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Friday, July 2, 2010

The truth behind silent.

Sometimes when I didn't tell something, doesn't mean I'm not a straight forward person.
Is just i choose another peaceful way to solve the problem.
Since you wish me to become a straight forward to you.
I will fulfill your wish and tell you what I thought and I won't hold back.
YEA, JOYEE KHOO. I'm talking about you.
From my point of view, YA, i dislike you.
Now you happy ? Finally hear the truth?
Reasons? Too many.
I kept quiet is because you are Nicholas's girl friend.
So now do you still want to say I din't bear with you?
You said I should come to you and complain in front of you.
So did you do that to me too? NOPE, so why i need to do that to you ?
What I saw from an outsider since the day i knew you, I think you are selfish.
You never care other's people feeling while you say something from your mouth.
You don't even give a damn whether you will hurt other's feeling or not.
You just care about yourself. You only can see yourself from the mirror.
Please don't worry, you never hurt me. Because I also don't care what you said.
As you are not important for me at all and i know you felt that way to me too.
Last time you borrowed my book without asking my permission.
Well, you are annoyed me. You should at least send me a text to inform me.
Not from others mouth to tell me you took my book.
I felt not being respect by you. I know you sure will say this is a small matter.
BUT SORRY TO TELL YOU THAT I'M MELISSA, NOT JOYEE KHOO.
At the same day , you ask Renee and I faster to go class.
You shoo us away just to use the table.
Well, didn't you saw us busy doing our maths?
AND THE TIME YOU SHOO US TO GO CLASS IS 10MINUTES BEFORE THE CLASS START!
THE WAY YOU SPEAK TOO US LIKE YOU ARE THE OWNER OF THE TABLE.
Don't you know that we use the table first? Can't you wait for us?
Are you blind? Don't know what the time is?
Where are you manner?
I know you are a straight forward person, but still you ALSO NEED TO RESPECT OTHER!
You ask me to bear with you, BUT WHY YOU THINK I NEED TO BEAR WITH YOU?
WHO ARE YOU?
YOU ARE JUST A GIRL THAT I MET NOT MORE THAN HALF YEAR!
YOU AND I NOT EVEN CONSIDER AS A CLOSE FRIEND!
WHAT YOU EXPECT ME TO DO SUCH THING TO YOU?
Well, i know you are Nicholas's girl friend and he consider one of my close friend.
SO??????? None of my business also.
The day at lab, you are totally PISSED me off.
I will never forget what you had said to me.
"Nicholas is not my boyfriend, he is Melissa's boyfriend."
To be honest, it doesn't hurt me at all.
It not a big deal for me though.
BUT, WHERE ARE YOUR RESPECT AGAIN?
Do you know that when you said that you are hinting me something else.
You like trying to say I'm want to steal your boyfriend.
Maybe you didn't mean it but have you think about if other heard it what would they think about me? Have you ever consider that when you say this?
You said what you say doesn't hurt anyone.
You are right, you didn't hurt me.
But have you ever consider Nicholas's feeling if he heard this?
Since last time you keep deny he as your boyfriend.
So have ever care about his feeling?
At first he may tell you he doesn't mind.
However, as a normal male, they would mind like hell.
Why you never aware of this? Are you too stupid or what?
Hmmmm.. I have no idea. I also wonder are your brain can function normally?
Besides that, you totally are a faker. This no need to be doubt.
No need i tell what you have done to me and your friend
I'm pretty sure that you are aware what you did.
Faker. This is damn suit you. Don't you think so?
DENY WHAT YOU HAVE SAID.
IS THIS YOUR STYLE? I wonder?
You asked me to fuck off of your life.
And now you complain to Nicholas that I ignore you when you TRY to talk with me.
During today English Class, I didn't find out that you are TRYING talk to me at all.
YOU ARE THE ONE WHO LC ME FIRST. YOU ARE THE ONE WHO IGNORE ME FIRST.
NOW YOU COMPLAIN TO NICHOLAS THAT I IGNORE YOU?
HOW FUNNY YOU ARE, JOYEE KHOO.
YOU ARE THE ONE WHO ASK ME TO BOG OFF YOUR LIFE.
DON'T YOU REMEMBER THAT?
SO WHAT FOR YOU WANT ME TO GIVE YOU RESPONSE?
WHEN YOU WANT TO TALK TO ME THEN I MUST TALK TO YOU TOO?
YOU THOUGHT I'M YOUR DOG ?
SORRY, I'M A HUMAN. I HAVE MY PRIDE.
NOW IS MY TURN TO TELL YOU THAT BOG OFF.
I DON'T NEED YOU, AND YOU DON'T NEED ME.
DON'T COME AND BOTHER TO TALK WITH ME.
I DON'T CARE YOU WILL GET HURT OR NOT.
BECAUSE YOU DON'T CARE FIRST SO WHY I NEED CARE ABOUT YOUR FEELING?
EVEN THOUGH YOU ARE NICHOLAS'S GIRLFRIEND, SO?
LIKE I CARE? LIKE I MUST TOLERATE WITH YOU? LIKE I MUST CONSIDER YOUR FEELING? YOU THOUGHT YOU ARE PRINCESS OF MALAYSIA?
STOP EXPECT EVERYONE SHOULD TOLERATE WITH YOU!
STOP EXPECT EVERYONE SHOULD BEAR WITH YOU!
Oh ya. I never think that you should tolerate or bear to me.
I already choose to be quiet.
I already choose to be ignore.
But what you have did until now.
I cannot stand for it anymore.
JOYEE KHOO, can't you just bog off?
JOYEE KHOO, can't you just start to become more considerate?
JOYEE KHOO, can't you just stop your childish act?
I'm sick of it, your attitude.
Are you satisfy now after you know what I'm thinking about you?
Are you happy to know the truth behind silent?
Don't blame other, think twice before you act.
If you think I'm wrong then go ahead.
If you think I'm talking bullshit here, go ahead.
Somehow, i felt that way too.
Anyway, what you think about me I don't really care.
As i said just now, YOU ARE NOT IMPORTANT.


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