallet was not with me!

So,

after finished class,

I dashed out from the class.

I sprinted to desk there,

asked friends whether they saw my wallet or not.

Unfortunately,

my wallet was not there!!

OH MY!!!

I was damn worried!!

My IC, ATM card, resident card and etc all inside it!!

If I really lost it, I will definitely in trouble!

Then I thought of maybe Eunice help me kept it

So i sms her but wont delivered then I went to her classroom.

BUT BUT BUT!

The lecturer was still there teaching!

I waited and waited until she finished class,

then she told me that my wallet was with her~ LOL

To be honest, at that time I was ANGRY!!!

BUT I'm not angry my friendssss laaaaaa~

SERIOUSLY !! I MEANT IT!!! >.<

I know my face like shit when I was bad mood >.<

I'm sorry!!! I'm just too worry about my wallet!!!

我不知道我的心里

是否住着一个你

也许我只是害怕承认

因为只要一旦承认了

我会奋不顾身的陷下去

爱你真的是非能人所能

更何况我不知道你的心

是否住着某某人

我是个胆小的人

我并不勇敢

所以我不冒险

请容许我小小的骄傲

来维持我的尊严

♥

Meaningful lyric to me :)

"为什么

心揪在一起

我不想再哭泣

把我的手交给你

再微笑

是因为我有你"

This is the a part of the song's lyric

I can't remember the rest , so.... haha

Oh ya.. This is a church song.

21.09.2010

Babe Stephy and Me

Today is her birthday

Happy Birthday ya Babe :)

Today she fall down at college

What a poor little girl (emotive language!)

Be more careful arrrrrr

love♥♥♥.

I have a nice day today.

Have a nice conversation with Jie Jie.

She is so funny, I MEANT IT!

Since a long time didn't I have a good chat with her.

We should always do that la JIE JIE.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Today I ate tom yam TWICE!

First time is with Jie Jie

( I forgot the restaurant name >.<)

Then went to secret recipe with Eunice them after moral class

LOL

JIE JIE!

Please stop eating fast food and sweets.

Please stop drinking cold drinks!!

Please drink more water!!

If I caught you eat any junk food and fast food and drink cold drinks,

WATCH OUT!!!!!

Hungry jor~ want go eat!

tom yam fried rice!

OH MY!

I'm so TOM YAM today

~.~

Sometimes

I just don't know

what is in my mind actually.

I don't understand myself.

I don't know what I want.

Confusing.

♥

20.09.2010

Today is not my day. I've lost my ONLY pencil case in college. Really OMG-ing!!!

Today is not Yann's day. Her stomach was not feeling well. She went to toilet during the class!!!

Today is not Eunice's day. She got annoyed by a stupid fellow!!!

=In conclusion, today is just not our day!!!!!!

Seriously, I feel like I've lost my way.

Pressure on my shoulder is so heavy.

I have tons of assignments, I mean it.

Feel like wanna give up, but I cannot.

Life isn't that easy.

Love isn't that simple.

And Meh isn't that strong.

再坚强的人也有脆弱的一面

更何况我并不是坚强的人

我尝试独当一面

可是岁月却不允许尝试

我一定要独当一面

有时候

真的很想哭

我想回家啦

朋友们

不要再想

撮合我和任何人

好吗？

我会有压力的

学业已经快要了我的命

不要再增加我的压力

p/s: 我抗压性真的满底的

习惯

这世界上

从来没有

不习惯

这三个字

习惯

只是时间

所累积的

动作而已

不知

从何时开始

想你

变成了习惯

习惯变了

只因为

有新的习惯

代替了

原本的习惯

我在想

几时会出现

新的习惯

代替属于

你的习惯

我依然还是我

我依然还是任性

我依然还是霸道

我依然还是不讲理

我依然还是爱耍脾气

我依然还是我行我素

怎样？你不给哦？

不爽就不要在那里烦

我依然还是这样？

所以？干你事吗？

本小姐心情不好

不想跟你聊

你不给吗？

不要跟我说

“你还是这样”

我是怎样都好

都不管你的事

我不会为了无谓的人

作出任何的改变

如果你认为你在我的心里

有足够的分量的话

欢迎你来改变我

如果没有任何分量的话

请你不要在我前面说废话

I love you.

How I wish I could control my feeling toward you.

You don't love me.

I know it since you told me three are better than two.

You are waiting for your special one.

This is what you told me that broke my heart.

Even though I just met you once in my whole life.

But I just cannot restrain myself from being in love with you.

You broke my heart, and it no longer beating.

I'm heartless because of your words.

I'm not the one that you want.

But You are the one that I want for now.

You never know that I am actually loving you.

I had give up putting hope on you anymore.

The moment you read this, the moment you leave from my heart.

All the best for you :)

14.09.2010

I dumped my blog for about 3days already, I know it is quite rare for me to do so.

I wanted to post something at least, but I just do not have that mood.

Maybe I was too tired last three days? I guess so?

Because I was really lack of sleep recently~

Jie Jie love this post ~ PEACE

Jie Jie said I look nice with my new spec

What about you? Do I look nice with my new spec?

Talk about Jie Jie

She is sick :(

I'm so worry about her

hope she recover soon!!

Recently Baby Theng quite hyper

ya, somehow she is erhemmm

But cannot blame her also

She is going to meet horse soon!

Yann and Roy are like usual

nothing happen recently

HAHAHAHAHA

Today Tirzah told me that I look fierce if I don't smile

Well, this is not the first time people told me this.

So I will try to smile every moment so that I won't scare people away from me!

I'm going to Roy's house BBQ tomorrow night

Then the next day go Broga Hill go see sunrise :)

Then go find my brother and sister!!

Im so happy and excited ~

Oh ya~ I'm going to my sister's house this weekend!

Yeah~ Finally I can play dragonica already!

I cannot use college and resident's line to play any online game!

SO SAD!

I'm going to show some picture that I edited today :)

I love it and hope you too :D

Eunice and I :)

They love to kiss me~

I also don't know why?

So i come out with a conclusion

which is they all love me very much :P

This is my laptop wallpaper

It may be simple but I love it so much :D

They may not a perfect friends

but I love the way they are.

Final Destination 4

Just finished watching this movie

I know that this movie was released quite long time ago

I wasn't managed to watch it when it was on air

I took this movie from Vincent since he had in his hard disk

I'm so regret to watch this movie

No point to watch if all the characters all died at the end

Am I right?

This movie was "S"

09.09.2010

Yesterday my sister called me and ask me to come to her house tomorrow(today).

Today she said she will pick me up at One Utama, so i follow Nicholas's car to there.

Wanna say thank you to Mr Lion King, I mean LIONEL CHOOI!!!

Thanks for accompany me back to hostel and wait for my sister.

Oh ya! And Denzie tooooo :) Thanks a lot ya!!!!

Well, Lionel and I found out that both of us VERY ANNOYING today :P

Today not only me go to my sister there, her boy friend's brother too :)

So after fetch me then go Sunway fetch him, by the way, he study at there.

My sister just came back from Thailand, she bought a lot of things.

She bought many cloths, and she gave many to me(because she doesn't fit.)

That's why she gave me "many"!!! hahahahhaha

And she said this is my birthday present !!!! LOL!!

A formal skirt.

A PINK formal shirt.

Very Girlish Shirt~

A t-shirt :)

My Facebook Profile Picture :P

So FUNNY!!!

This Is Michelle :)

She told me a very bad news.

Take care ya darling :(

Now is 12.29am. I should lying on my bed now but I'm sitting in front of my computer.

Feel like wanna write something here but I have nothing to write actually.

I suddenly felt that my life is lifeless? Sometimes I just sick of it :(

Wondering how long can I stand for this? Can I survive until I graduate?

I'm not a persistent people, I don't know when I will give up.

I'm trying to be more consistent, hope it work? Perhaps.

College life had begun, life getting busier and more works is coming.

Now I started to feel stressful compare to the last semester.

Something changed simply meant it had changed.

I'm trying to be more mature but sometimes it just don't work for me.

Suddenly memories like video play back in my mind.

Memories include memories with HIM.

Maybe because of today incident, let me think about him.

Well, as you all know that he is not a good boyfriend.

But why I would miss him at this time? HAHA

Memories are beyond my control, I also don't know why.

Sometimes I will think about :

"If he were loyalty to relationship, I would love him very much."

But in reality he is not, so this is impossible to happen :P

So what to do?haha~ nothing to do actually >.<

Something over simply meant is over.

There is no turning point in our life.

I should sleep now.

Good night.

08.09.2010

After I try to understand Marketing, well is not that hard to catch up in class now.

But I still not really like this subject for now, I don't know whether in future i will fall for it or not :P

English is hard that is what I thought from the beginning until now.

Human communication is fun but I'm too tired and sleepy so not really can concentrate in class.

CTS? Nah~ I don't want to talk about it :S

Today all my lovely friends are abnormal, hyperactive, insane or even MAD.

They are trying to introduce guy for me? But I just don't like it.

I know and understand their intention but this is not what I want.

They maybe just kidding but I just don't like it, or more specifically I hate it.

Fellows, I know you guys stalk my blog so please understand it okay?

I really don't like it, please don't simply do that to me okay?

Once in a while for a joke is still acceptable but not every time.

Having a boyfriend is nice but being a single is not that terrible.

I know you all want me to be happy but I'm fine for what I am now.

Do you know that when you are doing that to me you are giving me pressure at the same time?

I love you guys, seriously. So don't put me in this such situation next time.

Because it will drive me to insane or mad.

I don't know what I will say or do when I am insane.

As you guys know I'm a hot-temper person so please don't make me insane :(

I still want my image you know, because I'm still single! lol

Still looking for my Mr. Monkey :P

LOVE YOU ALL ~

MUACKZZZZZ

07.09.2010

Actually there were nothing special happen today.

Except there is a girl, Sze Theng is hyperactive today.

And I just discovered that JIE JIE became LAZY!!

Others are just fine and sweet :)

Let's talk about my study!!!

My foundation for my English wasn't that good at all.

So I need to put more effort on to it.

Moral class was quite okay, so far so good.

CTS I really have no idea what the lecturer lecture about.

Even though I had attended two class, but still I got nothing!

Urrghhhh! Need to put MORE MORE effort on it~

OH ya~ Just now I was doing my revision for MARKETING!

Except for few terms and concept, other are fine for me.

But the fact that it is boring doesn't change.

I haven't finish my revision actually but I DONT GIVE A DAMN ON IT

Because I am too sleepy and tired already!

I need SLEEP! NOW!

CIAO~

原来

我属于

后知后觉

想念

是无法

控制的

此时此刻

发冷的双手

和发愣的我

竟然是决配

有时候

会怀疑

自己是否

有自虐倾向

我想

我因该

没有正常过吧?

好累

真的好累

身体与精神

都好累

泪

没有泪

泪湖已枯干

今晚的我

有点不正常

但我会收敛

晚安

06.09.2010

Many people dislike Monday because Monday is the first working/school day of a week.

Well, the "many people" is included me, myself. I'm not that like Monday too.

You know what, I started to hate CTS class. I MEAN IT, SERIOUSLY!!!!!!!

To be honest, the lecture is nice but the way he teach is annoying and irritating.

I feel like wanna kill people during his class, by the way i didn't do any crazy stuff YET.

Marketing class is bo-bo-boring until you can fall asleep!!! My life is so LIFELESS.

Pondering...

Pondering...

Pondering...

about my future....

future... future...

CONFUSE NOW!!!

WHATEVER!!!!!!!

05.09.2010

今天七早八早起身

其实也不会很早

可是在宿舍也没有东西做

所以宁愿睡久一点咯

上网其实也是没有东西玩

汗~ 宿舍生活真无趣

去了7-11买早餐加午餐

买了一瓶豆奶加三文治

然后回来就看电影

等Eunice来载我咯

我们要去金河看严爵

其实是她想去看的

我去不去看都无所谓的

哈哈~不过他还满帅的

Eunice 说Chris有点像他

我倒觉得还好而已

我们去sushi king 吃晚餐

我们真的很爱次寿司耶

哈哈~真的很好吃哦

可是RENEE不喜欢

然后我们去lowyat逛逛

因为我要买cooler

Eunice 要买 charger

她哦～真的很“大头虾”

水壶忘记拿！要我去帮她拿

对了对了我要投诉

这里的car　park钱真的很很很贵

贵到吓死人！

还有哦～最近在练吉他

“你不知道的事”

哈哈！很久没练习了

生疏了呢～真的不好意思

现在很晚了

明天又要做闹钟

所以要休息了

晚安　

04.09.2010

I feel depressed because I'm bored.

I undergo with stress because I'm bored.

Feel like wanna jump out from the window!

Feel like wanna kill myself just because I'm BORED!

I hate living in a hostel.

I prefer bored at home rather than bored at HERE!

MOOD is damn damn not steady!

YOU KNOW WHAT!

SOMEHOW I DISLIKE KL.

BOREDOM IS KILLING ME!

FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dedicate to Friends

I'm sorry my dear

I wasn't there when you need me

I'm sorry my dear

I was sleeping when you need me

At this particular juncture

guilt filled my heart

I can't promise you

that I will always be there for you

when you need me

But I can promise you

that I will try my best to be there for you

when you need me

Dear, I'm just a human

I can't read your mind

My little sweet heart

Please don't seal up your lips and give no words but mum

Please don't be hesitate to tell

I'm your friend, my dear

Please share your sorrow with me

Just like I share my happiness with you

Baby, my support will never wared

This is what we call "Friend"

Life is difficult

But it become easy when with friends.

Predicament is inevitable

Just like conflict cannot be avoid in a relationship

Tell me when sorrow is killing you

I will outbrave the enemy

And wrapped you in a warm hug

Tell me when happiness swept through your entire frame

Because my heart will dance with entire joy

Tell me when you are taken charge from furious

I will try to calm you down and cheer you up

Tell me when you are tinged with hatred

I will break the barrier and tell you that I love you

You are the precious one that I treasure

Because you are my friend.

I may not your best friend

But I'm trying to be a good friend of you

Love,

Melissa

Dreams Part 2.

I just woke up, still sleepy even thought I had enough of sleep.

I'm tired because of my dreams, I did not have a good sleep.

I didn't sleep well because I kept woke up because of my weird dreams.

Every time I back to sleep, another weird dream again!!

Oh my~ These are killing me in slow motion!

Mentally exhausted because of this!!

I feel my head so heavy now, excruciating.

But I can't part of it, so accept it.

Dreams can you please be a bit nicer to me?

At least, don't bully me mentally?

Dreams can you please be a sweet dream?

As least, not a weird and scary dream.

Dreams can you please give me back my peace?

At least, don't let me remember I ever dream before.

Dreams.

Recently I always dream about something weird.

Generally human dream when they are sleeping, but sometimes they just could not recall back.

However, I was manage to recall back these past few days.

Well, my dreams never make sense.

I mean whatever dreams that I remembered, it never make sense.

It used to be weird, odd, unusual, and even sometimes scary.

Some of the psychologists agreed that dreams sometimes represent something that you worry or care but you are not aware of it.

If this theory is true, then mean that I'm worry/care something weird?

Wow. That sound cool? xD WHO KNOW!

There are too many unknown in this world.

Now is time for me to dream again.

Hope is a sweet dream for me.

03.09.2010

Early in the morning, a girl gave me a morning call.

I'm lack of sleep, didn't notice that? @.@ xD

At last I woke up and prepared to go to college for delivery.

I went to Ali Maju with Sze Theng them to have our breakfast.

Well, after the breakfast I came up with a conclusion.

" I HATE TOPIC THAT ABOUT CAR! "

After that went to another ALI MAJU again with Elie they all.

Well, I suddenly realized that I'M STUCK WITH ALI MAJU!

Then we decided to watch STEP UP at The Curve :)

Of cause, Nicholas is the driver :P

THE MOVIE IS SO GREAT!

DANCE WAS SO COOL!

LUKE WAS DAMN YENG and muscular *.*

You should watch it! guarantee nice !

Had dinner with Elie, Paul, Vincent and his roommate.

At the restaurant that next to Ali Maju.

OH MY GOODNESS! They took about 1hr to serve our food !

Not going to there eat anymore !!!! BAN!

Sky is not dark as last night.

Wind is not strong as last night.

And my heart is peace and silent.

Just finish watching Romeo and Juliet, anime version.

The ending is both of them die to rescue the city.

I'm just wondering why there are no better ending for them?

Why must use death to end the story? I just don't get it.

Maybe I'm just too naive that expect life should be always happy?

Life is difficult but this doesn't mean that life should be in somber tone.

There are too many things that beyond human's knowledge.

I'm seeking for my answers, that's why I'm still breathing.

By continue living, answer reveal but at the same time question appear too.

This is the way of being a human, i guess?

Tonight I'm just too sentimental after watching Romeo and Juliet.

This made me remind of someone, HIM.

My first love? I think My First Boyfriend is more suitable to address him.

Flirty. The best word to describe him.

Basically, everyone are aware of that ,including me.

Before we couple, he broke my heart thousand of time.

But why I still choose to be with him?

I really have no idea about that.

Maybe LOVE make us blind that time? WHO KNOWS?

You know what, I truly hope that he would change in one day.

Not for me, but for himself.

I hope that both of us can find the right person one day.

People told me to forget about him, but I don't get it why I need to?

He was my past, I can't remove him from my memories.

So just accept him as a past rather than forget him will be more easy for me.

Don't you think so?

If you purposely want to forget about something, it won't work. Trust me.

The moment you accept it, the moment you let it go.

Wind blew strongly in the lonely night.

Today definitely suitable for being naive.

02.09.2010

Woohooooo~~~

I'm so happy that Eunice they all same Moral Class with me :)

My Moral Lecturer is Ms Sue.

At first I thought she was quite scary and fierce!

BUT I was wrong ! TOTALLY WRONG!

When she started to teach, she was so so NICE.

I'm looking forward for the next Moral class.

You know what, WN WORKER SIBEH LC and RUDE!

They should know that CUSTOMER IS THE KING!

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I'm so so so tired la :(

ciao.

Life.

"Life is difficult and yet most of us expect to be easy."

This is what my English lecturer told us today.

She said that always remember that life is difficult.

It make sense and yet meaningful if you get it what it mean.

If this line is in your heart, you will think that obstacle is part of our life.

So when you are dealing with it, it will be more easier for you to handle it.

However, if there is no hindrances you will be grateful about that.

Don't you think that this sentence is awesome? xD

Hope you like this because I'm loving it :)

01.09.2010

今天是开学的第一天

我觉得今天还不赖的说

唯一不满的是上课的时间

每天四五点才上完课

Marketing Principle

感觉上满好玩的

老师也不错，满Nice的

只是他的课本贵到吓私人

所以打算买二手的

和我同班的有

Lionel, Melissa Wang 和 Nicholas

Advanced English

我很怕这一科

因为我的英文真的很烂

而且要写两千个字的作文

我完蛋了~可以去卖咸鸭蛋

希望不要不及格不然就很可怜

老师看起来人很好

可是听说改考卷很严厉

都不知该高兴还是伤心

和我同班的有

Renee, Eunice, Yann, Sze Yung,

Nicholas, Denzie, Vicky, NICHOLAS

对，不要怀疑是其他的Nicholas

还是那个王八蛋的他

Human Communication

老师真的很搞笑

同学也很幽默

笑了两个小时

很开心的过了两个小时

和我同班的有

Lionel, Sonia, Winnie

Critical Thinking

一直以为和我同班的只有 Renee

原来还满多人跟我们同班的

到了课室才发现Stephy, Mei Yan, Lee, Ah Yaw

也是跟我们同班~真的是很巧

过不久看到Eunice 他们

后来才知道他们换了时间

跟我们同班~真的很开心耶

所以那班有一半以上都是我们自己人

我们的老师真的让我很无言

可是还 OKAY 咯

还在接受的范围里

我真的很不喜欢我的上课时间

明天得连续上三节课

咳~我不是超人啦

就算是，也是个会哭的超人啦

约定

此时此刻的我

心里百感交集

不知该如何表达

也不懂这是什么

酸酸的也甜甜的

非常期待明天的到来

人生的另一个开端

这也意味着困难的开启

害怕自己是否能够胜任

希望这次我不是个逃兵

命运如何安排我管不了

我只知道选择权在我这

成功或失败只有未来知道

未来是怎样说真的并不重要

把握现在才是致胜的关键

神主宰我的人生

而我决定我要走的道路

我要凭信心走出属于我的路

加油吧~圆圆

这是你和自己的约定

不要连自己都要放飞机

不然真的很可悲哦